HAIII sorry to ask for another pav x reader req, i just loved the fic yiu wrote with him !!! if you want, could you write pav x reader headcanons? like general relationship headcanons, can be sfw or nsfw!!
I AM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT ANON I'D BE ECSTATIC TO WRITE FOR HIM AGAIN!!!
Pav x Reader Headcanons!!!
Warnings : NSFW, PTSD, Jealousy, Voyeurism, Pav is pretty freaky overall, brief mention of suicide
Enjoy!!!
Starting off with some general hcs!
ă àČżà§ Pav lacks the ability to be serious at least 90% of the time, half of what he says is straight sarcasm. He finds it even better when people get annoyed by it!
ă àČżà§ Adding to this he'd be damned to find something he gets about as much pleasure from as pissing people off. Thats basically food for his soul! Though he often has no real ill will behind it, he also appreciates when people do it back!! He finds it much fun
ă àČżà§ I believe he is definitely NOT German and also very much NOT Russian, I've heard people theorize he could be Ukrainian or Polish and I think those make a lot more sense. (I'd say he's from a place like Ukraine in game)
ă àČżà§ He is bilingual but also knows a bit of lots of languages, he finds its something he can pick up on easily. He can speak Ukrainian and English fluently but also knows some German, Polish, Russian etc.
ă àČżà§ He is not great at math, he definitely never got a chance to go to or at least finish his education. So he knows not much of English.
ă àČżà§ Pav has a preference for women over men, not just in terms of his sexuality but in general. After being in the war and seeing mostly men of the battlefield committing such terrible atrocities, he doesnt think very highly of his own sex! Most women he's met however he finds very pleasant, even if he treats him badly or dont like them, he doesn't mind one bit. Pav knows a women would likely never try to harm him in the ways a man would, he sees them as much more gentle and kind people. Not to say he denies their strength, in fact he can easily feel threatened by strong women as seen in game! He just gets nervous around girlbosses (me too king)
ă àČżà§ He likes caramel icecream the most because I fucking said so. He really loves SALTED CARAMEL. He is caramel maxxed.
ă àČżà§ He LOVESSSS industrial music!! (Let's just pretend it existed at the time he was alive) He especially likes skinny puppy, acumen nation, genitorturers and orange sector! Other than industrial he'd love And One and a lot of other electro/pop music. Of course also lots of metal like Rammstein, Lindemann, and Orgy
Relationship hcs!
ă àČżà§ Pav LOVESSS PDA. In public he knows no shame, he want to be attached at the hip to you at all times. He loves holding SQUEEZING your hand tightly and kissing you an unnecessary amount of times. He deliberately does it in front of people too as to say "Fuck off im married" (You guys are good as married in his mind.)
ă àČżà§ He wouldn't mind being married to you officially but in all honesty he doesn't care much. He's already eternally devoted to you, so what's really the need to have a big fancy ceremony for that? Though if it'd make you happy he will have one for you âĄ
ă àČżà§ He gets pretty paranoid over you sometimes, he's used to always being on edge so he worries about you A LOT even if he tries acting nonchalant about it. (Which he's not good at) What he is good at though is borderline interrogating you "Oh you're going out? Well thats fine! To where though? With who? When will you be back? Should I come with you???" He doesn't mean it in a he doesn't think you're trustworthy way, more like he'll kill himself if you died way. So please show him empathy!
ă àČżà§ A bit of a toxic trait, he doesn't like your friends or your family. He doesnât really like most people honestly but like he can't quite pinpoint why he doesn't like them specifically. Maybe its because he's worried they'll try taking you from him? Or they could have bad intentions towards you? Or maybe even he's jealous of you.. Maybe he wishes he could find connection with more people like you can. But he would never dig that deep into his own feelings, burying trauma is one of his greatest skills after all!
ă àČżà§ Overall you are without a doubt his #1 favorite person. Pav probably wouldn't keep many other people in his circle, maybe he'd make a few acquaintances but he has long since stopped getting attached to people (you being the exception) He just doesn't feel like he needs anyone else, you're already the best person in the entire universe so like, why would he?
ă àČżà§ On that same note he'd never cheat on you, like he simply just knows he wouldn't be nearly as happy with anyone but you.
ă àČżà§ Internally he overall is so grateful for you. He is half convinced you're like an angel or something sent to save his life. Other than his goal to kill the Kaiser, he lives and breathes for the possibility of a beautiful future with you. âĄ
ă àČżà§ If you would like to ignore my other fic, I believe in reality he would never lay his hands on you with the intention of hurting you. Even with the things that are haunting his mind, the terrifying images and thoughts he gets that make him feel crazy, he would never want to take that out on you. He laments at the thought of you experiencing anything even close to what he has been through. I mean overall he doesn't want anyone to feel the pain he does, he really is not as uncaring or cynical as he seems! But he would without hesitation lay down his life to protect you, so hurting you is off the table.
ă àČżà§ He likes to lick you, he knows its weird and thats why he does it!
Now for what you've all been waiting for,
Pav nsfw hcs!!
ă àČżà§ Remember how I told you guys he loves PDA? Well he also loves exhibitionism. He lost the ability to feel shame long ago so he could care less if you get caught, no scratch that he gets very excited at the thought of you two being caught. He would definitely love for you guys to wander off to somewhere semi-public, like a (mostly) empty park or even a bathroom if you guys are feeling extra nasty. The thought of getting to fuck you where people could see, to bear witness to how much he loves you turns him on A LOT. He'd also find it a lot of fun to watch you get embarrassed or try to muffle your moans, or when you guys are done and you're trying to clean up or at least hide the cum dripping down your legs.
ă àČżà§ He is in fact a switch! He doesn't care as long as he's fucking you. If you wanna tie him up and ride him until his balls are empty thats great! Or do you wanna dick him down until he cant remember his own name? Amazing! Or would you like him to hit it from behind and use you like a sex doll? HE DOES NOT CARE HE JUST WANTS HIS DICK SOMEWHERE INSIDE OF YOU!!!
ă àČżà§ He lovessss to call you good girl/boy, I mean he does like to randomly call people that in game so its just a thing he does. But to you its different, he likes to praise you and make you feel special. If you're on your knees sucking his cock while he pets your head he'll love to say "You're such a good girl/boy.." And if you noticeably like it? He won't stop!!! He will be moaning directly in your ear in the most slutty voice while he's inside of you "You're my good girl/boy.. You're so fucking amazing.."
All in all he really enjoys praising you.
ă àČżà§ On the other hand he really likes to be degrades by you. Maybe it comes from his own low self esteem. Anyways he gets a lot of enjoyment from it. If you're calling him a dirty whore for wanting to fuck you in a public space, that only makes him wanna do it more!!! If you tell him he's a disgusting pig who can't control his sexual urges he is hard on the spot.
ă àČżà§ I think he'd love both gentle and rough sex. He would love it if you sat on his cock while you two made out, until after a good while he bursts inside you. Or if you're doing it missionary and he slowly thrusts in and out of you while praising you, and how good you take him, how good you make him feel.
But maybe instead you've got his wrists tied up to the bed frame, you're teasing him until he becomes a whiny mess begging you to let him cum. Maybe he's fucking you from behind at some inhuman speed?! If you're ok with it he will slap your ass and tell you how sexy you are letting him balls deep inside of you.
ă àČżà§ If you are okay with it while you're being rough together he might do things like slap your ass or pull your hair just a little! But he'd never wanna do anything serious like hitting you. Even if you asked he just can't bring himself to do it, he feels terrible about himself at the thought of it, so thats unfortunately a no...
ă àČżà§ BUUUUUUT if you'd be interested in hurting him he is very open! He'd let you slap him and pull his hair, and he LOVES the idea of being choked by you. God if you did that to him, even out of pure hatred, he thinks he'd just get hard on the spot. He likes to think about you in complete control, showing him little mercy. (This helps him cope with some issues he has idk)
ă àČżà§ Back to the exhibitionism thing real quick, he likes flashing a little too much. Sometimes in a battle, he'll flash his nipple or even his dick to distract the enemy and get in a good hit. But in more normal circumstances if maybe you're in public and a bit far apart, from a distance if no one is looking he'll flash you a nipple, or even his penis. If someone sees him do it he will just smile at them before grabbing you to quickly evade the area before the police come. (Theres a chance he may end up on the register while you guys are dating)
ă àČżà§ He would literally LOVE if you did it back to him, if he saw you quickly show him your chest or something then put it away he'll go MAD. You guys are immediately going off somewhere to have intense sex
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warnings - ENEMIES to lovers..., non-graphic deaths and violence, i humanize and objectify pav in the same breath, fem reader (referred to by "girl" bc he's the worst)
first time capitalizing a fic title in months
DAY 2. NOON.
Blood splotches decorate the cobblestone floor, already drying into maroon against the wood planks of the train cars. The droplets lighten in shade the deeper into the train you go, and eventually, you find crimson. Pure cherry ink on dark wood. Cherry rots into a blackened smudge once again on the wheel of Oliviaâs wheelchair. One hand settled over the thin black rim on her right, and the other twisting a roll of bandages around her fingers. She blinks up at you, bottom lip tucked so tight between her teeth that the rosy flesh is blistering white.
âIâm really sorry,â she sighs, abandoning the spool of cloth in her lap to push up her wiry glasses, âTerribly, I am, but I donât- â she pauses, âIâm worried that the others would be⊠biased in their careâŠâ
Your gaze flits up from Oliviaâs pensive face to the blonde man spread across the trainâs cushy two-seater. His midsection is wrapped with reddish blooms vining all down the white crossings, arm bound in a sling over his chest. His eyes are scrunched up, brows furrowed towards the middle of his forehead; a fitful, delirious limbo overtaking him. Occasionally, he jerks himself awake in a wide-eyed panic before the pain knocks his brain topside again.
The Bremen lieutenant would hardly be a challenge to put down in his current state. You are one of few from the contestants that Olivia feels can be trusted not to undo her hard work of keeping the soldier alive. Combine your level-headedness with your lackadaisical attitude in searching Prehevil, and you make the perfect candidate to watch over Oliviaâs patient.
Unfortunately.
âIf he annoys me, can I press on his wounds?â
A wild grimace overtakes Oliviaâs face, âNo! No, please, please do not do that.â
âFine,â you waltz past Olivia and study the blondeâs pinched face, âGo, go. Iâll watch the traitor.â
âThank you!â she sighs in relief before exiting the train car, calling back hurriedly, âIâll try to come with more bandages before sundown!â
When the lieutenant is not trapped under the rolling, ruthless waves of agony, you could almost mistake him for any other man. Maybe even a handsome one: with a strong nose and symmetrical bone structure. His lips are faintly the color of roses, too. Pale and pink. Dry, though. Not nearly as luscious as pretty petals.
Golden tresses, which you are mature enough to admit are alluring. His hat was off and his hair ruffled and fanning out over the magenta seat. Skin frail and pale - you could crush his ribs if you tried. Charming in a way youâve only known real men to be.
Certainly, though, as soon as the pig squeals - the illusion of perky flowers and honey will melt away. Scorched by the moon as the villagers outside.
Foolishly, you agree to sit around waiting for the swine to be well enough to squeal. A smarter woman wouldâve put it down (especially when it's previously shown a taste for blood), but you like Olivia and her tender heart so you do no such thing.
DAY 2. NIGHT.
As thanks for not murdering Pavel as soon as sheâd turned her back, Olivia brought you fresh water and dried meats from scavenged homes alongside the fresh bandages. She left again soon after swapping the bloodied cloth for fresh ones.
âDo tell me when he wakes up,â she grins up at you. As if apologetic for having you carry out a duty youâd already agreed to, âIâm sure this isnât an easy ask. Iâm sorry.â
âIf I wanted to make you feel bad for asking, I wouldnât have said yes,â you wave off the concern, âDonât die out there, Olivia. Iâd miss you too much to do my job,â you gesture vaguely towards the immobile lieutenant.
She chuckles quietly before nodding, âIâll do my best.â
Pavelâs groans are increasing both in frequency and throatiness - heâll wake soon, youâre sure of it. He even turns onto his side, exhaling thickly - so harsh and ragged he actually coughs up bubbles of spit. Jittering with alert, he gasps sharply and rockets upward. Snapping at his waist and swiping out wildly with his unbound arm, clawing at the musty air directly in front of him; even attempting to swing out the arm wrapped and tied around his neck.
As soon as the hair-splittingly thin burst of adrenaline fades, he hisses in pain. Cupping the covered gash in his chest before curling his uninjured arm around the other, he throws his head back and gasps again. Suffocating under the re-stretching of closing wounds and fragile muscle.
Despite his uniform, you find yourself at Pavelâs side. You brush a hand down the length of his spine before patting between his shoulder blades, your other hand soothing down his navel to press him down into the cushions. Swiping aside curls of gold, you shush his groaning and search the care bag Olivia left behind. In your palm comes a bind of tobacco and a pipe that is smooth and cold against your skin.
