The Internet as aย Tweenager
There is this thing called the web archives, and it makes for a hilarious Saturday. It's the closest thing I have to a time machine, and so it must be used to go back in time and re-visit this personal blog site creature that I started when I was a rambling thirteen year old,ย and much less awkward.
So to paint this picture: it's around 2002, and I was a tween living in Jakarta who had just discovered the magicks of HTML. At the same time, there were things that I may have liked way too much - cats, Harry Potter (Emma Watson was my hero), Buffy & Angel, Lord of the Rings and fan-fiction. This love was so much of a love that it morphed into this obsession with creating fansites, and eventually led me to run a personal site that was so personal, that it was practically my diary... but then it became so much more than that. I spent all my free time creating and tearing down new fansites, blogging (sometimes about nothing at all), creating new site layouts with Photoshop and Flash, updating tutorials and talking to people online through blog comments.
Back in the early 2000s, Internet culture was really just starting. There wasn't really an Internet etiquette, so web pages didn't seem dominantly like a branding/marketing platform, but an outlet that people had to talk about their lives. Ok yeah, people do that now with 124 characters on Twitter, and herp (I can't english all the time), we now have blogger rockstars in all categories like food, travel and fashion... but back then, it felt different. I'm talking forums, chat rooms, tag boards, guest books, cliques, fanlistings/directories, fan signs! Anyone remember BLINKIES, website buttons, pixel cams?! Does that even exist anymore, like I don't know and I'm kind of afraid to find out. Of course it wasn't all pretty. Ahhh... them fonts, all those marquees, so many moving/flashing things, and holy fuck, iframessss!ย
Oh Internet, you so awkward.
One thing I did love was that budding sense of community in this strange space that I always found myself. People who had domains would host other blogs (oh how much I loved my hostees), and websites had tutorials and freebie sections just cause it's great - and it helped you make more friends. Plug developed a total new meaning (in an aggressively non-sexual way). There were award sites for sites - think Oscars but the academy is totes your tween niece who read too much X-men and Buffy fan fiction. Some people I knew were into the whole LiveJournal scene, but I was more of a DIY type, so I had other bloggers teach me what CGI was and how to set up this thing called Greymatter.
When I look back, I was riding a wave that was soon going to take over everything. It's cool though. I do love the Internet and what it has grown up to be. I too have grown up a bit, I think, but some things don't change - like right now, I'm am totally going to go and watch some Buffy the Vampire Slayer.