SOMETHIN' FIERCE

can u believe i miss writing as ruby and louis??

last post i’ll make but i feel genuinely upset and nauseous that people pigeonhole ruby the way they do (or even omar too for that matter) all bc they’re wide-set and petite. ruby’s literally a fuckin’ angel and she doesn’t deserve to have people focusing so much on her weight, like- jfc.

i know i took a break from this fandom, and i’ll probably continue to do so bc of gross shit i see all around but lemme just say this: ruby is short, and wider set. ruby is a little pudgy. ruby is malnourished. sometimes people are just naturally plus sized and can’t help that. and even if she wasn’t, there is nothing wrong with her being on the bigger side. if you truly have a problem with something like that, you are disgusting.

imagine checking in on the fandom only to see people fat-shaming your favorite character.

canon ruby not liking her hair, full, flushed cheeks, and shortness because of getting teased about it prior to getting sent to ericson, but having someone liking those things about her and giving her genuine compliments on these things warms my heart.

tfw you wanna like more people’s starter calls but know that you already have like 20+ drafts and stuff to do for people across your blogs as it is

idk if i ever shared this before, but ruby was sent to ericson’s bc she has odd (o/ppositional d/efiant disorder) which could’ve very well turned into ied (i/ntermittent e/xplosive disorder) if her behavior got any worse. thankfully, aside from some explosive behaviors here and there, she’s managed to get her temper under control.

sometimes i sit here and think about how this fandom has changed since i joined back in 2012 ( i joined shortly after episode two of season one dropped ). some of it’s been for the better and sometimes it has me going like yikes. i’ve been a part of this fandom since i was 18 and i’m 26 now like-- jfc it’s been a long ass time.