Enter the Abyss

That years that have parted us and yet we basically can be working together at any point in time. You're still a piece of shit. But my world wouldn't be the same had it not been for our friendship years ago. Thank you for being there for me when you were... Its just as time went on we parted ways and drifted apart. You'll forever remain in my heart.

About two and a half years too late but better late than never. Finally got a decent promotion with a hefty raise before certification even became a thing. Things are looking up. I may hate my job but I guess you can say I'm pretty good at it. Also my Snapchat story tonight is gold. Idgaf what you think. Figured I'd leave a positive post here instead of just hating life and everything about it. (:

I'm crying in my car before work because you called me irresponsible for not eating all the while you know I still struggle on the daily with my ED. But you know... Wipe away the tears and go into work with a smile and act like nothing happened. Nbd. I just have to work til 9 tonight.

Recently I've been seeing people share this one post about having a best friend who is now a stranger.... And it makes me think of how horrible of a friend I must be that most of my so called former best friends are all strangers now. Those of you who've stuck around. Idk how you put up with my ass but I love you all the more for it. I'm a lot to handle but I'm glad somehow I'm lucky enough to have people who see enough in me to stick around.

Physically and emotionally. I'm drained. My whole body is sore. And I'm Kimplaining to the max. I feel like a little bitch. Its making me so grumpy and I just want to be done with everything. Of course I still gotta go to work tho. Fuck this. Fuck everything.

I spend more than five minutes hitting on myself in the mirror. Thanks genetics. You've blessed me so. 😍😍

When I was living alone all I wanted to do was be around people. Now that I'm living with people all I want to do is live alone again.

I have the desire to live alone again. Not to be bothered by anyone... I also want to cry on someone's shoulder Kimplaining all the way. Yea, I complain so much at work my coworkers call me Kimbo Slice the Kimplainer. I guess there are worse things. Ugh. I need change. I need to stop being such a little whiny bitch.

Can't sleep. So mad. Can't deal.

Nope

Haven't posted in a while. Figured I'd leave a little love cause I'm feeling suuuuuper cute today.