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He loves her to madnessāthat is the only way one can worship their lover.
āI am yours,ā LĆf leans down and says into her ear. āI serve you and you alone.āĀ Ā
Because when morning comes, they will perform their role as Summoner and General. The moon chasing after the sun. Only behind closed doors does this LĆf exist for her.
āI am your blade. Your shadow. The sunless spaces where you walk.ā He presses his hands into hers, more gentle than the duvet below them. Another kiss, a gentle possession. āBut when weāre alone, let your thoughts be only of me.āĀ Ā
āAnd yet, Lord LĆf,ā she says with a lilt, āyou fill me with more than just thoughts.ā
A sound of beating hearts, a fluttering of unspoken feelings.Ā You, who bloom so beautifully above the mire. You, whose heart I wish to hear beat forever.
Her eyes soften and become glassy. She doesnāt say anything, only staring up at him with aching tenderness. Longing.Ā Wanting.Ā What she wants, she fails to put it into words. But their interlocking hands speak volumes of what they are to each other.
āMy heartā āKiran says, all undone and without reticenceā āhas been yours from the start, Lord LĆf. To me you are...ā
You are the face of love.
There are oaths you do not need to say out loud but felt with a beating heart and mingling breath.
Their fleshly desire overflows from its chalice. Is it shameful to put that into words? How much he wants her, how much she needs him. The proximity between their bodies closes again and again. They exhale raspy, staccato breaths mired in pleasure and desperation. LĆf hovers over her and kisses the length of her neck, the curve of her breasts. He returns to her neck and presses a ghost of a kiss onto her skin.
They lock eyesĀ and it is not the first time that they have done this. Nor will it be the last.
Kiran assents and he marks her. Her fingers tangle into his hair and she trembles, docile and pliant under his mouth. He derives secret pleasure from the actāthat she is his. Like a wolf and a lamb, you devour the thing you desire most just once. But not herāKiranās love is the hunger that consumesĀ him.Ā Ā
Devotion is a sword that never dulls. Love is a vow that does not end in death. And LĆf will never let her go. He will slay leviathan after leviathan to bring her shadow back. She is not Eurydice and they will walk side-by-side, together, from one realm to the next.Ā Ā Ā
She is his light brighter, his summoner.
And should there be a day when the sky becomes sunless, Kiran is the only light he needs.Ā
diamond sky - Honkai: Star Rail (Aventurine & Ratio)
After Sunday dismisses him from Dewlight Pavilion, Aventurine staggers from the mansion with a throbbing migraine. The Harmony worms its way into his mind with a liquid cool voice, penetrating his thoughts and stripping him bare. In the next moment, his body grows warm like fire licking his skin, like something crawling underneath it.
He grits his teeth as he feels invisible tendrils probing themselves into the recesses of his mind, violating all sense of privacy. It slinks through his skull like a parasite carving a nest for itself. A spiritual stripping of his autonomy.
āGet out of my head. Leaveā āhe hissesā āstop. Get out!ā
A sharp pain punctuates itself behind his eyes, causing him to stumble and gasp for breath. Aventurine covers his mouth with one hand, preventing himself from retching. The sensation revolts himāsomething crawling beneath his flesh and a hand slinking around his heart and squeezing it.
His fingers curl around the strap of his bag, precious jewels clattering together in jeering applause. Under the diamond sky of Penacony, Aventurine exhales a shaky breath before standing up. The buildings spiral into the endless twilight to a staggering height. You cannot touch the sky in Penaconyāhow far does the ceiling of this dream reach?
Despite his blurry vision, a familiar figure in a swathe of deep blue and gold approaches.
āEver the theatrical one.ā The doctorās voice penetrates through the haze of pain, sobering the gambler. āIs there a point of offering my shoulder if youāre going to bumble around like a drunkard?ā
āYour courtesy wonāt be needed, doctor,ā Aventurine retorts sharply. Sweat beads across his brow but he plasters a grin across his face.
āYou look unwell,ā Dr. Ratio says again, this time, more flatly. Something flickers across his face, but Aventurine squints as his vision begins to focus. āOn your last legs already?ā
āYou betrayed me,ā Aventurine spits out. He narrows his eyes at Ratio, grin falling into a frown. āIf our discussion is done, Iāll be on my way.ā
āWait. What do you intend to do now?ā
āMmmh, whoās to say.ā Aventurine weakly lifts the gift money bag in his hand and Ratio glances at it. The doctor leans over to examine the contents and a smooth line etches across his lips.
