KEITH

If you ever read this then you’ll know it’s for you. Things I wanna say but unfortunately “you don’t want to talk about it”. 

You suck, like I said in the most confusing way I told you you’re smart but you sure can be stupid. When you told me the thing you did that was what you wanted to do I was sad. I wasn't speaking hypothetically when I said I was crying. I don’t know if you were just being oblivious to how I was feeling or you really just had no clue that it would affect me that much. I never told you this bot in this way but I don’t think you have any idea of how important you are to me. When I have a problem and I can’t talk about it with the usual people who won’t really care or understand I was always comforted by the idea that I had you, still. Someone really knows me still actually cares about me. You say that it’s gonna be fine it’s still gonna be the same way but to me it’s not. People leave, they forget. You know the stuff I've been through so you should know how afraid I am now of losing the very few things I have left to really care for and you’re one of those few things dumb ass.