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Well im a little bit sad because I couldn't celebrate my bday the way it has to or the way I planned! I really miss my grandmother right now as she passed away this year I really miss her she was there for the last one! We really enjoyed it last year it was so great an environment which was COVID free and tension free actually. My college is there tomorrow and I've got my assignments to do. Since my college just started I don't know many people and they don't know anything about me so it's actually weird. I'm confused in my life doesn't know what im going to do in the future, what kind of adventures are planned for me ahead. A little bit scared and a little excited also. This year has been tough for so many people. On this day I don't want to make this about myself and celebrate I also want to pray for the people who died because of the fires, virus, and other catastrophes. I want to remember my grandmother and thank her for all the years she spent with us, for being a good role model to me and my family.

Things I'm grateful for

1) I'm grateful because I had "appe" for lunch that was made by my favorite chef-mother.

2) I'm grateful that I'm not giving up on this challenge thanks for the insight will power that I have which is still keeping me up motivatedAlthough I have screwed this little bit yet I'm not giving up bitches

3) I'm grateful today to learn something new which is coding and met interesting people who share the same interest. It pushed me to learn this new subject even more.

4) I'm grateful because I'm finally moved on from my crush. Yes! A crush, it sounds absurd but I'm not a person with so much confidence to show my love to a person who is now in a happy relationship. I'm finally over him yayayayaaa

5) I'm grateful to my reproductive system. I always get my periods on time unlike others who suffer from pcod or PCOS(I'm sorry to anyone who goes through that, I know it must be tough for u)

6) I'm grateful for watching some Bollywood series which ended up me liking the co-star that lead me to my great stalking skills now I'm obsessed with that guy heheh

7) I'm thankful for the mosquitos not entering my room and sulking all the blood from my body and letting me sleep peacefully today.

8) I'm at peace when I listen to folklore album

9) I'm grateful that my aunt and brother are coming to visit us. I hope I have fun.

Okay, here I am keeping the track of my how to be grateful day.

1) I am grateful that today I had a delicious lunch and dinner.

2) I am grateful for having an earphone. yeah today my elder sister gifted me a brand new earphone since i didnt have one.

3) I am grateful for today because it was an amazing day. 

4) I am grateful for having a drawing book. i like to sketch so its great.

5) I am grateful for my dad who paid for my workshop which i am currently doing.

6) I am grateful for being so privileged that we don’t even give importance. I just realized we always notice  the negative things in our life and we always want more. 

7) I am grateful for being a female. I know we girls always have that point in our life where we faced discrimination and questioned our gender. I AM PROUD FEMALE.

Movies like the godfather, the fault in our stars (Dil Bechara is the adaption of this movie), shutter island, the notebook (basically the best movie when it comes under romantic genre).

Like I'm shocked how imdb has given so unfair ratings. I wouldn't be surprised if this movie is sent to international film festivals. Indeed, we live in India where we know that nepotism exists only in Bollywood not in any working department like politics, I'm sorry I shouldn't be talking about politics if I did there is a probability of getting raped and death threats from random people so yayayaya Sushant Singh Rajput you did a great job in chichore.

Sorry the appreciation this movie getting is not worth it, I don't even want negative criticism since we should respect the death of that person, but faking the likings towards that film is worse than saying simply the truth. Crying and faking it is too much-”oh god he was my favorite actor and blah blah damn sure you always chose a star kid movie over his films. People are equally responsible for his death. The saying is true dead people receive more flowers than the living ones because regret is stronger than gratitude.