my mom yelled at me abt curing my mental illness with faith in god & sheer willpower while yanking my hair around multiple times, & then took my scrunchie & tenderly tied it in the same minute. completely normal behavior. she just handed me iced tea while im typing this & then proceeded to force me to listen to all this shit before she got mad & snatched my phone away & threw it on the bed. im not upset anymore im just logging it here so i dont forget. my eyes feel sore from crying but ive stopped now. im numb again.

















