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"What if I get sober and I'm the same awful person I've always been, just sober."

#personal #bojack horseman #quote

As I'm slow and my brain is rotting, I long for the warm embrace of the psych ward. I had purpose in there, and I could go crazy and get wrestled to the ground and stabbed with a lorazepam injection. People cared, although I know they were paid to. When I caved my head in on the wall they wiped away the blood and shot me up with morphine. How loving. Drugs are a way that show people care. They didn't want me to feel the pain I inflicted on myself. Sad that that morphine kicked off a whole struggle with opiates, and my life was blank for a few months, lost in the haze. Sometimes when I couldn't get oxy I would use codeine from the store. 20 tablets of codeine and paracetamol mixed with 32 tablets of codeine and ibuprofen. Gave me a rough high and always ended in a lot of vomiting. Realised the error of my ways when I almost died of an overdose. Found Jesus. Managed to stop my addiction ending in the rattle from hell. In bed for a week feeling like death and watching arcane to distract me from my life falling apart. Came outside other side a better woman. Or so I thought. Now the pregabalin tempts me every time. Just take a sheet or two, you'll be fine. She was not fine. And that's basically where I am now. Falling again. There is no hope for me. And soon I won't be here at all.

#personal

The warmth of oblivion embraces me. I'm slow, stupid, twitchy, but I feel right. Life doesn't seem so scary anymore. I can do the things I want to do, so long as I want to do it off balance and half asleep. These drugs were meant to help me, but instead I abuse them the minute they're in my hand. I can already feel the fear for not knowing when I'm next going to get them. My psychiatrist is my dealer, funny isn't it? I'd gotten over the opiates, at least I thought so. But the warm embrace of this stuff drives me straight back to the waiting arms of the drugs I know will take care of me. Life in shambles, but with the appearance of functioning. Everyone tells me I'm so much better now, but they don't know the truth.

#personal

How'd you get the scars?

It’s mostly self harm, but some of it is from blood play and rough stuff 😊 I really like having cigarettes put out on me too.

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I’ve been so horny recently. It an itch all my dildos and toys can’t seem to scratch. And as good as it feels to take a plastic donkey dick in the ass, I want a real man to show me how it’s done. I want him to take me tenderly and lovingly in his arms, to ram his cock up my ass and to rail me until I can’t remember my own name. I want him to smack me across the face until I taste blood, to choke me until I go purple and pass out, and to fuck my throat so violently that mascara and tears run down my cheeks. I want to be spanked until my butt is bruised, flogged and beaten till I’m a weeping puddle on the floor. I want him to shove objects in me that shouldn’t fit, he can gape my hole and spit in it, just ruin me for anyone with a normal-sized cock. I want him to degrade me, piss on me, kick me when I’m down, insult me, berate me, fuck my ass and then my mouth. I want to be violated, I want to cry, I want to be in PAIN. And when he’s done, I want him to sit on the balcony and smoke and put his cigarettes out on my nipples. I want him to tell me how good I did, how proud he is, and how he only treats me like that ‘cos I’m his little gutter whore and I deserve it. I would cry and cling to him as if he was the only shelter in a storm. And I would worship the ground he walks on, revere how he blackens my eyes, pray at the temple between his thighs. I would sit at his feet like a dog, naked and collared, and stare up at him with longing from watery eyes. Please, I want this so bad.

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Cute underwear shot!

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Smiley blissed out girl.

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New tattoo!

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I’m just gonna come right out and say it; I am desperate for cock, I just want someone to push me against the wall and fuck me up the ass, HARD. I want to be taken mercilessly and forcefully, with no regard for my comfort or enjoyment. I am not wearing panties in this photo because I ready to go right now. I am just gagging to have my insides rearranged by a thick, meaty dick and I want to be left breathless, sore and covered in semen. Thank you 💕

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I wonder where that pump is going 🤔 ?

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I don’t feel very welcome in this world.

#personal

Spotty panties

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Happy Easter from your Easter bunny 🐰

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Someone called me a ‘Centaur Girl’ today and I have no idea what it means but I like it.

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Tease me on anon please.

#fr though #I love it

Christ, I need to go the gym, like, yesterday. I swear these were baggy last week.

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