Dear Heavenly Father ,
How is it ok , that I have legal rights to my oldest son but his father is withholding him from me. How is it that he can sleep wonderfully at night and live such a perfect life doing this. I know I’m not suppose to question you but I’m just so confused. I feel like it’s for the best to stay out the way an wait on him to grow up an what to be around. I pray that you bring him back to me with sanity and in good health. My child is being mislead and taught that I am the worst thing that ever happened to him. I’m limited to what I can do an I’m exhausted from all the years of trying. I don’t want this to be give up matter. More like a please bring him back after it’s all said an done. However if it’s not meant to be then we can keep things the way it is. It’s kind of hard fo not show favorites when it’s kids who need me more than the other. I’m doing what’s best for us moving forward because regardless of what ;King , Kaiden , Kameron , and Cydnee will forever need me. They don’t have a back up parent like my oldest is fortunate to have. I wish him the best along his journey of life without me. Keep my immediate household lifted within this prayer.
Amen !
