tiny kape does challenges,

LOVE BITES.

werewolf

the idea of smexy w/o the smexy

a very deadpan, no-nonsense female protag

short storyyyyy

TFSU.

dual partnership that transcends romantic inclinations. partners to lovers? i only know bastards to bastard partners

a character devoid of human emotion who gets triggered by his partner

is a chemist

likes to torture people

finds the fun in experimentation

and using that data immediately on unbeknownst test subjects

and then his partner, the always grinning, slightly sneaky, ready to go to pound town 24/7

is a pure pup with a demonic side, actually

the implied sexual congress/tango between them, perpetually brought up (and shaken) by the always grinning one

and then their babysitter, the very tired agent, send help

fucking plot twists

crime syndicates????

duping world class leaders???

for the  m o n i e s

sexy action scenes

c a s e s

LS

cosy mystery interpretation in the 21st century

that was not easy btw, since psychologically thrillers are all the new rave  u g h 

untrustworthy point of case origin/partner in (almost literal) crime

a funky protagonist who you sometimes can't trust (comes off w/ major yandere vibes)

creepy dead body

plot twist after plot twist

ngl there are only two plot twists. i think

the very small town vibes

gASP ANOTHER DEAD BODY?

crazy ass perpetrator

DOAP.

our sleuths dancing the tango of slowburn + romance

gASP A FRIEND IS DEAD?

dead friend committed self-inflicted murder. how? call now!

MORE BACKSTORIES FOR THESE DANG SLEUTHS

depression is sexily back (bc my friend is a dumbass who killed himself. sorta)

plot twist after plot twist after-

you get the idea

more 3d secondary characters yay!

protagonist gets kidnapped. twice

sprinkled humour abound, you have been warned

HUMAN FUCKING TRAFFICKING

2 epilogues

dead friend might not actually be dead at all

everyone is hiding something but everyone is still at fault lol

and then there were none sexier vibes

SHIT ON PAUSED.

HPR.

royalty!!!

deception tactics. monarchy vs the people

(i hear the revolutionists) 

small town black girl aspiring to be an actress, gets tangled with all of this !!

sexy, quiet, socially-inept hitmen!

sexy, vivacious leader of your protection unit!

sexiness abound

sexy, terrifying Santa Claus vibes antagonist!

basically just sexy over all, w/o actual sex lmfao

ST.

new adult

guy needs help.

girl is an expert of.

contract made

uh oh

i hear

f e e l i n g s  a b o u n d, time to fucking skedaddle

literally the entire plot ^^

really need to fucking finish this wip oh my god i am tiredt

SHIT COMING SOON.

TCT.

con artists vs billionaire

chaos ensues

plot twist!

its actually con artist vs billionaires !

plot twist again!

con artists vs billionaire family!

lies lies lies lies lies

there are no actual decent person in this fucking wip. not a single decent fucking one.

everyone is a whore for the monies

everyone is also conning someone, welcome

everyone is a whore for someone too lol

(incest shit abound eugh)

for dem monies, we can do anything

even fake date

even maybe get some real feelings

and then destroy that trust

con artists, amirite?

SHIT ONGOING.

GMSF.

charming bby sleuths

one who is quiet and likes following mysterious breadcrumbs that has a six fucking sense

and the other, a liar, a recorder, a writer

my precious bbys

this is the one that has a lot fucking plot twists jesus christ

epistolary storytelling method helloooo

more plot twists

there is no one murderer

there are GASPS TWO MORE

W A R N I N G : I will sometimes slip into my Native Tongue, which is Tagalog (if you wanna translate heh), in between because... well, I need to practice writing in it. I usually don’t. I write mostly in English and I want to at least do this for a part of me that gets shadowed when I write.

Alright, so a friend of mine gave me the advice of marking three traits for each character (because I don’t plan anymore, pre). So ito yung sa mga main characters ko for the wips that I’m doing right now.

