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1. this is a mature writing space. please keep the content warnings in mind as you're responsible for curating your own space. do not interact if : you're a minor, racist, zionist, homophobic, transphobic, or bigoted in any way.
2. generally, please don't be an asshole : no godmodding where it's not necessary. no metagaming. no drama. we're all adults here.
3. this is a low - activity writing blog, so please be patient with me. replies will be slow, sporadic, and based on my muse for the thread. i don't mind occasional nudges, but please don't pressure me too much for replies because i will lose muse for the thread faster. i respect everyone's writing pace so let's keep that mutual.
4. most, if not all, of my muses will also be queer in some shape or form, so do not interact if that's going to be a problem with you. i don't keep track of gender ratio in threads or ships either, i don't care about those things. but if you're only here for cishet ships then you're probably in the wrong place.
5. banned faceclaims are as follows : deceased people, minors, those who are problematic ( ie. racists and homophobes ) or convicted of crimes, and actors who have stated that they don't want to be used in roleplay.
6. dark and complex themes will be present, but depiction is not in any way equal to endorsement. i simply enjoy the horror genre, especially the character study and deep - dives into a character's psyche when placed in an impossible or terrible situation. however, taboo topics such as inc/st, sexual abuse and r/pe, or anything similar to those themes will not be present here.
7. the writer is twenty5+ and uses he / they pronouns. i love storytelling and film, so if you wanna nerd out about films or shows, feel free to ask for discord or my letterboxd if we're mutuals !
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꥟ * he knew this wasn't a fight he could win, at least not physically, but excitement was fleeting thing, and he couldn't think of anything else that would make his heart skip a beat right now, nothing other than painting himself red for an angry bull. and it'd been too easy, hoped it would've been more of a challenge, but all it took was some eye contact to provoke that outburst of aggression. " you fought like shit last night. " hollis scoffed as those strong hands shoved him back, a groan escaping him when his back hit the wall hard. and even then his lips still curled upward, just to taunt, just because he never liked betting on losing dogs. " so angry and you can't even fuckin' use it right. you're the only horse i've ever lost money on. "
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. ౿ open starter ── .✦ genevieve serrano ( horror muse )
. ౿ connection ── .✦ two "friends" but y/m has an unhealthy crush
. ౿ open to ── .✦ f / m / nb
“do you have a crush on me?” it's blunt. it's straight to the point. because that's who gen is. “if you do, you need to tell me right now.”
꥟ * had she been obvious this entire time? she'd thought she'd been doing something noble, how the best way to keep something alive and exciting was to keep her affections close to the chest in an age where everything and anything was broadcasted to the world. and maybe nayeli was afraid it'd lose its effect once said out loud, or maybe she'd lose her, that something so all-encompassing and consuming could only be managed by suspending it in an unspoken vagueness. because who was to say what could happen if she let herself truly feel all of it? she was fine with making a little game out of it for now, obsessing on the details, ruining all her other relationships from under her nose. " i … i think we're good friends. "
꥟ * shitty behavior getting called out was probably a long time coming, and yet it somehow only made him feel better that both of them weren't foolish enough to believe this was anything but fitz getting what he wanted. the desire for distraction lived in the marrow of everything he did, and as much as he wanted to feel something more for patrick, he just didn't have the capacity for any real attachment, for a dependence on anything or anyone other than the substances that altered his chemistry even if only for a short while. " i can kiss you if you want … " he said as he leaned in slightly closer, and it'd be too easy to give in to that want, a more physical kind of distraction.
" and i can fuck you if you want … " and it'd be great, patrick was pretty and fitz would never really turn down an opportunity to get laid, but would it change anything? " but i'll still be me, and you'll still want something more than i can give you. " julian shrugged as if it was a simple undisputed fact he'd always known, never liked being alone but couldn't stomach the idea of love either. " but we can both pretend if that's what you need. me as someone capable of love and you as someone loved by me ? "
he means well , he always does but rarely do rowan's actions actually translate well . with many tissues and a pack of frozen corn against his nose , all words are pathetically muffled as he attempts a pathetic smile . " i was defending your honor . "
꥟ * it was valiant in theory, but routines and patterns had always been easy for julian recognize, and rowan's hotheadedness was one of those things so glaringly easy to spot before the first punch was even thrown. and sure, it might've been warranted to come into his defense, but he also didn't want to be used as an excuse to enable rowan's scrappy behavior either. " oh, yeah? am i supposed to thank you for finding the fight you're always looking for? " he scoffed in mild annoyance as he halfheartedly pressed the frozen bag just a little harder against rowan's nose.
but hard as he tried, julian couldn't actually stay mad. not a single mean bone in his body, not one that could keep a grudge either. because as much as he hated displays of violence, and as much as he hated it was because of him, it wasn't like rowan just randomly decided to pick a fight with that weirdo at the party either. " guess i just don't like it when you're all angry, even if it's warranted. " a brief a pause as his lips curled from faint disappointment to something lighter, something closer to gratitude. " even if it was kind of … sexy … seeing you give that dude his comeuppance. but don't do it again, at least not for me. i can handle myself, i promise. "
꥟ * there were only so many years in a person's life, a morbid thought in an otherwise usually empty brain, but td simply couldn't wrap his mind around what he was hearing. sat on the opposite ends of the couch as they absentmindedly watched one of those vapid dating shows, tangerine white claw in his hand to pre-game for their club outing later⸻ but td could barely focus on anything since his roommate confessed how he'd never been in a relationship, never even hooked up or had sex at all. he already knew the other barely drank at all, never smoked weed either, so focused on dilations and diagnoses or whatever medical shit, so much that td just had to offer to take out him out clubbing. and now he had to add virgin the list of things to rectify? he'd be a great wingman, of course, but the initial shock hadn't worn off, his gaze sliding to his roommate, halting mid-sip just so he could make sense of it.
" you're serious? " a single note laughter escaped him in disbelief, maybe he'd just been a social butterfly his entire life, dated the same girl since high school until their breakup a few weeks back, but he'd never thought it was still possible for anyone to go through life alone like that for so long. it didn't seem fun at all, and worse, it must've been really fucking lonely. " what, girls just don't do it for you? or are your standards just real high? " td might be overstepping, but he'd blame it on the bemusement, reaching into the haystack for some kind of reason, before he pointed at the blonde bombshell on the tv as an example. " what about her? she's pretty hot and apparently just graduated from nursing school. is she your type? " @wishwiillow
maybe i just don't come up with pre-made muses at all... all muses will be based on my partners' wanteds, just like how the backrooms copies something from people's memories and recreates it ...
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