âQuiet, quiet,â you coo, stuffing the chamber of the pipe with the almost sickly sweet, nutty-scented tobacco before raising Pavelâs head and sitting the lip into his mouth.
His eyes are still wrinkled shut, chest beginning to sporadically pop and shrink in a struggle to suck wind through his throat.
Part of you wants to tug his hair and call him stupid, but a larger part of you is consumed with pity. Pity for a creature so entrapped with torment that he cannot remember the second most basic function of his body.
âBreathe through your nose,â you continue to run your fingers through his sweat-matted hair while striking a match against the trainâs floorboards and lighting the tobacco, âSmoke slow. It will ease you.â
Pavelâs neck cranes upward and remains there, head pushing against your stroking hand as he (rather noisily) inhales through his nostrils. Then, he fills his lungs with the sting of tobacco, blowing it back out through the pursed corner of his mouth.
Once youâre confident Pavel can breathe and smoke without choking himself to death, you turn again to rattle through Oliviaâs care bag for herbs. Anything to aid the physical pain before the distraction of tobacco wears off.
Eyes fluttering open, Pavel stares down at you as he lifts an arm to pull the pipe from his mouth - blowing smoke down into your face. You pinch the exposed skin of his side harshly, only letting go when he jerkily arches his back to escape your cruel fingers.
âUnbelievable,â you shake your head, âNo. A Bremen pig would, of course, disrespect someone trying to heal them.â
âIf you wanted me dead, I already would be.â
âI still have time.â
You unplug a glass vial the shade of elderberries and press it to Pavelâs closed lips. When he stubbornly fastens his lips tighter, you glare directly into his eyes.
âOpen. Or itâs being poured over your neck.â
Pavel groans in protest, but finally opens his mouth and allows you to dump the blue liquid into his throat. He gags at the bitterness of raw, untempered pressed herbs, almost gagging until he realizes you have no intention of stopping your pour. So he chooses to swallow down the vial as quickly as it comes instead of drowning to a mere glass of blue.
When youâre tucking the emptied glass away, Pavel replaces the pipe and huffs down at you, âYouâre not a very courteous nurse.â
Instead of dignifying the jab with a response, you sit up fully on your knees to scour over the lieutenant below. From his tousled hair to his bloodied and wretched uniform to his muddied boots.
You reach up and contemplate digging a thumb somewhere in the center of his bandages before thinking better of it and snatching the pipe from his lips, âYou should put away your breasts.â
Inhaling the smoke, you blow it down in Pavelâs annoyed face and grin when he coughs.
He glares up at you somehow harsher than before, âI could shoot you for that. I should shoot you for that.â
âThen who would protect you from all the other people that want you dead?â
Silently, he mulls over the question. If he reaches some sort of logical conclusion, he refuses to share. Most likely, though, youâre assuming he has no such answer. Aside from you, there is Olivia, but even she could not be swayed into staying on this train longer than necessary. It could drive one mad, bound inside this narrow tube of car after car after car with the same seats and floorboards and rolling rug. So she very politely requested you to stay behind instead.
You sit down on the hard floor below you, pulling your knees to your chest and winding both arms around your legs. Pavel turns his head to the side, lips in a pout. Drinking the blue liquid earlier has revived them, at least somewhat, they are even pinker. More full. Smoother. When youâve had enough staring there, you stare at his eyes: so gray they shine like gun metal in the flitting moonlight.
Maybe Pavel would notice you examining him if he could tear his own eyes away from where theyâre lingering by the sliver of exposed skin by your ankle. Classic: boarish pig lives up to his name. His gaze crawls up your shin to your bent knees, then a little lower as if to catch a glimpse of where your thighs and rear are squished against your chest and the floor (respectively). At least you have the decency to not objectify him during your observation - not that you even could. The lieutenant is leagues more off-putting than handsome.
Once heâs gathered the guts to bore his steely gaze into your face, he grins with a half-hearted shrug, âI havenât seen a beautiful woman not kissing the piss lordâs ass in ages.â
You ignore the pass completely, âSo, the temple square?â
Pavel sighs and extends a hand, palm up and fingers splayed wide in front of your face, âA failure.â
âYou donât say,â you bypass his hand and feed the lip of the pipe directly into his mouth, pressing it against his tongue and watching him firmly tuck it between his lips before letting go, âWhy try?â
Puffing from the pipe, Pavel only shakes his head while exhaling thick plumes of slate-hued smoke. He swipes his tongue over his bottom lip and cradles the pipe in his hand, turning it delicately to inspect the body, âWhy not?â
You make a show of looking from his face to his bandaged torso before snickering, âSerious question?â
Pavel takes one final draw of the pipe before balancing it atop the wooden frame of the seat. He lays his uninjured hand gently over his torso, blinking up at the ceiling with tired, wet eyes.
âYou are cruel, you know this?â
âItâs a good defense,â you grin at the man innocently, âEspecially against brutalist pigwhores.â
âTargeted,â again, he pouts, âMean. You are a mean girl.â
âMaybe thatâs what you need. I think Mama was too nice to you.â
Pavel withholds the wince at your words, merely pressing his tongue to the roof of his mouth and inhaling through his nose sharply. He shrugs when he really wants to bite, âYou think so?â
Hopefully, he muses, he can rip out your throat when he finally snaps back.
âI do.â
âYou know what I think?â you merely fold your arms, so he continues, âNobody put the spoiled girl in her place. Now sheâs a confident woman full of hot air,â he smiles, âI donât do well with confident women like that. Make me jumpy.â
You âhmphâ, but respond with nothing new before rising from the floor and snatching the care bag to squeeze against your chest like a child would their stuffed bear. Laying across the unoccupied, opposite seat, you turn so that you're faced away from the lieutenant.
Pavel stares at your back. He hadnât been entirely teasing earlier - he truly hadnât found a woman beautiful in a long while. Not that it was a problem to admit a girl was pretty, but there was always some dull ache to accompany the thought. Women riveted by his status in the Bremen army disgusted him, and women disgusted by him and his status were usually unwilling to bend to his charms. Even then, if he met a woman who was nurturing and sweet, undeterred by his enlistment, he was consumed with revenge.
Now that heâs officially gone and tried and horrendously failed, he can at least swim in the delusion that there is a chance for romance. Besides, he is in his thirties, thatâs about the time when people begin settling down, right?
He reaches up for the pipe but finds that itâs gone out. No more vermillion embers to offer comfort.
âOi,â he calls into the night. Not even crickets sing back. He shifts as if to sit up, but his entire waist flares with pain and sends him crashing back into the velvet cushions. So, he settles on raising his voice, âHey!â
âSleep, pig.â
âPav.â
âHm?â
âMy name. My name is Pav,â he considers throwing the pipe at you altogether, but if the gold-encrusted bowl actually hits your skull then youâd likely leave and never return, âCall me by it.â
âWhy should I?â you twist, scowling over your shoulder, âYou signed up for the Bremen army, now take what comes with that in Prehevil.â
âYou donât strike me as a dull girl,â he grumbles, âSo donât pretend to be one.â
Suddenly, youâre sitting up again, the bag still clenched between both of your arms, âDo you know what the Bremen army has done to people? Has done to me?â you spit on the floor, right below where Pav rests, âPigs! Horrible, wretched, rotten pigs!â
Pavel allows you to scream, allows you to finish, before returning, âDo you know what the Bremen army has done to me?â
Heâs so quiet, heâs downright whispering. Voice husky and layered with years of buried terror and bloodlust.
âHow should I care? You enlisted! Whatever they made you- !â
Now he cuts you off.
âThey razed my home during the First Great War,â that once blinding sheen in gunmetal eyes is dark like obsidian, âMy family. My mama,â he mocks you, âDead. I joined to kill the Kaiser, I never wanted to be a Bremen pig. I never asked for this.â
âYou came to kill the Kaiser as a lieutenant?â
âI did.â
âYou mustâve knownâŠâ you swallow your words. A lieutenant to kill the commander? Even without the Kaiserâs other soldiers, Pavel wouldnât possibly have been able to do that and get away with it. Not unless he wanted to hide out in Prehevil for the rest of his days.
âAt least I will never die knowing I didnât try,â he cackles sickly, âGreat leader Kaiser spat the bullet out like it was nothing⊠Maybe he is some God sent back to torture us.â
âMaybe you missed,â you slump forward, elbows digging into your knees, âCouldnât that be more likely?â
âNo,â he looks at you with widened eyes, âNo, no,â he shakes his head, âI donât miss my shots.â
âIf youâre sure,â you smile suddenly, shaking loose the stiffness in Pavelâs shoulders, âWhen youâre healed, we can try again, hm?â
âReally?â heâs shocked by the madness of your suggestion, âDid you miss the part where I said he took a bullet to the head and walked it off?â
âApparently, weâll die here anyway,â you shrug, yawning and fluttering back down onto the seat, âSo, why not try again, Pav?â
A girl that nurtures despite his bloody uniform, and now despite his terrible need for revenge. You are as cruel as you are doting. Fiery and unfair and oh, he thinks he wants you to card your fingers in his hair again. Gentle only to him.
âAs long as you donât abandon me once you see for yourself,â Pavel can feel less burning in his chest when he breathes now, âSpat the bullet right out, I tell you.â
You shrug, âI guess Iâll die one way or another here.â
Pavel shakes his head, not bothering to tilt his head away from you as he drifts off.
âŠ
DAY 3. MORNING.
He awakes to a great pressure around his throat. Snapping into consciousness, he finds you standing over him with shaking arms, and when heâs brave enough to follow the branches to where theyâre stemmed - your hands are around his neck. Your breathing is shaky, and thereâs wetness reflecting off your cheeks. Pavel claws at your wrists with his hand, twisting his body so his bottom half is hanging off the seat. Ignoring the scorching rage that sears over the fresh gash in his stomach, Pavel kicks out at you. His heeled boots dig into your gut, squishing intestines and fat and blood as he pushes you away.
Loudly, his boots thunk back against the floorboard when youâve fallen away, throwing yourself dramatically across the opposite seat. Like a sick Europian lady from the Gilded Age, you drape over the frame with sniveling wails.
Pavel skims his fingers over where your own were clamping his throat shut as he shudders for breath. Ignoring your sobs, he shouts, âDid you hit your head or what?! Heal me, talk to me, just to end my life?! Are you- ?!â
âEnough!â you scream, voice snapping raw in the middle, completely fizzled out at the end. Wiping at the ceaseless tears gushing over your face, you scream again, âShe shouldâve gotten out of here! She shouldâve gotten out and ran instead of⊠Instead ofâŠâ you cough out phlegm and despair trapped in your throat, âInstead ofâŠâ
Marinaâs downcast face, moles decorating her frown as she twisted a cracked pair of Windsor glasses between her hands. She could barely look at you when she said it before handing over the glasses. Iâm sorry, Marina whispered, Olivia⊠I just thought, maybe, you should knowâŠ
Pavel remains as he is, lumped against the back of the seat with both legs dangling onto the floor. Dried blood scraped up under his heels. He heaves for breath, watching as you cradle yourself in your arms and rock. You wither before him, babbling and wheezing and shrouded in shadow.
âWhat are you going on about?â
âBe quiet,â you snap, louring through puffy, red eyes and wobbly lips, âBe mournful. The woman that saved your life has died,â before Pavel can squeeze anything out from his gaping mouth, you stand and point down at him to command again, âBe nice. The war is over, and youâre not even a real lieutenant, you can show kindness when a person has died.â
He shuts his mouth. Opens it again. Shuts it. Then, finally,
âI didnât know her.â
From the way you cross your arms and turn away, he can gather that that was the wrong thing to say.
âAnd yet she saved you,â your arms tighten around yourself, âShe saved you, Pav⊠Be nice.â
Youâre a sweet thing, Pavel thinks. You clearly hate him for not displaying the tenderness that you are around the womanâs death. At least at this moment, you hate him.
âIâm taking a walk,â you announce, flinging open the cabin door and slamming it behind you.
Pavel contemplates calling after you, but figures the sound of his voice could only make you stay away longer.
Youâre a cruel, sweet thing.
Not even leaving the care bag closer for him to reach in and take from.
DAY 3. NOON.
When you return, the train car is silent sans the gentle hum of Pavelâs breathing. Almost reminiscent of clockwork, a well-oiled machine, his broad chest rises and falls smoothly as heâs rearranged himself sideways on the seat. With his slung arm over his chest and spare one tucked under his head as a makeshift pillow.
Having Pavel stretched out before you gives ample time for you to more thoroughly judge his physique - if youâd be able to strangle him while heâs awake. If he could fight back. If he could lift you with his pure muscle and restrain you with a single hand while the otherâŠ
Maybe, you think.
His arms are large, but not obnoxiously terrifying like the boxer. His waist is slim despite the broadness of his shoulders and chest.