      GMSF:

Sunny Finch:

morbidly-enthused

shy + quiet

kind/thoughtful

Kit Pouliot:

mannered

highly inquisitve

observant

ST:

Nadine Lynch:

traumatised from her first love/careful not to get too close to actually feeling anything (tulungan niyo si sis, di marunong mag mahal lmao)

perceptive

adores/will fight anyone for her friends (pag nag-mahal naman si ate, todo sa fighting spirit)

Bucky Choi:

kind

quick on his wit

will fight for what he believes in, to do the death

HPR:

Macy Callaghan:

funny as fuck

highly perceptive

wants to retire early but works hard for everything she does/always goes the extra mile

Carlo San Agustine:

intelligent

socially-stunted/can come across as creepy

actually a massive sweetheart/will die for you

Xavier Kaczynski:

ridiculously charming

a lil vain

a lil callous

TCT:

Antonina La Verne:

highly intelligent/perceptive as fuck (a lot of my characters are perceptive puta)

clever + charming (highly dangerous; you risk your life just being around her but not as callous as you might think)

actually a softie

Kristoff Park:

sharp

cunning

ambitious/highly driven

    So these are the characters, your cast, that I’m working with at the moment (these will change, but these are my top priority to fucking finish, especially the first two before this year fucking ends).

It’s 12:30 am by the way, so I’m loopy as fuck and I’m watching Knowing Bros, the EXO episode (the Kai panty episode lol), as background noise because it’s always fun.

Anyway.

I hope to work on them more as I write them, because that’s literally how I write. I write for the destination, dream it, salivate over it, but learn through the journey.

    yours truly,

Oh hi, bonjour, ‘allo, hullo, and whatever else kind of greeting, anyway-

I miss blogging (smashing keys and telling the void about my day of writing) and I remember how much of a comfort it was when I was finishing my first book (in years lmao), and now I’m on my fifth work, ready to be completed, and I am stuck.

So I thought. Why not blog about it? (Yell into the void again?)

So now here I am.

If you’re new (hello), or have been here before, wondering who this beastly, weird being is (Frankenstein- lol no, but hi, hi hehe), I’m Clairy and my personality can be summed up in three general films (there are more + animated ones + shows, but I’m sticking to my top three):

Pride and Prejudice (2015)

Ocean’s 8

The Old Guard

You can have serious opinions about these films, but I like them, they make me feel things, and I’m always watching them, either just for familiarity in the background (because I don’t listen to music when writing, because I like singing) or wanting to watch details, nitpick them, or re-wind favourite scenes again and again with a dumb smile on my face.

Anyway, these are also my personality. Mix them up and you get me.

Back on tracking my earlier sentiments-

I will be blogging as hazardously and randomly as before, now about my multiple wips, juggling like a dumbass, because I don’t write wips one by one anymore (PFFFT).

I will refer to them in their initials, but some of them you can read on Wattpad because I write there and only there, so if you see anywhere, please tell me because I’ll need to report them plagiarising bastards.

(I have very serious opinions about plagiarisers, loves, I’ve been plagiarised before and I will not go through that again or I will actually commit M U R D E R)

Anyway.

Cough.

Welcome to Season 04.

So?

I won NaNoWriMo 2018???

Yeah and didn’t blog it because I’m horrible but!!!

I did it again folks and I am glorious-

I hope you guys had a good time with your wips this nano, and even if you didn’t finish - damn, just beginning is enough, folks. Just wanting to start and powering through is enough.

SUNDAY, 11:51 PM

Hello, so I introduced campnanowrimo last year and didn’t do it, lol. And I did do NaNoWriMo 2017, and I did it halfway and didn’t finish lol. So here I am again, #campnano’18 folks.

I’m not sure what story I’ll be writing yet, and it’s late, and I am in desperate need to figure this all out lol. My first idea is Wang & Park, but I’m not sure yet lol, it needs a really good dark humour, and these really ridiculously bad characters that I love. And I’m excited for it, but I’m also entirely intimidated by it.

But we’ll see. It’s my favourite one so far.

Here’s a little aesthetic I made just to hype things up.

It's here folks, NaNoWriMo 2017 is officially here.

