50 at least

It tasted like shit

10.15 3 eggs, 1 sliver banana bread and a piece of fried dough (samosa skin)

Had guests i needed to tend to.

1.40 1 tsp seeds, 1 handful popkorn

After the guests left, i ate some seeds.

2.00 4 eggs, 2 crispbread

My lunch. I love the richness of softboiled yolk

We have visits every fucking day and this monkey ass bitch comes to be talking about some "wake up latest 9" in a stern tone like i need to clock into work. Fuck you. I hope postpartum fucks you up bad. Why do you never tell mh brother these things? He gets to sleep well then learn about it the day of. I fucking hate doing more work just because im a girl

Miss me with that gay ass shit. Being a man is so much easier. All you do is whine about not getting any pussy and how lonely you are. Nothing else stressing you out in life, clearly.

Its even in my dreams

I act like someones watching and end up doing nothing fun. I like dreams where im just in the body of a character doing their own thing. Its always been like that.

People were recording a fire and i said i didbt wanna be on video (to him) and he said he shouldve walked alone so i snapped at him like "okay, then go. Im going home" and he apologized

I was kinda in a bad mood because i just wanted to play games after doing a bunch of work at home. And i wanted to go on a walk alone and listening to music/a podcast/scrolling through saved tiktoks

Ate more watermelon and some truffle flavored popcorn

Then i ate 4 eggs and 2 crispbreads (lunch). I really like eggs, clearly. I eat around 5 to 8 every day. I hope that doesnt somehow screw me later in life.

For dinner ill probably have a chicken drumstick, a tomato (dont wanna cut up a salad just for myself) and an egg (again)

Oatmeal recipe:

20g oats

A shit ton of cinnamon

Enough water to soak up the oats

Then add 70-100g milk and cook until thickening

Whisk in a beaten egg like you would in egg drop soup

Cook until not raw (2 min) continuing to stir

Add 1 tsp peanut butter for healthy fat

Add more liquid if you want an even texture

Put in a bowl

I usually scrape the sides of the pot and eat it

Put a layer of cinnamon on top. Eat that layer. Add another. Repeat until the bowl is empty

I love rollarcoasters sm yall ive been mentioning this trip every single day since i found out. Who cares what goes wrong today?? Im going to liseberg!!

Im a bit anxious about the food and it would be great if i just got to eat sushi for dinner, but i need to be flexible enough that i dont inconvenience anyone.

And i found his locker-thing and put a note with song recommendations (mostly syudou and miyashita yuu)

I got some kind of clarity (thank god) then went back and got rid of it

Then my parents said HELL NO!! Because i need a high paying job with a degree because i need money. Then i remembered that yeah, i would like money in my future.

And now i dont want to be a confectioner anymore. I barely bake at this point.

Just a short post

Food has taken a back seat so i can play games (mostly Wuwa, crime scene cleaner), write about my ocs, SPEND TIME WITH MY FAMILY AND GO OUTSIDE!! and goon on Tavo (among other things), etc