Suddenly, he groans, nose twitching in his slumber. It draws your gaze up to his face. That unsettlingly symmetrical face with the strong nose bridge and soft, rosy lips.
Not to mention his flaxen hair - curled and tousled and forcefully in your sights with that Bremen hat off. And with his Bremen uniform (seemingly always) unbuttoned to his stomach, you make out his pectorals past his bandages. You make out two indentations over his heart: silvery scars.
He could almost be handsome. If he were more emotionally attuned.
You kneel by his side, swinging the care bag across the aisle and into your lap. His bleeding has visibly lessened, as only the lightest shade of pink has spread over the pale cloth. Sneaking scissors up by his soft skin, you avoid slicing him as you snip the bandages and begin unwinding them. Pulling gently so as to avoid waking the man, you successfully clear him from the restrictive cloth and assess his healing wound.
More coral pink than crimson red, now. You assume the mass improvement is thanks to the blue vial Olivia had provided. Even as the gnarly cut expands under Pavelâs breathing, it fails to start bleeding again. Which youâre grateful for since, as a precarious glance into the bag confirms, you have freshly run out of bandages. And you fear that snagging any old cloth from any old barrel could give Pavel an infection.
âWhat was it Alll-mer said? Pluck out your eyes if you cannot respect modesty?â
âIâm checking your wound,â you pinch his side. The skin is warm and fleshy and so, so soft between your fingertips. He whimpers and tries to evade your hand by squirming higher on the seat, âWhen did you wake up?â
âNot long ago,â he watches you reach into the bag and pull free another glass vial of blue liquid, âOnly to see you ogling my body.â
âItâs a hideous one. Hard to look away.â
âYou love to lie, mean girl?â he âtskâs, âShame. Lies are so ugly from a pretty mouth.â
âAs if you would know.â
âConfident woman,â he sings to himself, grinning, âConfident, confident woman.â
Shoving the blue vial towards Pavelâs face, you square your shoulders and settle your face sternly, âDrink.â
âI liked it when you did it for me,â he opens his mouth then, refusing to break eye contact.
You comply, shifting onto your knees and pressing the chilled glass against Pavelâs lower lip; tipping it to flow into his warm mouth. He gulps down what you graciously offer, bringing his uninjured arm out from under his head and settling it over your hand around the vial. His thumb presses against your knuckles. You tangle your other hand into his hair and let the golden curls thread over your fingers. Once the vial is finished, you canât explain it but thereâs a sudden thundering in your chest. So vivid and hard in your ribs that it makes you nauseous.
Pavel blinks, lashes fluttering at you as his hand remains over yours.
Sunshine slants across his face. You see him more clearly now than this morning or last night or when he was wrought and warped with pain.
He looks pretty like this. Foul-mouthed and promiscuous and even forthright rude, but undoubtedly pretty.
His hand moves to your cheek, tenderly cupping the flesh with glass still pressed to his lips.
The thunder comes with lightning that strikes blazing fire. Heat fans through your chest and up to your forehead.
âIf you want to go after the Kaiser, you should rest,â you whisper, as if speaking any louder could shatter the both of you from this moment, âWe both should. Best to gather our strength before searching for him.â
Pavel shakes his head, obsessively smoothing the pad of his thumb over the apple of your cheek, âHe will gut us both, cruel girl. I donât want to see that for you. If I find him itâs alone,â he swallows thickly, âAnd Iâm tired.â
âSo,â you realize with a startled tremble that your internal combustion is affection for the former lieutenant, âyouâll stay?â
And with greater terror, you realize that you actually want to stay with him.
âI will die knowing I failed,â he sucks in a sharp breath, pressing his lips firmly before granting you sight of the rosy flesh again, âbut I will have you to die with, cruel girl.â
At least even in humiliating defeat, Pavel can be loved.
âAre you scared to die, Pav?â
Youâre a sweet one, he fondly recalls. Assuming he had much to live for outside his schlocky revenge scheme.
âProjecting, hm?â
You pinch his side. He lets you.
DAY 3. NIGHT.
âNow, bend it.â
Pavel hisses but manages to fully extend and curl his newly unwound arm with nothing more than a click in his elbow. He lays both hands in his lap as you bunch the bandages and sling into a ball and lay it off to the side.
âGood,â you utter softly, âYouâve healed a lot faster than I wouldâve thought.â
âRight?â Pavel turns his head to stare down at you, tilting his head back, âYou should sit with me.â
âYouâre feeling charitable,â he scoffs at your tease, not moving to accommodate his invite, âWhere should I even sit, then? Youâre taking the entire seat.â
When he merely smirks, you get the idea.
âYouâre gross.â
âIndulge me, cruel girl,â you rise to your feet, gnawing your bottom lip in contemplation, Pavel leans against the armrest and cinches his legs together, âWould you make a man die alone?â
âYes,â you answer without hesitation.
But would you make Pavel die alone?
You swing a leg over his torso, careful to avoid the healing slash and straddle Pavelâs waist with both hands landing over his exposed chest. He cups your cheek again, now taking pleasure (and slight pain) in cradling your face with both hands. He hasnât gotten to see a beautiful woman in ages, and he thinks maybe it isnât so bad to go out staring at one.
Moonlight cascades over the both of you, so bright in the train cabin it almost burns.
âIf we could still run, where would you go?â you ask.
âWhere would you want me?â
âFlirt,â youâre leaning in, though, trailing a finger over his scarred chest. Your nails bite at the flesh, he grunts in disapproval, âHow can I believe anything you say? You betrayed your leader. Would you shoot me, too?â
Pavel is sure youâre anything but serious in asking, but it's dangerous the way he feels compelled to answer genuinely, âNever. Iâd miss your⊠What was it? Brutalism?â
âEnough,â the moonlight sears over where Pavelâs hands are curved around your cheeks. You lean down more until your lips brush his, âYou call me rude, but youâre- â
He slices your derision short, pressing his petal soft lips against yours with a quiet, contented sigh.
Moonlight bares witness. And you cannot pull away even as the fire in your heart rages from affection to molten lava. Youâre not even entirely sure you would want to.
âŠ
Karin cannot feel her fingers as she stands in the open train car door. Sheâs seen many things - many terrible, awful things. Especially so in the past seventy-two hours than her entire career as a war journalist, but this may be what truly drives her mad. She can feel it - the need to retreat inside her mind and shut down completely; the need to give up hope of salvation. Maybe she can suppress it long enough to sit by that seashore, get a good view to wash out the image before her.
Wriggling on the train loveseat is a fleshy creature, almost like mushed peaches. Occasionally, pleased sighs and hums will escape one of its two smiling faces as the lumps slide and shift along the cushion. One face nuzzles closer to the other and the measly bread and meat Karin swiped from deserted kitchens lurches in her stomach.
None of the other monsters sheâd encountered had been so undeniable in its previous humanity. It reminds her of the holed, broken, pliant corpses of uniformed soldiers dead in trenches, and it reminds her of the first time she ever saw a real dead body. She puked on its boot, unable to run back and spew bile elsewhere before it was spurting past her lips.
Karinâs stomach is stronger now, though. She has the time to turn and trudge on wobbly knees towards the seaside before she pukes - squirming flesh and smoldered limbs tangling in her mind.
Moonlight burns at the back of her neck as The Lovers moan and coo happily behind her.
How would Karin, Daan, Pav and levi react to the reader (the same with the dead husband lol)
Fear and hunger x fem reader Part 2
Authors note : If you want character head-canons like this PLEASE BE SPECIFIC ON WHAT CHARACTERS !!!!!đ
Summary :After the horrors of the Termina Festival, youâpregnant, grieving, and burning with determinationâsearch for your missing husband in the twisted remains of Prehevil. Along the way, you form strange and unexpected bonds with those who cross your path. Some stay. Some vanish like ghosts. But each leaves a mark .
Karin (Platonic)
You first met Karin by an abandoned house, your hand shakily covering the fresh scar from a recent battle with one of Prehevilâs cursed citizens. You could tell she was sizing you upâwary, curious.
âThis place wasnât made for damsels in distress like you,â she had muttered, arms crossed and gaze sharp as always.
But you werenât here for pity. And when you told her the truthâthat you were here to find your husband, that your fear could never outweigh your ambitionâsomething shifted in her eyes. She didnât argue. She just⊠stayed.
You two wandered together after that, not saying much, but forming a quiet, mutual understanding of pain, loss, and stubborn willpower. You never asked her why she stuck around, and she never asked why you kept going. Some things donât need to be said out loud.
After the Termina Festival, she became more of a ghost in your lifeâone that still showed up, sometimes. Around the holidays, sheâd visit, always with a smirk and something sarcastic to say. She sent postcards from wherever she was stationed, sometimes with little souvenirs tucked inside for you and your kid.
Your child called her the âwine aunt,â and it fit. She wasnât the type to help raise a kid, but she never forgot either of you. Her presence lingered, even when she was gone.
Daan (Romance)
Daan heard about your questâpregnant and determined, searching for your husband. Maybe thatâs what pulled him in. Maybe it reminded him too much of his own grief, the pieces of Elise and her father he still hadnât found.
Either way, you found each other during the Termina Festival, and what started as teamwork became something far more fragile and real. Through blood, fear, and quiet conversations under pale skies, you both became something like each otherâs anchor. He helped you deliver your child. He stayed. Visited constantly until one day, you just asked, âDo you want to move in?â
He did.
He wasnât replacing Elise. You knew that. And you werenât trying to be her. But in the space between those memories, he found room for new ones. Daan loved you and your child deeply. There were nights where heâd hold the baby and whisper things he never said out loud. He often wondered what his life wouldâve looked like if Elise had livedâif theyâd had children, if theyâd had peace.
But now, he was here. With you. And it was real. And it was enough.
Pav (Romantic⊠kinda)
Pav looked down on you at first. Literally and emotionally.
âSomeone like you shouldnât be in a place like this,â he had said, scoffing.
But there was something about the way you looked at himâhopeful, yet steadyâthat made his words falter. When you pointed out his uniform, too similar to your husbandâs, he froze. And then, unexpectedly, answered your questions. Honestly.
You werenât sure if it was sympathy or something else, but after that, he wouldnât let you out of his sight. He walked in front of you always, hand hovering by his weapon, gaze always scanning. Sometimes, heâd even offer piggyback rides, muttering that you were âtoo slowâ or âgonna get yourself killed.â
You never said it out loud, but those moments? You treasured them.
After the Termina Festival, Pav became a memory. A kind one. He never met your child, never returned, but you told stories. How he stood by you when the world was burning. How a proud, stubborn boy carried you through the worst night of your life.
Your child knows his name. Always will.
Levi (Platonic)
Levi was just a kid. Tired eyes, quiet voice, too much weight on his shoulders.
The moment you saw him, your motherly instincts flared. You couldnât help it. He looked so lost. And when you told him your storyâhow your husband had gone to war, how you were pregnantâhe didnât say anything. He just stared at you with those soft, glassy eyes, so full of something almost protective.
You made it through Termina together. Somehow. And when it was over, you offered him a place to stay. He didnât say much. Just nodded.
When your baby was born, Levi became the quiet big brother. The kind who never said he cared, but always showed it. The one who taught your child how to sneak snacks at midnight and how to swing a wooden sword. They became best friends. Unbreakable.
He never tried to be their father. He didnât need to. He was their shield. And he was yours, too.
Helloo! I have a request: so basically Reader is on a trip to find her husband who was a soldier, worried for him and she's expecting his child, however she doesn't know he lost his life in the battlefield.
How do fear and hunger termina characters react to her wanting to find her husband? (Can be platonic or romantic it's up to you :) )
Fear and hunger Termina characters x fem reader
( authors note : I chose Marcoh , Abella , Marina and Henryk for these head-canons btw itâs a mix of platonic and romantic (:)
â You came to Termina looking for your husband, a soldier lost to war. But you found something else instead â love, family, and survival.
You were never meant to be here.
He told you to stay back home â to rest, to be safe, to protect the little life growing inside you. But something deep in your chest screamed at you to go, to find him, to know he was okay. So you came to Termina, clutching hope like it was the last thing tethering you to sanity.
What you didnât know⊠was that your husband had already lost his life on the battlefield.
And still, through the chaos, bloodshed, and cursed skies, you found people who made this hell a little less cruel.
đ„ Marcoh (romantic)
When Marcoh first heard your story â that youâd wandered into Termina pregnant, desperate to find your soldier husband â something shifted in him. He wasnât just moved⊠he was determined.
He quietly vowed to protect you and your unborn child with everything he had. Marcoh started training you, teaching you practical combat moves so you wouldnât be defenseless, even while gently reminding you not to push yourself too hard.
You were strong, and he saw it â but that didnât mean you had to be alone.
