sleepless nights...
Another night that I struggle to fall asleep. It's not the usual insomnia. This time, I can't stop thinking about you, about how I could of done better by you. I was selfish, I didn't think about how it would make you feel, I just needed out. I still care, I still want you to be happy, and I wish we could still be friends... We will never be friends again, because we became lovers... I wish we had never started a relationship, because then I would still have my best friend. I'm so sorry.
I genuinely hope that you are happy now, and that you have a better life than the one I gave you. I still love you, the way I did when we were friends. Maybe in time, you can forgive me.