āYouāre mad.ā
Aventurine shrugs. āSeventeen system hours left to live does that to you. Now then. If weāre doneā¦ā
He sidesteps the doctor to pass him and eyes the people gathering in the plaza. Just then, Ratio holds out his hand to stop him. Aventurine sighs, irritation finally bubbling to the surface. Ā
āTake this. Youāll thank me later.ā Ratio forcefully hands him a medical device. Aventurine clutches it, mystified. āUse it when youāre on your on your last legs.ā
Aventurine examines the object and when he looks up to thank the doctor, Ratio slips into the crowd without looking back. The gambler stares after the doctor and a small smile pries at his lips.
There are two types of fire you cannot extinguishāand that is passion and hate.
Hate burns inside Rolloās body like a blazing inferno. Here, on the highest floor of the bell tower, the fools of Night Raven College continue to lambast him at every turn of the way. They exchange blows of magic, spells cracking in the air while sparks disperse hot with the collision of their hearts and ideals.Ā Ā
Must they continue to resist me? Rollo stumbles back, lightly brushing against the Bell of Solace as he cradles his arm. Did the firelotuses not sap the majority of their strength?
He will not falter under the bellās watchful and noble gaze. Not here when it is his duty to cleanse the world of its filth permeating through the air. Behind him, Rollo feels the bellās power and quiet grandeur, as if commanding him to fulfill his righteous duty as judgementās shadow.
āCease this madness, Flamme,ā Malleus says gravely.Ā
Before him stands three house wardens from Night Raven College, all in a state of utter disarray. Their laborious breaths, haggard appearance, and trembling hands betray fatigue and urgency.Ā
And him. That haughty look in his eyes is the one I despise most.
In the center of the group is Malleus Draconia, the fae-heir whose birthright lays claim to Briar Valley and whose presence inspires fear and humility. His eyes glow with unearthly flames and a frown, no matter how intense, could mar that beautiful face.
To employ magic for such trivial purposesāfor fun, as the students claimāis reason enough to make Rollo set his jaw and narrow his eyes at their levity. Magic is a dangerous affair that should not be treated so lightly like fireworks. But what do these fools know when their first foray into magic is through an institution with safeguards? Magic, as its rawest and most unstable form, is not easy to control.Ā
Rollo speaks as perspiration beads at his brow. āYour overreliance on magic dulls your sense of safety. Just because you can control it doesnāt mean itās safeāonly that you know how to make it less dangerous.ā
āAnd yet who is the bigger fool between us?ā Azul snips back, pushing his glasses up with one hand. āThe hypocrite who disparages magic but still uses it. Or the three house wardens who will stop your machinations with or without it?ā
Idia throws his companion a pointed stare. āCan we just auto-skip the final boss dialogue and rush him?!āĀ
āA fine idea,ā Malleus says, raising his hand at Rollo. But very subtly, he winces. In that moment of hesitation, Rollo conjures up another spell faster than Malleusā incantation.Ā
Rollo grins wildly as his signature spell, Dark Fire, manifests before him with hungry, vitriolic flames. He directs the rage to the heir to Briar Valley and an orange, hateful fire bursts from his hand like a heat-seeking missile.Ā
As the comet of fire closes in on Malleus, Azul rushes forward.
āAzul?!ā Malleus and Idia yell, in equal measure of shock and horror.
āFools, the lot of you!ā Rollo shouts, without thinking. He flexes his hand, feeling smoke and cinders radiate from his palm like a burn.Ā
Azul crumples onto the ground with a dull thud. As the smoke and steam disperses, remnants of water magic, a shoddy shield or some such, flickers in a dome around him before dissipating.
Rollo takes a step forward and a grim smile crescents across his face. He is not without pityāhe allows the other two to glimpse at their fallen comrade. āOne less obstacle to deal with. Now thenāā
āTake that!ā
āHuh?ā Rollo glances at the wilted figure but itās too late for the student council president to react.Ā
In less than a momentās breath, a blaze the size of Rolloās own hate thrashes him with a magnitude so great that he collapses to the ground. For a few long seconds, Rollo lays there, gazing up at the ceiling of the tower in a daze of confusion. His thoughts, murky with pain and disbelief, renders him silent and incredulous.