When the truth finally came out â that your husband had died in battle â you were broken. But Marcoh didnât leave. He stayed. Through your grief, through the birth, through the sleepless nights and quiet mourning.
He helped raise your child, never once asking for anything in return. And somewhere along the way, as the seasons turned and life began to feel warm again, that bond turned into something deeper.
He became more than a protector. He became yours.
đ ïž Abella (platonic)
When you told Abella your story, she was floored. She blinked at you like, âYouâre WHAT now?â But once it settled in, she was fully locked in as your battle buddy and emotional support bestie.
She gave you the full-on princess treatment every single day. âSit down, rest your feet, youâre literally making a human.â She stuck to you like glue during the festival, ready to fight monsters and weird cultists with a wrench in one hand and your cravings list in the other.
After the nightmare of Termina, Abella stuck around like it was the most natural thing in the world.
She became the Cool Auntâą â the one who teaches your kid how to climb trees, helps you run errands, and convinces you to buy that dessert you âdefinitely donât need.â
She makes life feel fun again, and you know deep down you and your child would be lost without her.
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đMarina (romantic)
Marina was blunt the second you met her. âYour husband left you here? While pregnant? Hmph. He better have had a damn good reason.â
(Spoiler: he did. He didnât survive.)
Despite her snark, Marina was soft with you. She always made sure you were hydrated, always held your hand when you got nervous, and insisted you rest even if you argued back. âYouâre carrying a whole baby. Shut up and lay down.â
She was sassy, but she never made you feel weak.
When the dust settled and the festival ended, Marina didnât leave. She stayed for you. For the baby.
Sheâd rock the crib at 3 AM and then curl back into bed with you like it was the most natural thing. Your child started calling her âMamaâ without even being told to â and neither of you corrected it.
Marina never said I love you right away. She showed it. In every sleepless night, every meal made, every forehead kiss.
Henryk was shocked when he learned you were pregnant and still wandering through this cursed festival trying to find your husband. âYouâre serious?â he asked with wide eyes â and when you nodded, he just sighed and said, âAlright. Then Iâll make sure you both get out of here alive.â
Henryk never let you go hungry. Even when supplies were low, he always gave you the bigger portion. âYouâre eating for two. Donât argue with me.â
He was the one who cooked for everyone, who told you stories by the fire to keep your nerves steady.
And after everything ended â after the tears and the grief and the baby was born â Henryk became Uncle Henryk.
The one who always brought homemade food, taught your kid how to cook, and organized little outings to the market or cozy movie nights.
He was your rock, your best friend, the constant that never let you fall. You didnât raise your child alone. You raised them together.
In a world full of fear and hunger, you didnât just survive â you found family.
Some by blood, some by love, and some who simply refused to let you go through hell alone.
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R!DAI Companions + Advisors with an Inquisitor that wants a baby (and/or is pregnant)
Hey guys, I'm alive. This is something I've had for a while, and it's also the longest post I've made. So... yeah. Sorry I don't post all that much, I promise I'm trying.
Anyways, enjoy this self-indulgent fluff piece that I've been working on.
This had every companion, romanced except for Cole, Leliana, and Vivienne (so that means you get romanced Varric in this, you're welcome.)
HEAVY SPOILERS AHEAD! And slight NSFW, nothing too bad, just Bull being sex-positive.
TOKOPHOBIA WARNING
It started innocently enough, the Inquisitor would wander around Skyhold, visiting their friends and lover, just to check in (or give their lover a smooch.) Then a squeal of delight was heard, probably by everyone from Undercroft to the Rookery, that came from the Inquisitor. What they were squealing and cooing about? A baby. A chubby, chortling baby a pilgrim had brought to Skyhold that the Inquisitor had practically stumbled into. The Inquisitor was so enamored with the child, that they ended up spending the rest of the day wandering around Skyhold with the little one.
Then it got worse.
Parents, unable to resist the temptation of the Inquisitor offering to take their little ones for a stroll while they got some well-deserved rest, happily gave the Inquisitor their children. The children that did get babysat by the Inquisitor had far more fun than expected, walking along the battlements, eating a meal or two curated by the Inquisitor, and even being told stories of their exploits. The children of Skyhold grew to adore the Inquisitor, and the Inquisitor adored them in turn.
Soon enough, The Inquisitor became often sidetracked while on missions (more so than usual.) They would stop in their tracks to hold up a trinket or a flower and smile to themselves, telling their companions how they intended to give whatever they held to a specific child. By the time the mission was over, the Inquisitor had lined their pockets with various items to give to the children.Â
All of this led to the Inquisitorâs friends and/or lover asking âwhy?â To which the Inquisitor looked them dead in the eye and shrugged.
âI want a baby of my own.â
Blackwall/Thom Rainier:Â
Platonic: Blackwall shrugs, he gets it. The kids are cute. And itâs far more healthy for the Inquisitor to spend time taking care of other peopleâs children rather than go out and just⊠have one.Â
Not like he wouldnât mind, Uncle Rainier sounds like a nice title, right? Hopefully, The Inquisitor wants a hand-carved cradle when they have their child.
Romanced: He goes âUh⊠is that⊠something you⊠want to do⊠now?â Rainer never truly saw himself settling down officially. He didnât think he truly deserved that. But the idea of having a few kids? With the woman he loves? Top-tier fantasy in his book. And now with his true identity out of the way, he feels a little better about his future. Especially with his lover.
He needs to hear his lover say ânot right nowâ because he would be more than happy to give his Inquisitor a few kids, and he wouldnât have the mental strength to say no if they asked.Â
Now if his lover does, by some chance, get pregnant. Heâs over the moon. He fights harder, and faster, always eager to end Corypheus and retire. Heâs such a sappy guy too, always wanting to stay as close as possible to his lover. So one should expect him to personally request that he be sent out all the time with The Inquisitor. That man has a nursery ready to go by the time The Inquisitorâs ready to give birth. He carves a cradle, high chairs, and everything the baby could need. Heâs willing to build a palace with his two bare hands for his family.
Cassandra:Â
Platonic: She gets it. Kids are super cute, why not have a few? If she didnât become a seeker, she knows she would have a few of her own, whether she wanted to or not. But hopefully, the Inquisitor isnât planning on having any now. Like⊠now, now. Because the Inquisition still needs them, she still needs them.
If The Inquisitor ends up pregnant or their partner ends up pregnant, she gets furious. She chews them out a little, claiming how immature they are for bringing a child into the world when the world is in so much turmoil.Â
She calms later, especially when the child is born, recognizing the love The Inquisitor and their partner show for the child. She doesnât apologize, as sheâs still pissed, but she does adore the child.
Romanced: âOh.â She says before her face goes completely red. Sheâll have to pull them aside and talk about their future together. Sheâs honestly flattered when the Inquisitor claims they want to have children with her. Sheâd be a liar if she said she didnât want kids of her own, especially with the Inquisitor, but the both of them ought to know that they canât⊠not yet⊠anyways. But once all the rifts are closed and they have some more time for themselves, then⊠then, yeah. Yeah, she would like that.
Maker, help her if she ends up pregnant, sheâll be extremely stressed, for both her and her loverâs sake. One should expect her to refuse to go out on missions until the baby is born, and expect her to be furious when her lover goes too.
Cole: He understands, mainly because he read the Inquisitorâs mind, but he understands deeper than that. He thinks the Inquisitor would be an excellent parent, especially with how they treat him (if high affinity.) He holds a great deal of respect for them, and he knows that their heart is full of a very fluffy, wholesome type of love. One that Cole is more than happy to reciprocate.Â
If the Inquisitor does end up having children, Cole is a very willing babysitter, as he doesnât sleep and heâs able to tell what exactly a baby wants.
Cullen Rutherford:Â
Platonic: Cullen furrows his brow before his gaze softens. He understands, he does. The thought of a little house, a family dog, and the sounds of little feet pittering against the floorboards, itâs nice. But that life is⊠unachievable, especially for a man like him. A man who is so busy, who has no right to live such a dreamy life. But The Inquisitor? They deserve that. They truly do.
He doesnât need to ask if they mean right then and there, he knows what they mean and that they donât intend on bringing in a child just yet.
âYou would be wonderful.â He says, placing a comforting hand on their shoulder
If the Inquisitor ever ends up pregnant, Cullen wonât be able to stay very calm at all. He encourages the Inquisitor to stay behind in Skyhold but gives up when the Inquisitor becomes stubborn. He eventually has to turn to Leliana or Cassandra for help.
Romanced: Itâs a simple desire, to have children. And Cullenâs had it every once in a while, like when he was in Kirkwall and saw a small child toddle towards another templar. He watched his colleagueâs wife follow after the child, about to scold the babe for interrupting their father in the middle of work. The templar, instead, scooped the child up in his arms and showered the childâs pudgy face in kisses. That domestic bliss was something Cullen found himself longing for. But he was too busy, life was too busy. And then The Chantry exploded, and he was in The Inquisition⊠he couldnât think about that. Not until he met his Inquisitor. Now he imagines what life will be like after the pair are finished. If The Inquisitor has already affirmed that they arenât leaving him, Cullenâs willing to have a family with The Inquisitor, as long as the two are finished with Corypheus first.
But if life finds a way⊠heâs happy and nervous. He begs his lover to stay behind in Skyhold, terrified of the billion things that could go wrong. Of course, rifts must be closed, so, against his better judgment, he lets her go.
His dreams get progressively worse when sheâs away, it was always like that⊠but the dreams are worse when sheâs pregnant. It gets to a point where he goes weeks without sleep, aside from the occasional nap that he gets jolted up from. The second his lover is back, Cullen whisks her away from the War Room and ushers her back to her quarters, where he has a healer check on her and the baby. Once he is certain she is fine, and the sun has gone down, Cullen lays down next to his lover and passes out into a dreamless slumber.
Dorian Pavus:Â
Platonic: âOh that is hilarious.â He laughs before his smile falls, âWait youâre serious?â
He listens to his friend, but worriedly reminds them how dangerous it is to bring a child into the world, especially with the Inquisitor in such a highly scrutinized role.
If the Inquisitor assures him that they donât plan on having kids just yet, heâs relieved, but secretly disappointed. He does like babies⊠when theyâre not puking or pooping.
Now if the Inquisitor is planning on having a child or is already pregnant, heâs ecstatic. Heâs all over that and canât wait until the baby comes. The man buys cribs, toys, parenting books, and much more. Donât be surprised if he gets a âworldâs best uncleâ wine glass or something.
Romanced: He jokes, âWe could just adopt, Iâm sure there are plenty of little Tevinter babies that need two insanely beautiful fathers.â
Now, he is joking, but heâs secretly terrified. But not because heâs worried heâll be a lousy father or anything, he knows heâll be different from his father. But, the thought of having kids is something he always knew he was going to do. And then everything happened with his father and his Amatus, and now he feels like⊠he has a choice? He can say no. He can say yes. He can adopt, or have a surrogate. He doesnât have to fit into the status quo anymore.
But what if something happens? What if something goes wrong? What if he isnât able to provide for his child the way they deserve?
It takes some talking down from his Amatus for him to truly relax. The two will need to speak about what they both plan future-wise. And while Dorian may not follow the same ideals as most of Tevinter, he still plans on putting a ring on it before they have kids. After all, they have to have some decorum. But, he also wants to get married because he does love his Amatus and marriage just makes things feel more official.
Iron Bull:Â
Platonic: He likes kids, so he gets it, too. He may not outright encourage it, but he assures the Inquisitor how great of a parent theyâll be. Now, if the Inquisitor does end up pregnant, heâs overjoyed⊠on their behalf⊠not, like, because he wants to be called an uncle or something⊠(he wants to be called âuncleâ very badly)
He makes the kid an honorary member of the Chargers and attempts to make the little one a onesie that has an embroidered âBullâs Chargersâ lettering on the front.
It takes him all of the pregnancy, but once the baby is born the child has a lovely little onesie that looks incredible. He wonât admit it, but that embroidery took way too long than anyone expected.
Romanced: âWe can make that work.â He smiles. Honestly, he assumes that The Inquisitor might have some sort of kink. Heâs more than happy to oblige. If the Inquisitor doesnât clarify what they desire, claiming that they want a baby, Bull watches them closer. He notices small things that make him draw his conclusions. The way his lover holds a small child, how they speak to them, and how sad they look when they have to hand over the child to their parents at the end of the day. He will bring it up in the next few days, and eventually ask them if they want to be parents together, once everything is handled. He wouldnât mind a kid or two, if his kadan wants it, Bull knows his kadan would be one hell of a parent.
Maker help him if The Inquisitor ends up pregnant, heâs so happy he canât bother himself by being nervous. Just kidding, heâs super nervous. The Qun doesnât have fathers, how the hell is he supposed to be there for his kid when he has no idea what kids need?
He needs constant reassurance and ends up going to Krem for advice on taking care of children. Krem had siblings, so he should know⊠right?
