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K.T. 10/2/2014 @0634

I haven’t been posting anything for a while. My life is becoming a small mess. I mean I know I can handle it.. But I just need to step back a little. I went back to the weight loss clinic last Friday, it was a relief to lose at least 3 lbs after 2 weeks. Saturday, I start taking my pills a half in the morning and a half before lunch. It was working pretty well on my opinion. I feel lighter this past few days… I dont know if the pills has something to do with me feeling down though.. I’m not sure… I am feeling down because my SO kept on telling me how he is feeling down as well lately. He was telling me how he missed me so much and how he wants to finally see me. Although yeah flattering, but that just made my feelings worst too, bec now I cant help but think about it.. And I just want to see him too. Why is my life complicated like these? Im getting tired. 😫 K.T. 9/29/2014

I don’t know if this is how a cabbage soup should look like but yeah, finally try to cook it.