*cue dramatic BGM.* *something is lit on fire.* *In the background, Jackie Chan kicks someone's ass.*

To be frank, I'm hesitant in joining NaNo this year. This is due to the fact that I sitll haven't finished Red Herring. I'm actually on editing now! 2nd draft, currently stuck though because I'm supposed to write this plot point part in the book that is important but I can't go through with it because the part is so emotionally-challenging? I've been breezing through the editing phase so far and this has really hindered my spirit.

I'm actually documenting my journey in my private (password protected) RH blog, that may soon have another story to hold.

Anyway.

If I do participate in NaNo this year, with a new story, I'll probably won't focus on it as much as I'd want to? Because RH's deadline is literally next month and I'm nowhere near being finished?

Plus I'm participating at #inktober this year.

So.

Wow life.

And then I got sick yesterday, so.

Again, wow life.

I still have to sent RH to beta reading too, plus printed format for 3rd draft.

Ughughuguhughug.

Being sick didn't help me writing this stupid plot point. I even erased the entire crap I wrote so far and locked it in my BACKUP document just so I won't have to read it and write everything with a fresh mind.

Life is hard.

Writing is difficult.

Day 06:

Word Count: 7472

Ideal Word Count: 12000

Obviously it's going to be hard to catch up to my word count at this point. If I cut off my internet, throw myself in the middle of nowhere and hide myself under a cave for hours at a time - maybe. Actually you know what? That could actually make me finish the first draft faster!

But it's not so bad of a day today, I wrote quite a lot from my last word count, and I've had a good day-ish. I drank way too bitter Starbucks coffee (which is not inherently good but it's been a while since I've had a nice caffeine fix), and I'm into a good music writing mood on.

Speaking of - DAY6 POSTED THEIR NEWEST MONTHLY SINGLE AND IT'S SO??? HAPPY??? SO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT THEY USUALLY WRITE??? AND I LOV IT??? Of course for some reason, How Can I Say will be a good long haul of a favorite.

But still!!!

And a Happy Birthday to my first bias in SVT!!! Mingoo my friend, you have helped me in more pranks than you can - and will - ever know.

Anyway. Getting off track.

Day(s) 04 & 05:

Word Count: 6526

Ideal Word Count: 10000

I'm literally so far from my ideal word count, sighhh, but I just realized that I don't actually need to really look out for my word count this nano time around? My focal concern is my story up at this point. During preparch (Prep + March = Genius), I sat down, stood up, and calculated how many scenes I need to finish Case One, which roughly added up to eight plot pointed scenes, not including the transition scenes.

You ask, so what?

Despite the shitty word count, I've actually been progressing on my scenes. Which I find more important? 'Cos scene wise I actually am moving forward? I've finished one plot scene that included three/four breaks, and two transition scenes that included three/four breaks. So??? I'm also breaking through the next plot point so?

Of course I still obsess over the word count, because hello. Word count. I also know that technically when the editing process commences, I would be so dead going through all this excess garbage I possibly, probably don't even need? BUt I still find the extra bits exhalarating? I actually do write some things, though born from extra shit, actually make up the story and help it? Of course there are still garbage that I'm going to cut off and kill, but this process of shouting out everything and writing more of feelings and all the senses - help me out in imagining the scene even more. So.

Yeah. What a day today too!

I also, recently just did an OC, word portrait. Which is a fancy, official way of saying I did some character sketch for one of my ocs. And I also drew the building where my ocs live. As well as catch up to my favorite shows!

So.

It's been a good two days so far.

Day 03 [second update from last night]:

[Reminder: This was my progress from yesterday night, so last night. I was too sleepy to update this blog]

Word Count: 3680

Word Count of the Day: 730

Ideal Word Count: 6000

So I wrote a lot last night before I went to bed at 1am, not my best though cos I didn’t write until 1. I joined my sister to watch Wrestlemania because she was scared to watch it alone downstairs.

So this is the update from last night.

It’s a good push through, but obviously not enough if you see my ideal word count. Today is Day 04, and my ideal word count is around 8k now, and yet I still haven’t progressed from last night. I don’t even know how you can catch up to 5k, possibly professionals, so I’m really trying to go for it. Yesterday and the day after just wasn’t my day, I guess?

Getting sick during these times truly suck.