He has his game face on by the time The Inquisitor has the baby, Bull read every single book on childbirth, so heâs basically an expert. Heâs all about that counter pressure and breathing techniques, so much so that the midwives are impressed themselves.
Josephine Montilyet:Â
Platonic: She sighs, one of those dreamy sighs, âOh I completely understand, well⊠a little bit. Iâm sure having children is much different from having siblings, so Iâm certain itâs better.âÂ
She knows the Inquisitor isnât going just to waltz off and get pregnant or get someone else pregnant. But she does clarify if they want a child right then and there. If they say that they intend to have a child as soon as possible, she may faint.
Sheâs stressed if the Inquisitor or their partner ends up with a child, and gently encourages the pair to get maybe married. Less of a reputation sting that way. If they refuse, she mentally prepares herself for questions from nobles and a few Orlesian nobles who were interested in The Inquisitor themselves.
Romanced: She smiles, âI would⊠like that.â She says. Sheâs come from a big family, Josephine would be a liar if she said she didn't want to have a big family of their own. But then she proceeds to clarify ânot right now.â
âI do think about children, but you and I both know what a terrible idea it would be to bring them into their lives now." She also clarifies that she intends to cross a few relationship milestones too.
Leliana: A decade younger, Leliana wouldâve been right next to The Inquisitor, cooing over the children they affectionately spoke so much about. But Leliana was older⊠and admittedly more cynical now. It didnât help that Leliana was now a spymaster in the Inquisition.
âI⊠understand, but do try to resist any temptation that points you towards⊠having any children at the moment.â She says plainly.
Maker helps Leliana if The Inquisitor has children with their partner. Sheâll end up frustratingly baby-proofing the entirety of Skyhold.
Sheâs happy when she finally meets the baby, and she canât help but soften for a little while as she gazes down at the newborn. Her faith somehow returns and any doubts she had over the Maker disappear, as if there was no Maker, how could something so perfect exist? At least, she thinks that until someone looks at her, then sheâs all business again.
Sera:Â
Platonic: Not interested, or at least, the statement doesnât faze her. Why would such a badass want little kids? Snotty⊠annoying⊠chubby cheeked⊠super cute- okay, she gets it.
She tells her friend they would probably be a good parent, but would also totally not believe the Inquisitor if they were pregnant or got their partner pregnant. It would only be until she saw The Inquisitor or their partnerâs bump that she would accept that maybe they were having a baby.
She loves the kid like a sibling and often offers to make cookies for the baby, not realizing that the baby cannot have solid food for the first few months. She counts down the days when she can goof around with the kid on her own, whenever that might be.
Romanced: Laughs for a while, only to pause when she sees the serious look on her loverâs face.Â
âYouâre serious? You wantâŠâ She thinks for a moment before laughing again, âYeah⊠Iâd want that too! Weâd be great mums!â She giggles.
Sheâs super on board, and would be the âfun mom.â This means The Inquisitor would be the one that would have to discipline the children. But aside from that, Seraâs all over having kids.
Solas:Â
Platonic: High approval Solas would approve, he would nod and tell The Inquisitor that they would be an excellent parent, that they have the wisdom and patience that would be fit for a parent. He advises them to wait, first, as having a child while Corypheus is still at large is a terrible idea.
Low approval, he kind of just nods. He tells them that they should wait if they intend to have a child, as itâs a bad idea. He doesnât do much else, no encouragement, just a simple shrug, and sigh. He doesnât care.
Regardless of approval, if the Inquisitor or their partner ends up pregnant, and Solas is still there, he sort of freaks out. His main concern is the mark and its effect on the child, but once thatâs ruled out, he still feels guilty. Hopefully, he leaves before the child is born. Because he cracks when he sees them for the first time. Does he really have it in him to end the world when someone as pure and untouched as that child exists?Â
It takes some deliberation, but he does. And he leaves, praying he never meets the child ever again.
Romanced: He pauses, were they⊠serious?
Solas canât help himself but imagine a life with his vhenan, away from responsibilities, with a few children surrounding the pair. Heâd be a liar if that lovely thought didnât cross his mind when he would steal gazes at his vhenan, but⊠thatâs all it was⊠right? A thought.
He claims that his vhenan would be an excellent parent, but also ensures that he doesnât want children, not before Corypheus is defeated. But maybe itâs an accident. He breaks his rule of not sleeping with Lavellan under false pretenses. Once his vhenan is pregnant, his actions depend on The Inquisitorâs dialogue choices. If The Inquisitor were to drink from the Well of Sorrows and then affirm Solasâ choice of fixing the past, he would leave. Not without incredible pain, but he leaves. But if by some chance, by some sliver of a chance, Lavellan says the right things, Solas stays. He hates himself for it, so he promises himself heâll stay until the birth. Then he looks at his child and weeps. Like if he was platonic, Solas is thrown into turmoil, how could he destroy the world of a child? His child? So he resolves to stay and give up on his mission.
On another note, if he leaves, and Lavellan sees him in Trespasser, heâs more willing to take his vhenan and his child with him.
Varric Tethras:Â
Platonic: Varric laughs, âNow that would be a twist⊠The great Inquisitor, changing diapers in between closing rifts and demon fights.â He smiles to himself.Â
As a dwarf, their fertility is comparatively lower than the other races, and honestly, he never thought of himself as a parent, at least, not until he met and started parenting Cole. Of course, he doubts heâll ever have his own family, Bianca and he, it would never work out. But he can understand the desire.Â
He laughs so hard he cries if The Inquisitor or their partner ends up with a kid, like, hunched over, canât breathe laughing.Â
Heâs nervous for The Inquisitor, though, he knows how hard it is to be a parent, but having a kid while theyâre so⊠important? Itâs a recipe for disaster.
Might end up writing the kid out of the story if The Inquisitor requests, maybe The Inquisitor doesnât want anyone knowing they potentially had a child out of wedlock.
Romanced: Varric doesnât laugh, he just smiles. He hadnât started thinking about having a family until he and The Inquistor started going out officially. He nods,Â
âIâd like that too.â He says, and the pair might find themselves discussing their future more often. Names for future children, where theyâd live, does the Inqusitor want a dog?
He reminds his lover that Dwarves arenât known for their fertility, but reminds his lover that âthey can still tryâ and winks at his lover.Â
Varric is so caught up in the feeling of being loved so freely, that he sometimes forgets that thereâs an evil, red-lyrium magister that wants to rip his lover apart piece by piece. It getâs him nervous, but heâs confident in their shared abilities. And damnit, he loves The Inquisitor, heâs not giving up on them.
Heâs speechless if his lover comes up to him and confesses that theyâre pregnant, like⊠actually speechless. He opens his mouth to say something before closing it. Then he just smiles and throws his arms around his lover and says that he loves them. Heâs happy to be a dad⊠heâs happy to have a family, heâs happy to have something he never thought would be his.
Vivienne: She doesnât laugh, at all. Sheâs kind of pissed.
âYou arenât planning on bringing in a child now? Not here, right?â She has to clarify.
She thinks the Inquisitor and their partner will be wonderful parents, but they shouldnât have kids right then. They need to wait.Â
If the Inquisitor ends up pregnant/getting someone else pregnant, she scolds them fairly harshly, not to be mean or anything, sheâs just upset with how âcarelessâ they could be. If the Inquisitor tells her off or, Maker forbid, starts crying, sheâll feel bad. She doesnât apologize, however, she knows that having a child while the world is still basically in peril and youâre the main person preventing utter chaos is one of the worst things you can do.Â
However, the second the child comes into the world, sheâs all over them. She isnât obvious and wouldnât be caught dead with the kid on her own, but she canât help but smile when she sees them all swaddled or when they look so chubby she just wants to eat them up. Only when she sees what a wonderful parent the Inquisitor is, she apologizes for being harsh. She does it in her way, so the Inquisitor shouldnât expect an âIâm sorryâ or anything, but they will get some sort of comment on how she may or may not have been wrong to judge them. Regardless, the Inquisitor better take what they can get.
i dont think i can iterate enough how much of a loverboy and romantic this guy is
like hed do so much corny shit i believe. but he does so with with the stupidest cutest grin on his face whilst looking all flustered and nervous oh how could you NOT kiss him stupid RIGHT WHERE HIS ASS STANDS
i can see him call you the british versions of terms of endearment aswell (like hun or luv or whatever you may think of)
okay whatever lets get into the stuff i think he would do for his partner (or youđdidyou read thatđi saidyouđhis partner is youđwink)Ok
i think heathcliff is the type of guy who would hold your hand while youre on the loo đ€i was about to go further with this but i wont ill say things i wont be able to take back anymore
gift giving i think is something he would like ... not necessarily buying stuff but making it himself and giving it to you. you both think it holds more value that way, and he adores seeing you light up by something he himself made with his own two hands
another one of his love languages is physical touch!
youre that hallway couple everyone hates.
no im playingBUT LIKE hed definitely like holding your hand whilst youre on a date (i mean like if your man didnt i think you should snipe him) and especially in private he likes cuddling or just touching you casually
in private a bit more though hed be more confident and comfortable touching you there. he gets a bit nervous doing it in public.
not in a bad way or anything! its just that his co workers are lowkey better professionals at making light hearted comments about his relationship to him and teasing him about it than they are at their current occupations in limbus company.
see its because it almost always manages to fluster or piss him off
laying his head on yours or yours on his or on either of your shoulders, lying on the others lap, wrapping your hands around his arms are all gestures i think would make him blush
for some reason i feel like hed like books or writing. i mean he literally keeps a diary too (definitely writes about you in it too oh my god what a whipped loserNo im sorry i didnt mean that but dear lord)
the concept of library dates with heathcliff..đcynthia what are you doing here
hed definitely also always tend to your needs . hes a very protective guy in general, too. if he thinks something is wrong, he wouldnt hesitate to come to you about it
im envious that you bagged the physical manifestation of the bag tm
trust that you will be pampered and spoiled. NOT in a dom sugar daddy way though sometimes hong lu buys you very questionable stuff solely on his own accord
like man okay imagine hong lu goes on trips regularly (like ie how he does in the lcb world with the bus) and he just purchases you the weirdest shit ever.
"hong lu what in the corporations am i looking at." you'd ask him, "i bought you some time from t corp.!" he'd answer, "and what am I supposed to do with it exactly?" you reply, "...give me a kiss as a thank you?" he smiles.
...you suppose you can give that to him.
hong lu the type of guy to just NOT gaf about pda
and by that i mean he just touches you whenever the hell he wants where the hell he wants. đȘ
is it bad etiquette? kind of. has he been taught better? probably. does he care? not really.
i think your reactions are what amuse him and make him do that fuck ass face with the gigglyesque smile and the blush and the closed eyes and the "ya allah i want to punch your face" expression and
your relationship with him is just bickering/teasing and pampering eachother. among other things.
if he bombards you with gifts, you can bombard him back with physical affection! which he loves a lot.
i think as opposed to heathcliff, hong lu would like to be more public with you, and comments by others dont really bother him.
infact i think he would use them to his advantage to show you off moređ
whether you mind or not is up to you!
but something tells me you dont.
well in any case, hong lu being your other half comes naturally to him! he doesnt really have to "try to be a good boyfriend" or anything if that makes sense, your relationship is like in the permanent flow state and both of you just always know what the other needs
speaking of that i think as his partner you would be able to read him best too. like YES this motherfucker is cryptic DAMN but its little things you pick up throughout your relationship that makes his nature more transparent to you
maybe its the way he says a particular word or sentence, maybe its his facial expressions, maybe its his body language... its for you to know and find out!
i was in the flow state writing this too bruv. i hope you liked them dear anon... my bad for the delay<//3
ââ HEADCANON : How Would He Be When He's Obsessed?
ââ NOTES : English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
Wally doesnât fall hard at first.
Not really. Heâs a people person, used to talking to everyone. Charming, fast-talking, always the loudest in the roomâbut when he meets you? You donât flinch at his confidence. You look him dead in the eye, half-bored, half-amused, and say, âYou talk a lot.â
And thatâs it. Thatâs the moment.
The silence you leave in your wake buzzes louder than his speed ever could.
He starts noticing you everywhere.
You arenât trying to stand out, and thatâs what kills him. While the world is screaming for attention, you just existâquiet, steady, untouchable. You donât need to chase validation, and that burns something unfamiliar into Wallyâs chest.
He tells himself itâs just a crush. One of many. Heâs had dozens. Heâs charming like that, right?
But no. This one sticks.
He starts moving at your pace.
Literally. Wally Westâthe Fastest Man Aliveâslows down just to match your steps. You walk? He walks. You take the long way home? He memorizes every corner of it. You like quiet places? Suddenly, Wally knows every hidden rooftop in the city.
He starts showing up in places he swears he was âjust passing through.â
Heâs lying. He calculated every path to run into you.
The obsession sneaks in like a thief.