āBwah?!ā Idia shouts. āWhat was that? Did you say that was Deuceās spell? You meanāā
āYesā āAzul winces as he picks himself from the floor and dusts off his clothesā āI suspected that his signature spell would be our final gambit. Iām pleased that it worked out so well.ā
āWell done, Ashengrotto. I am thoroughly impressed by your cunning.āĀ
Rollo doesnāt understand what Azul hit him with, but traces of that flame strongly resemble his own.Ā Fighting fire with fire, I see. How lamentable this situation has become.
His head throbs while his heart pounds furiously inside his chest. Stand, you fool. Why wonāt you move? How unseemly this entire act is. And those wretched fiends continue to prattle as if Iām not hereā¦
Rollo seethes in silence at their impudence but bides his time. As he grits his teeth, the metallic taste of blood in his mouth gives him enough clarity to stagger back onto his feet.
āHow many HP bars does this guy have?!āĀ
āFlamme, comport yourself,ā Malleus warns. āDawn must have broken through the clouds covering your eyes. Do you understand now?āĀ
āIā¦understand,ā Rollo murmurs slowly, clutching his arm. āThat even if fire burns, so does it illuminate. Then ring the bell, Malleusā¦and see to it that this city will be saved.ā
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Itās a voice so soft that the ocean waves nearly drown it out. Sayaka swivels to the source.
An unusual white creature pokes its head from the water. Its red eyes blazes like the embers of a dying sun, and the ears on its head twitch. It rises from the water to perch beside Sayaka.
āIām Kyubey, the sea witch,ā it begins, observing her with unblinking eyes. āWishes are my speciality, and I heard your heart. What do you want granted?ā
āNo,ā Sayaka says weakly. āI donāt need to make a wish.ā
āBut you called for me. Thatās why Iām here.ā Kyubey gazes at the town. Lanterns burn bright despite the burgeoning storm. āI know what you want.āĀ
The sky weeps lightly. āDonāt make light of my feelings. How can you possibly know?ā
āYou want to be with that human boy. But you will never have him as you are now.ā
Sayaka stills and lifts her eyes to the dark, gray clouds. The sea witchās words light a match in her, one that boils an unusual, festering rage. Its words are incendiary, but she doesnāt know why it's doing this.
āI donāt know what you want. But I think itās foolish wanting something you donāt understand.ā
Kyubey blinks. āSometimes, what you desire makes you foolish. That is what it means to be alive.ā
Even if mermaids do not shed tears, her eyes mist when she looks at the house with music.
āSayaka. Iāll say it again. What is the one wish that would make your sea pearl shine?ā
I commissioned the lovely @/evelynknightart to bring my OCs, Yana and Rinsho, to life! <3
Yana is a shrine priestess and sacrifice to the crow tengu.
Rinsho is a servant to the crow tengu and watches over Yana.
These two are the protagonists of my upcoming web novel, Bride of the Crow Tengu! It's currently in progress with 14 chapters (and more) being written! Looking forward to sharing this story with everyone hopefully in May/June!! (Exact date TBD.)
Synopsis of the web novel below!
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āThen take me on as a sacrifice for the karasu-tengu.ā
There is a legend that Lord Rivu, a crow tengu, presides over Suzu Village. However, ravaging storms and winds lay waste to the crops year after year, and the villagers are desperate for succor. To appease the wrathful deity, the villagers offer bridal candidates to the crow tengu in exchange for a quiet, bountiful season.
Now, it is Yanaās turn to become the next sacrifice. She counts down the days by tending to Lord Rivuās shrine and learning how to be a quality bride. To her horror, Lord Rivu sends down his personal servant, Rinsho, to keep watch over her.
A story of identity, bonds, and fateādoes Yana choose to protect the village, or will she defy her fate as the crow tenguās bride? Thus begins a tale that explores how human a deity can be and how monstrous man can become.
āWhat is the one wish that would make your sea pearl shine?ā
I wrote a tragic Mermaid AU featuring Sayaka/Kyoko, for the @connectfanzinezine! Doomed yuri my beloved~! š„° TYSM much for having me & it was so fun to write š
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this and also fanfic writers choosing to write a chapter a year, because they donāt want to write more often than that, or abandoning their works entirely because they lose interest and donāt feel like continuing anymore is also a valid reason, and youāre an entitled asshole if you attack, guilt trip or shame them for it (being sad/disappointed is completely okay and normal, you canāt control how your mind feels and reacts to something, what matters is that you respect the authorās decision and donāt be a dick to them about it).
fanfic writers write for themselves and their own enjoyment. theyāre kind enough to let you read their works for free. they donāt owe you any explanation. they donāt owe you the details of their personal lives. they donāt owe you anything.
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