While I am slowly drawing Kirby again a lot more after taking a lot of time to process and heal from traumatic events over the years being abused by an individual from the community some years ago, then finding people spread missleading/exagerated rumors to backstabbing me while I was being abused and after I left the community, fuck you.
For punishing me when all I have been is kind, caring, honest, helpful, and communicated my problems when all I've wanted was friend(s). Fuck you for being angry that I have boundaries, or leave when I feel my needs are ignored or unfairly punished. Making me suffer in silence while being gaslighted and punished out of jealousy and spite. Fuck you for making fun of me, for lying, accusing me to be the liar, accusing me of hurting you, for stealing, taking advantage, turn who I thought were friends against me, back stabbing, stalked and punished me for petty things while forcing my silence for your own gain.
It is not the first time that no one asked for my side of the story, or even wanted to truly listen. It is not the first time that I have been made the villain. It is not the first time that I have been abused by someone from the Kirby Fandom. I have made my own mistakes and silencing myself as well making myself smaller, was a horrible mistake to myself as I allowed to be punished. I will not name these individuals (I do not desire drama) but I will avoid you if you associate with these cruel people.
I know who my real friends are, and after opening up with them, they have brought me great relief and joy once again in my life allowing me to be heard and seen, and to finally feel a little bit more of myself again little by little. Thank you to those that stuck my my side, even while I make my passion project that originally was a Kirby fan comic, I will continue to do what I love doing. I will not explain what happened (as triggers happen and at this point I barely can remember details anymore, stress tends to worsen my physical and mental stability due to having a chronic illness, MDD, and bad anxiety attacks that shut my body down to a scary degree), I am getting braver even spite of my fears and pain as I focus to push forward.
While I stress for other's safety, I only hope no one faces what I went through. Please, if there is a lesson then do not belittle yourself for others. If your body tells you something isn't right, trust your gut feeling. Trust yourself with what you think is right. If you are not heard in a crowd, they are not your people, there are better crowds to be in. Never return to someone that only has brought you pain, "sorry" is meaningless when you keep beating the dog for entertainment.
I know I have made my own mistakes and wrong doings, that I am working on too.
Just know I am getting better, aim to be better for myself. I still am struggling, but I will pull through as time goes on. Don't worry about what happened, just know I am getting better.