He remembers every little thing: your favorite snack, the way you tie your hair when youâre irritated, the exact inflection in your voice when youâre sarcastic. He collects those details like trophies, files them away like a case he needs to solve.
And god help the guy who flirts with you. Wallyâs smile doesnât falter, but thereâs an edge to it. A twitch in his fingers. A flash in his eyes.
Fast as he is, heâs even faster when heâs angry.
He gets possessive in ways he canât explain.
He doesnât mean to sound jealous. But when you talk about other guys? Other heroes?
âYou think Nightwingâs hot?â
âHeâs got nice hair, I guess,â you shrug.
Thatâs it. Dickâs getting his shampoo swapped out and his uniform âaccidentallyâ burned.
He knows itâs irrational. He just doesnât care.
He doesnât need to be around you all the time. But he wants to.
Thereâs a difference. Heâs still Wallyâfunny, fast, loyalâbut something about you makes everything else dim.
You become his constant. His gravity. His anchor. The world could end, but if you're safe? He'll laugh through the apocalypse.
And if you're not?
Well. Thatâs a problem no one wants to see the end of.
He watches you when youâre not looking.
Not in a creepy way (okay, maybe a little). But he stares. Long, intense, unwavering. Because when youâre not paying attention, youâre real. Soft. Human. And thatâs when he wants you most.
You once caught him doing it.
âWhy are you staring at me like that?â
ââŠLike what?â
âLike youâre hungry.â
He grins. âMaybe I am.â
You laughed, but it wasnât a joke.
When he touches you, itâs always gentle.
His hands are made to break the sound barrier, but when he brushes your skin, itâs like heâs afraid youâll vanish. He touches you like youâre sacred. Like youâre the only thing that makes him feel human in the blur of the world.
He wants to be close. All the time. Arm around your waist. Pinky brushing yours. His jacket on your shoulders. His heartbeat synced to yours.
Itâs not enough. Itâs never enough.
He gets scared of how much he loves you.
Because itâs not just a crush anymore. Youâve carved your name into the core of him. Wally would tear the world apart for you. Heâd time travel, bend physics, throw away the League, burn everything just to keep you close.
Heâs terrified of losing you. Of you not loving him back. Of you realizing what he really is underneath: a boy who never stops running because heâs scared of standing still.
But with you? He wants to stand still.
He confesses in a way only he could.
He grabs your face in his hands, eyes wild, chest heaving like he just ran to the ends of the Earth.
âIâve never wanted anyone like I want you,â he blurts out. âAnd itâs driving me insane. Iâm not good at thisâwaiting, wantingâbut if you told me to slow down, I would. If you told me to stop, I would. Justâdonât leave me behind.â
And when you kiss him?
Time. Stops.
After the kiss, he changes.
Not in the loud, obvious way. Wally still jokes, still grins, still makes the room warmer just by being in itâbut something in his eyes shifts. He looks at you like youâre not just his girlfriendâyouâre his reason.
And he tells you that.
Not once. Not twice.
Every single day.
âIâd die for you,â he says like itâs a fact, not a metaphor. âAnd if someone tries to take you from meâwell⊠theyâd better be faster than me.â
His obsession turns quiet. Dangerous. Protective.
You donât notice the little things at first.
Like how your co-worker suddenly transferred the day after he got a little too flirty.
Or how your phone never dies anymore, no matter how often you forget to charge it.
(He swaps batteries in your sleep. Replaces your charger. Monitors the voltage. You donât know.)
Or how your ex texts you, and the message deletes itself before you can open it.
(Heâs been in your phone. In your cloud. Heâs faster than any firewall.)
You never feel unsafe. You just feel⊠watched. But itâs Wally, right? Your Wally. He wouldnâtâ
He doesnât trust anyone with you.
Not your friends. Not the League. Not even Barry.
He masks it well, with smiles and sarcasm, but under the surface, heâs seething. Every time someone makes you laugh, every time they touch your shoulder or stand too close, he catalogues it. Keeps score.
And later, when no oneâs around, he whispers,
âYou know you donât need them, right? You have me. Iâm all youâll ever need.â
Heâs not asking. Heâs reminding.
He has nightmares. About losing you.
They start slowâharmless, even. You walking away. Forgetting his name. Laughing with someone else. But they escalate quickly.
You dying. You screaming. You reaching for him as heâs too slow.
(Heâs never too slow.)
He wakes up drenched in sweat, vibrating from head to toe, fists clenched hard enough to bruise his own palms. Some nights he just stares at you sleeping, watching your chest rise and fall, whisperingâ
âI wonât let it happen. I promise. I promise. I wonât lose you.â
He starts testing you.
Little things. Subtle.
âWhat would you do if I disappeared?â
âWould you still love me if I wasnât a hero?â
âWould you run away with me right now? No questions asked?â
He watches every flicker in your eyes. Measures your every breath.
You always say the right thing. But heâs waiting. Waiting to see if youâll betray him.
He hopes you donât. He prays you donât.
Because if you do?
He already has a plan.
He starts talking about the future.
But not in the dreamy, romantic way. Not with rings or white dresses or picket fences.
No. Wallyâs version of forever is you and him against the world. You donât need a big house. You donât need anyone else. You just need him.
âWe could disappear,â he murmurs into your skin one night. âI could take you so far no one would find us. Ever. Just me and you, baby. Nothing else. Doesnât that sound perfect?â
You laugh, a little unsure.
But he doesnât laugh back.
If anyone hurts you? Even emotionally?
They. Vanish.
He doesnât kill. He doesnât need to. Heâs smarter than that. Faster.
But you better believe they never show their face again. Maybe they get blackmailed. Maybe theyâre framed. Maybe they wake up halfway across the country with no memory of how they got there.
You ask Wally if he knows anything.
He just kisses your forehead and says,
âYou donât have to worry about people like that anymore. Iâll always protect you.â
And god help you, it makes you feel safe.
He keeps something of yours with him. Always.
A strand of hair. A necklace. The first note you wrote him. The chapstick you lost. He keeps it in a little box, hidden in a place no one can find. A shrine, almost.
When he misses you (which is always), he opens it. Smiles to himself. Breathes you in.
ââ HEADCANON : How Would He Be When He's Obsessed?
ââ NOTES : There are some +18 parts. Minors DNI. English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
You don't notice him at first.
Not really.
You're too busy tugging the hem of your cheap purple dress down over your thighs, smeared lipstick staining the corners of your mouth.
Mascara streams down your face, thick and ugly, like bleeding spiderlegs across dead eyes.
Youâre half-high, half-drunk, standing barefoot behind the shitty little bar where the real dirtbags like to crawl, and youâre lighting another cigarette with shaking fingers. The end of it flares like a dying star, and you pull the smoke into your lungs like youâre hoping it'll fill the hollow parts of you.
You stink of alcohol.
You smell like roses.
You taste like regret and somebody elseâs hands.
He sees you.
God help him, he sees you.
John Constantine, bastard mage, conman, addict, cynic â heâs not a savior. Heâs not a white knight.
He's just another piece of shit who recognizes his own.
He flicks the end of his cigarette into the gutter and watches you struggle with the strap of your dress, tits half-hanging out in the yellow light of the alleyway.
You should look pathetic.
You should look cheap.
You do.
But somehow, you look... more, too.
Thereâs something about you, something cracked and shining and wrong.
Like a broken mirror catching all the wrong reflections.
Something that crawls under John's skin, burrows between his ribs and digs in sharp little claws.
He tells himself it's nothing.
Just another lost girl.
Just another night.
But heâs lying.
Already, heâs lying to himself.
He lights another cigarette and steps out of the dark.
âYou alright there, love?â he rasps, voice like a bad memory, smoke curling from his lips.
You look at him with those dead doll-eyes. No fear. No real interest, either. Just this slow, heavy indifference like you're already halfway in the grave.
You shrug.
You hitch your dress up higher.
You donât bother pretending to be shy. You gave up pretending a long time ago.
âWhat do you want?â you ask, voice raw from cheap whiskey and cheaper choices.
John should walk away.
He knows this kind of girl, the ones with nothing left to lose. They eat you alive without even meaning to. They rot you from the inside out.
He should turn around.
He should let you slip back into the filth where you came from.
Instead, he laughs.
Soft, almost pitying.
âJust a light, sweetheart,â he lies, flicking open his battered silver lighter even though his own cigarette is already burning between his fingers.
You narrow your eyes at him, suspicious, but too tired to care.
You let him light your cigarette anyway, leaning in, close enough that he can smell the roses in your hair, the smoke on your skin, the slow stink of desperation leaking off you like cheap perfume.
You don't know it yet, but you've already cursed him.
That first night, he doesn't touch you.
He just watches you, out the corner of his eye, as you stumble back inside the bar, laughing that dry, broken laugh at something nobody else can hear.
He tells himself he won't come back.
He tells himself it's none of his business.
He tells himself heâs already got enough bloody ghosts to haunt him without adding another.
But he does come back.
Again.
And again.
You don't really notice him after that first night.
Not the way he notices you.
To you, he's just another face in the blurry noise of your nights â another man with a lighter, another set of boots tracking dirt across the floor.
You don't know he comes back.
Every night now.
You don't know he sits in the corner, half-drunk, chain-smoking, pretending to mind his own business while you keep carving pieces off yourself and handing them to anyone who asks.
You're too far gone to care.
Always high, always halfway between laughing and crying.
Your eyes â God, those fucking eyes â
half-lidded, lazy, dead as winter, but still so pretty it makes something sour twist in John's gut.
It happens on a Tuesday.
Youâre outside again, the bar's back alley, slumped against the crumbling brick wall like a broken doll.
Dress bunched up around your hips, one shoe missing, a cigarette burning forgotten between your fingers.
Youâre shaking. Coming down hard.
Youâre muttering to yourself under your breath, something sharp and ugly.
John watches you for a long time before he moves.
He hates himself for it.
Hates that he cares.
But he moves anyway.
Without thinking, he fishes a crumpled wad of cash out of his coat pocket and crouches in front of you, holding it out like a white flag.
"Here," he says gruffly, avoiding your eyes. "Get y'self something to eat. A bed, maybe. Somethin' better than... this."
You blink at the money.
Then at him.
And then â slow, crooked grin splitting your face â you laugh.
That dry, brittle laugh, like something breaking.
You grab the cash with one hand â and with the other, you reach for his belt.
John freezes.
Youâre clumsy, sluggish, but determined, tugging at his pants like itâs just the most natural thing in the world. Like this is just how the world works:
money = you.
"Y'wanna fuck me, right?" you slur, eyes glassy but sharp underneath. "Go on then, mister. Paid up, didn't you?"
He grabs your wrists, not rough but firm.
Pushes your hands away.
"Christ," he mutters, like a prayer, like a curse. "Thatâs not whyâ"
You tilt your head at him, mascara streaked down your cheeks, lips dry and cracked.
You look at him like he's the crazy one.
"Then why else you givinâ me money?" you ask, so blunt it cuts.
"No one gives girls like me free rides, mister."
You grin again, crooked and sad, and your dress slides even further up your thighs.
You don't even notice. Or maybe you do. Maybe you just don't care.
John exhales smoke through his nose, staring down at you, feeling something black and oily coil inside his chest.
"Pity," he says finally, bitter. "Maybe Iâm a stupid sod with a savior complex. Maybe Iâm just drunk."
You squint up at him through the smoke and the haze, studying him like he's some strange animal you've never seen before.
Then you shrug.
Simple. Easy.
Like youâve already decided it doesnât matter either way.
"Y'can fuck me if you want," you say, almost sweetly. "You're not ugly."
John laughs. A short, sharp, broken thing.
He almost wants to take you up on it, just to feel something real for a change.
Almost.
Instead, he shakes his head, rubs a hand down his face.
"Go sleep it off, love," he says, voice rough. "Get a hot meal. For once."
You clutch the money to your chest like itâs something hole.
Like itâs the first good thing anyoneâs given you in a long time.
And you just smile at him â
this soft, stupid little smile that shouldn't hurt to look at, but somehow does.
John tells himself it's still just pity.
Just a bit of guilt, a bit of bleeding heart nonsense.
But when you stumble away into the night, barefoot and laughing under your breath, he stays there, standing in the alleyway like a man who's just been punched in the gut.
And he watches you go, smoke curling around him, cigarette burning down to the filter between his shaking fingers.
He doesn't leave.
Not for a long, long time.
He sees you again three days later.
Heâs not looking for you â
at least thatâs what he tells himself.
Just grabbing a pint.
Just passing through.
You find him first.
"Hey, mister."
Your voice cuts through the noise.
Soft. Small. Almost shy.
He turns, half expecting the same disaster he left behind in that alley â
the smeared makeup, the too-short dress, the wild deadness in your eyes.
But youâre different this time.
You're...
sober.
No makeup.
No booze in your veins.
No cigarette dangling from your fingers.
Just you â
barefaced, raw, skin looking almost too thin for your bones, but real.
Alive.
You stand there awkwardly, hands buried deep in the pockets of a too-big hoodie, cheap sneakers scuffing the pavement.
You donât look like the kind of girl who sells herself to survive.
You just look like a girl.
"Iâm not a beggar," you say suddenly, fidgeting. "But... thanks. For the money."
John blinks, caught off guard.
You flash a little smile â nervous, genuine, heartbreaking.
"Mister's a good man," you say.
It punches something deep in his gut.
Heâs not.
Youâre wrong.
Heâs done worse than you could imagine.
But you say it like you believe it. Like itâs fact. Like it's written somewhere in a book bigger than either of you.
He swallows around the sudden tightness in his throat.
"You hungry?" he hears himself asking.
You light up. Not much, but enough.
A flicker. A spark.
"Yeah," you say simply.
You spend the day together.
Itâs stupid.
Itâs perfect.
You get street food â cheap, greasy chips wrapped in newspaper.
You drag him through the streets like a manic little hurricane, pointing out dogs that look like goblins, shouting compliments at old ladies, daring him to race you down alleyways.
At one point, you find a children's park â some half-dead little patch of grass and rusting swings.
You bolt for it like a kid.
"C'mon, mister!" you holler, kicking your shoes off and running barefoot through the patchy grass. "Play with me!"
John stands there like an idiot for a second, cigarette halfway to his mouth.
Then he sighs. Drops the smoke. Crushes it under his boot.
And jogs after you.
You end up pushing each other on the swings, spinning until you're both dizzy, laughing like two drunk ghosts.
You even convince him to climb the jungle gym â which ends with him cursing and almost falling on his ass.
You laugh until you wheeze.
He grins despite himself.
Youâre smiling.
Really smiling.
Not that broken, brittle thing heâs seen before.
This oneâs messy and real and full of life, like you donât know youâre supposed to be miserable.
For a few hours, youâre not a ghost.
Youâre just a girl.
Later, you sit side by side on the grass, lighting cigarettes with shaking hands.
The sun's sinking, staining the sky blood-red.
John takes a drag, exhales smoke in a long, slow stream.
"You..." he starts, hesitates. Scratches the back of his neck, suddenly awkward.
"You gonna... y'know. Work. Tonight?"
You turn your head slowly toward him.
Wide eyes.
Clear and open and a little confused, like you genuinely don't understand the question at first.
And thenâ
You laugh.
Sharp, bright, cutting.
"Why?" you grin wickedly, teeth flashing. "Mister wanna make his moneyâs worth?"
John winces.
You elbow him lightly, still laughing under your breath, cigarette bobbing between your fingers.
"Nah," you say finally, settling back on your elbows, face tipped toward the sky.
"Iâm good. Probably wonât need to for a week, thanks to you."
You tap ash into the grass.
"Guess you bought me a vacation, mister."
Thereâs a strange peace in your voice.
No bitterness. No shame.
Just simple, stupid gratitude.
John wants to say something â
something clever, something to fill the aching silence between you â
but the words stick in his throat.
You crush the cigarette out on the sole of your sneaker, rising to your feet in one fluid, tired motion.
"See ya, Mister," you say, tossing a lazy wave over your shoulder as you drift away into the gathering dark.
John stays where he is, sitting on the grass, smoke curling around him like a noose.
He watches you go.
Again.
And he tells himself itâs just pity.
Still just pity.
Itâs a week later.
Exactly a week.
John remembers, because you said it.
Because your voice â lazy and teasing and sweetly poisonous â stuck in his bloody head like a song he canât turn off.
"Probably for a week," youâd laughed.
And now it's been seven days.
He tells himself heâs just passing through.
That heâs not looking for you.
Heâs lying to himself. He knows it.
The night air smells like piss and diesel.
The streets are sticky with old rain and regret.
The city yawns open, ugly and hungry, swallowing girls like you whole.
Heâs late.
He knows it the second he spots you.
Youâre stumbling down a filthy back alley, shoes dangling from one hand, the other hand dragging along the brick wall for balance.
Youâre half-folded over, bent at the waist like youâre trying to walk on a sinking ship.
Your pretty dress is twisted.
Your hairâs a mess.
Your mascara â the little you bothered with tonight â is bleeding down your cheeks.
You giggle.
Itâs a wet, broken sound.
You take two more steps, your legs buckling.
Johnâs moving before he can even think.
You're about to hit the concrete when John lunges forward and catches you.
"Whoa there, love," he mutters, arms wrapping around your shaking frame.
You giggle again, breathless against his chest.
"Heyyy, Misterrrr," you slur, blinking up at him with those wide, beautiful, dead eyes. "You gonna fuck me nowww?"
John frowns, adjusting his grip on you.
Your body is practically boneless in his arms, and you reek of cheap booze and something sweeter underneath â
roses wilting in dirty water.
"You alright, pet?" he tries, voice low.
You donât answer.
Just hum some tuneless nonsense under your breath.
Your fingers tug weakly at the sleeve of his coat like a child needing comfort.
"Christ," he mutters, pulling you closer.
"Youâre a bloody mess."
You nod cheerfully like you heard him, but you're not really there, not really.
Your head lolls back and you grin up at him â wide, dumb, beautiful â before you suddenly double over andâ
you vomit all over him.
All over his coat, his shirt, his bloody boots.
John grimaces, steadying you as your whole body shudders.
"That's alright, love," he says quietly, patting your back while you cough and gasp and sag against him.
Still â something twists deep in his gut.
Doesnât even think about it.
Instead, he just tightens his grip and scoops you up â
like youâre something precious, something fragile, something heâs terrified might break if heâs not careful.
He takes you to his flat.
Itâs not much â
just a shitty little place that smells like old books, cigarettes, and alcohol.
But itâs clean.
Itâs safe.
He strips off his ruined coat, tosses it into the sink, and carries you to the couch.
Youâre half-passed out by the time he gets you there.
Youâre murmuring under your breath, little nonsense things, like a kid muttering in their sleep.
John finds a blanket.
Tugs it up around your chin.
Your face is flushed.
Your lips are parted.
You look so fucking young like this. So stupidly young and vulnerable.
He pulls a chair close to the couch and sinks into it heavily, lighting a cigarette with shaking hands.
He watches you.
He watches you all night.
He doesn't move.
Doesnât sleep.
Not really.
When he finally dozes off â just for a moment â the dream hits him hard.
Itâs you.
Of course itâs you.
Your body under his.
Your mouth gasping his name.
Your nails digging into his skin.
Hot and dirty and desperate.
His.
He jerks awake with a sick, guilty twist in his gut, heart hammering against his ribs.
Youâre still sleeping, innocent and oblivious, curled up like a child under the blanket he gave you.
John scrubs a hand down his face.
"Fucking hell," he mutters.
What the fuck is wrong with him?
You donât remember a damn thing when you finally stir hours later.
Youâre sitting cross-legged on the couch, wrapped up in the blanket like a cocoon, staring down at your hands.
When you see him, you blink.
Confused.
Flickering through memories that arenât quite there.
"I... um," you start, frowning. "Did I...?"
"You threw up on me," John says dryly, tossing a clean t-shirt over the back of the chair.
"And passed out. Real classy."
You flush â a soft, miserable red creeping up your neck.
"Sorry, mister," you mumble, cheeks burning. "Didnât mean to be a bother."
John ruffles your hair, chuckling dryly.
"Sânothinâ, love. Youâre alright."
You sip the coffee that he gave you, curling your bare legs under you, shrinking into yourself like a kicked dog.
John doesnât like that look on you.
Not one bit.
He makes you breakfast â
burnt toast and greasy eggs and orange juice that tastes like tar.
You eat like you havenât had a real meal in days.
He watches you across the table, smoking and pretending heâs not watching.
When youâre finished, you wipe your mouth on your sleeve and stand up awkwardly.
"I should... go," you say, pulling the blanket tighter around your shoulders.
"I'll drop you," John says quickly â too quickly.
You blink at him, surprised.
"Really, mister. It's fineâ"
"I insist," he says, already grabbing his keys.
He tells himself itâs just to make sure you get home safe.
He tells himself itâs not because he needs to know where you live.
Heâs lying again.
The walk to your place is quiet.
You lead him through crumbling back alleys and graffiti-smeared stairwells until you reach a battered old building that looks half-abandoned.
You pause at the front door, shifting from foot to foot.
"This is me," you say softly.
You smile â small and sad and shy.
"Thanks, mister," you add. "For... y'know. Not letting me die in a gutter."
John shrugs like itâs nothing.
Like it didnât cost him anything.
Like he didnât dream about you all fucking night.
You wave again â
that same lazy little wave â
and disappear inside.
John stands there for a long time after youâre gone.
Smoking.
Thinking.
Feeling things he doesnât want to name.
He canât stop thinking about you after that.
He tells himself heâs just worried.
Just making sure youâre alright.
But itâs not just that.
Itâs the way you looked curled up in his blanket.
Itâs the way you smiled at him like he was the only good thing in a world full of monsters.
Itâs the sound of your voice â broken, brutal, beautiful.
He starts going back to the places he might find you.
Starts listening for your laugh.
Starts noticing every girl with a cigarette and mascara-smudged eyes and thinking, There she is. Thatâs her.
But itâs never you.
And the empty ache in his chest just grows bigger and bigger.
It becomes a ritual after that.
Every night now, John comes to take you home.
Doesnât matter where you are, what you're doing.
He finds you.
In some shit-stained alley.
In the back of some filthy dive bar.
In the arms of strangers.
Sometimes he catches you mid-fuck â
bent over some broken table, some guy's hands bruising your hips, your eyes half-closed, mouth open but silent.
Sometimes youâre wiping your face with the back of your hand when he gets there.
Cum glistening on your cheeks, your lashes, your lips.
John doesn't say anything.
Doesn't yell.
Doesn't judge.
He just shrugs out of his coat, drapes it over your shoulders, and leads you away like heâs guiding a sleepwalker.
But it eats him alive.
Every time he sees another man's hands on you, another man's cum dripping down your chin â
something black and ugly and furious wakes up inside him.
He hates it.
He hates it more than heâs ever hated anything in his cursed, miserable life.
So he starts giving you money.
Not much, at first.
Crumpled bills tucked into your pocket with a gruff, embarrassed cough.
"Buy yourself a proper meal, yeah?" he mutters, looking anywhere but at you.
You smile â that soft, broken little smile â and take it without question.
You donât ask why.
You donât ask for more.
But John sees the change almost immediately.
You stop letting strange men touch you.
Stop letting them buy your drinks, pull you into dark corners.
You cling to John instead.
Follow him home like a stray cat.
Sleep curled up on his couch, wearing his t-shirts, stealing his cigarettes.
And he lets you.
He fucking lets you because somewhere along the way, he stopped being your savior.
And started being your jailer.
You just donât realize it yet.
You trust him.
God help you, you trust him because heâs the only man who hasnât tried to fuck you.
The only man who doesnât look at you like you're a thing to be used and thrown away.
John keeps telling himself that's all it is.
That he just wants to protect you.
That itâs not about the way your t-shirts ride up over your thighs when you stretch.
Not about the way your bra strap slips off your shoulder when you laugh.
Not about the way your lips wrap around the neck of a beer bottle absent-mindedly when you're not even thinking about it.
Itâs not about any of that.
Itâs not.
Until the night it is.
You're sitting on the couch, barefoot and cross-legged, wearing one of his shirts thatâs far too big on you.
Talking.
You were rambling about your past againâ
About shitty foster homes and shittier men.
About how you learned real young what men really wanted.
About how you stopped believing in fairytales because your prince charming turned out to be another monster with rough hands and a mean mouth.
You were laughing when you said it.
That pretty, broken laugh of yours.
Like it didnât hurt anymore.
Like you didnât care.
John should be listening.
He really should.
But heâs not.
Heâs staring.
At your lips, moving so soft and easy.
At your chest, rising and falling with every careless breath.
At the hint of skin peeking out when you shift, the worn fabric of his shirt clinging to the curve of your tits.
He feels his cock twitch in his jeans.
Hardening.
Throbbing.
And suddenly heâs not hearing a word you're saying anymore.
Just staring.
Just wanting.
You donât notice at first.
You're still talking â
some story about some bastard who left you bruised and bleeding and crying at a bus stop.
But then you glance at him.
Catch the way his eyes are dark and heavy and fixed on your mouth.
Catch the obvious, aching bulge in his jeans.
Your smile falters â
just for a second.
Just a flicker of something sad and brittle flashing across your face.
And then you smile again.
A dull, tired smile.
Like you're used to this.
Like you expected it all along.
Like it doesnât even hurt anymore.
You crawl across the couch to him.
Settle between his knees.
Fingers working open his belt like it's just another job, just another disappointment.
John grabs your wrists.
"Wait," he rasps, voice cracked and desperate.
You look up at him.
Not angry.
Not pleading.
Just resigned.
"âS'alright, mister," you murmur, that flat smile never leaving your lips. "Youâre different, yeah? Itâs fine."
He wants to tell you no.
Wants to shove you away and run and never see you again.
But he doesnât.
He lets you.
Lets you free him from his jeans, your small hands working his cock free, hard and throbbing and leaking pre-cum.
Lets you take him into your mouth â
warm and wet and willing.
Lets you suck him off slowly, lazily, like you're doing him a favor you don't even care about.
And it feels good.
God, it feels so fucking good.
Better than anything heâs had in years.
Better than magic.
Better than whiskey.
Better than the cigarettes burning a hole in his lungs.
He groans low and broken, one hand finding its way into your hair, guiding you with trembling fingers.
You don't protest.
You don't flinch.
You just take it.
Take him.
Until heâs spilling into your mouth with a raw, guttural gasp, the world going white around the edges.
Afterwards, you sit back on your heels, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand.
Still smiling that awful, empty smile.
John pulls his jeans back up with shaking hands.
Silence stretches thick and suffocating between you.
Finally he croaks out, "Do you... do you hate me now?"
You tilt your head at him, considering.
Shrug.
"Hateâs a strong word," you say lightly. "I'm just disappointed."
The words slice into him sharper than any blade.
But you donât seem to notice.
Or maybe you just donât care.
You stand up, stretch your arms over your head, and yawn like a cat.
"Itâs fine," you add, already wandering toward the kitchen.
"Not that it matters. You're the one paying me now, right? âS'all good."
And somehow, that hurt worse than anything.
Worse than if you had screamed at him.
Worse than if you had slapped him across the face.
He just sat there, jeans still undone, staring at you.
At the hollow place where your soul used to be.
At the pretty, broken thing he was slowly making his own.
After that night, something inside you changes.
Youâre not sweet anymore.
Youâre not soft.
You still smile â
God, you always smile â
but itâs dull now.
Lifeless.
Like a neon sign buzzing in a dead city.
You're full.
Full of disappointment, full of resignation, full of the ugly truth.
John's just another piece of trash.
No different from the rest.
Just another man who wanted something from you, no matter how pretty he dressed it up.
John tries to pretend itâs love.
Tries to kiss you like you're a fucking miracle.
Tries to touch you like you're made of something holy.
But you're not.
Youâre empty.
You're a vessel.
A cracked and leaking thing.
And heâs just another man filling you up with his filth.
Another Mister who wants something and takes it.
You don't hate him.
You don't love him either.
You just accept it.
Same as you always do.
Then it happens again.
And again.
You donât protest.
You donât pull away.
You let him touch you.
Let him rut against you.
Let him use you.
But you don't feel it.
Not really.
You don't kiss him with your mouth.
You kiss him with your absence.
You moan because you know he likes it.
You arch your back because that's what they want.
You scratch your nails down his spine because someone taught you that men like to feel owned, just a little.
But your eyes are always distant.
Wandering.
Dead.
John notices.
He notices everything.
How you never meet his eyes anymore.
How your smile never reaches your cheeks.
How you don't fall asleep curled against him like you used to.
You just lie there â
cold, silent, naked â
like a broken doll someone forgot to put away.
Sometimes, when heâs fucking you, he talks to you.
Whispers your name into your neck.
Tells you how good you feel, how beautiful you are, how much he needs you.
You donât answer.
You just whimper prettily when you think youâre supposed to.
It drives him insane.
Because youâre there â
but youâre not.
He can touch you, own you, fill you â
but he canât reach you.
Youâre a locked room he lost the key to.
Youâre a dead girl smiling.
One night, heâs rougher than usual.
Not violent.
Just desperate.
Hands grabbing too tight.
Mouth bruising your skin.
Fucking you deep and hard, like he's trying to break through whatever walls youâve built between you.
You let him.
You always let him.
Afterward, he collapses beside you, panting, sticky with sweat and shame.
You roll away from him, staring at the cracked ceiling.
Silent.
Smiling.
He touches your hair, brushes it back from your face.
"Youâre not... you're not mad, are you, love?" he asks, voice raw.
You blink slowly, still smiling that awful, empty smile.
"Nah," you murmur. "Youâre just Mister, right?"
You say it so sweetly.
So gently.
And it cuts deeper than any knife ever could.
John doesnât know what to say.
Doesnât know how to fix this.
Doesnât know if he can.
So he just lies there, listening to you breathe, feeling the space between you turn colder and colder.
Like a grave filling up with dirt.
After that, it gets worse.
The sex is mechanical now.
A transaction.
A ritual.
He gives you money.
You give him your body.
He holds you like a lover.
You let him.
He kisses you like you're precious.
You let him.
He tells you he needs you.
You let him.
But in your eyes â
God, in your eyes â
he sees it.
The truth.
Heâs no different.
Heâs nothing special.
Heâs just another man who fucked you when you were too broken to fight back.
Just another name on the list youâll forget one day when you're drunk enough, dead enough, free enough.
And the worst part?
You donât even blame him.
You just accept it.
Because thatâs all youâve ever known.
And John...
he hates himself more every day.
But he still keeps coming back.
Keeps reaching for you like a man dying of thirst reaching for a poisoned cup.
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ââ PAIRING : Kyle Rayner x Fem Reader
ââ HEADCANON : How Would He Be When He's Obsessed?
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It starts slow. It always does.
You met Kyle before he became Green Lantern. Back when he was just Kyle Rayner, the artist scraping by, unsure of his place in the world, but always smiling anyway. You were someone who made him feel seenâreally seen. Maybe you asked about his art. Maybe you told him you liked how he saw the world. That one line? It stuck with him like blood on canvas:
"You see beauty in everything, Kyle. I wonder what you'd see in me."
And oh, Godâhe did.
That night he went home and sketched you in twenty different poses. Laughing. Sleeping. Looking away. Crying. He didnât even know why. He couldnât help himself. You were in his hands, in his pencil, in his head. And once Kyle lets someone into his heart? He doesnât know how to let go.
Once he's in loveâhe builds his obsession.
Kyle doesnât fall in love like most people. He creates it. He turns it into mythology.
You became his muse. Every piece of art he made had hints of you. Every woman he drew had your mouth, your lashes, your laugh. Even when he tried to stopâhe couldnât. It was like a compulsion.
You noticed, didnât you?
How he looked at you too long.
How his voice got soft when he said your name.
How every Green Lantern construct he made when you were nearby had something oddly familiarâlike a flower from your favorite book. Or a sweater you wore once in winter. Things you never told him you liked, but he remembered.
Kyle is a visual learner. An emotional sponge. The second he started loving you, he memorized everything.
The ring didnât help. It made it worse.
Once he became Green Lantern, the power gave form to his obsession. Kyleâs ring isnât just a weaponâitâs imagination turned real. And Kyle Rayner? Heâs an artist. A dreamer. He doesnât use the ring like others do.
He sketches you in his mind constantly. The ring picks up on it. When heâs hurt, constructs of you show up. When heâs dying, he sees your face in the stars.
He starts dreaming of a future with you.
He makes entire constructs of a life he wantsâyou, him, a house full of light and laughter, your drawings on the fridge. He tells himself itâs just comfort. But itâs more than that. It's yearning.
And when youâre gone for too long? He checks in. Texts. Calls. Hovers. He doesnât mean to be creepy, heâs just terrified of losing you. The people he loves always die or leave. He starts thinking if he just keeps you close, if he just knows where you areâŠ
Then maybe you wonât disappear.
Kyleâs obsession isnât violentâbut itâs unhealthy. And it spirals.
Heâll never hurt you. He loves you too much.
But heâll lie.
Heâll say heâs âin the sectorâ when really he flew across galaxies just to make sure you got home safe.
Heâll ârun into youâ at coffee shops he knows you go to.
He'll drop off little gifts anonymouslyâbooks he knows you wanted, little things with a sticky note: "Thought youâd like this."
He draws your face in his sketchbook every day.
He starts hiding how bad it isâhow many hours he spends watching old videos, listening to voicemails, rereading texts. The other Lanterns start to notice. Hal says something once, and Kyle snaps.
"You donât get it. Sheâs the only thing keeping me sane."
You become his anchor. His reason. His goddamn everything.
You shouldâve known something was off the moment he started showing up everywhere.
Kyle used to be subtle. A smile from across the room. A knowing glance when your favorite song played. He was careful, deliberate, romantic.
But obsessionâit doesnât stay still. It grows. It learns to disguise itself as devotion.
And you? You were too kind. Too warm. You always smiled when he called, always answered when he asked âCan I come over?â You didnât see the signs.
Not at first.
But the walls were closing in.
He knew your schedule better than you did. Knew which coffee shop you stopped at before work, which bookstore made you feel safe. Knew when you wore lipstick and when you didnât. Knew when you were tired by your silence alone.
One night, you caught him watching you.
He was in the sky, a small green glint through the window. Like a star that refused to leave.
You went outside. Looked up. He was gone.
The next day, he brought you flowers.
âI had a dream about you,â he said with that soft smile, eyes too bright, too desperate. âYou were crying. I had to see if you were okay.â
You laughed it off.
He didnât.
Inside Kyleâs mind, everything was breaking.
Your voice wasnât coming fast enough anymore. Your texts were shorter. Your smiles didnât reach your eyes. And it hurt. Because he thought he was being good. He thought he was protecting you.
His sketchbook turned darker. You, drawn in the rain. You, asleep in a glass room. You, with someone else.
He ripped that one out. Burned it. Refused to draw anything else for a week.
He stopped sleeping. Stopped patrolling. Stopped eating.
All his willpower went to one thing: you.
Then you confronted him.
You werenât angry. You were gentle.
âKyle⊠are you okay?â
And that was the problem. You asked like you cared. Like you still saw the boy behind the mask.
He broke down.
Told you everything. That heâd been watching. That he couldnât stop. That he didnât want to stop. That you were his muse, his heart, his light in a galaxy full of death.
âI donât know how to live without you,â he whispered, voice shaking. âI donât want to.â
Your breath hitched.
He was still Kyle. Still that boy with too much heart and not enough control. You wanted to hate him. You wanted to run. But there was something tragic in his eyes. Something that made you feel like you were the only thing keeping him sane.
So you told him you needed space.
He nodded. Smiled. Said he understood.
He lied.
Now heâs watching again. But heâs learned.
He doesnât hover anymore. He doesnât call.
But heâs there.
He saves your city before it makes the news. Leaves green roses on your windowsill once a month. Makes sure no man gets too close. They never know why they leave with a weird feeling in their gut. Or why their car doesnât start.
He never lets you see him now.
But you feel him.
In the shadows. In the air. In the way your dreams always end with green light.
You moved cities.
He followed.
You started dating.
He smiled.
You got engaged.
He died inside.
But he never lets go. Not fully.
Not Kyle.
Heâll always be yours. Even if you forget him.
Even if you marry someone else.
Even if you grow old.
Heâll still draw you every night.
Still whisper, âI love you,â to the stars.
And maybe one day, when youâre alone and tired and the world forgets youâ
Youâll look up at the skyâŠ
And see him there.
Watching.
Loving.
Waiting.
Years passed.
The world kept spinning. The stars didnât stop for broken hearts. And you⊠you moved on. Or at least, you tried to.
You built a quiet life. One without space gods or green light or tragic poetry in the sky. You worked. You laughed again. You even fell in love. Real, warm, normal love.
But some part of you never healed.
Because some nightsâespecially the quiet onesâyou still felt him.
Not in a way that scared you. Not anymore. It wasnât obsession now. It was something gentler. Softer. Sadder.
Like a phantom limb.
Like a presence the your mind refused to let go.
He never came back. Not really.
You hadnât seen Kyle in years. Not since that night. The one where you asked for space and he pretended to give it.
You never saw the sketchbook he buried in a lantern-made coffin deep beneath an uncharted moon.
You never knew that he watched your wedding from orbit, wrapped in shadow, whispering blessings he never believed he deserved to say aloud.
You never saw the way he shook when he erased your face from his ringâs construct memoryâhands trembling like an addict saying goodbye to their last hit of joy.
You never heard the way he cried when you gave birth to your first child. The way he whispered,
He never touched you again. Never wrote. Never called.
But Kyle loved you until the end of the galaxy.
Then one day, a letter came.
No return address. No handwriting you recognized. Just a small green envelope and the smell of stars.
Inside was a sketch.
You. Sitting by a window. Older, wiser, tiredâbut still beautiful. There was a second figure, drawn beside you.
Him. Gray streaks in his hair. Laugh lines. Peace in his eyes. Not real, not now. Just⊠how he imagined it couldâve been.
The back read only one thing, in that soft, broken script:
"If love was art, you were my masterpiece.
Thank you for letting me draw you."
You pressed the paper to your chest. And for the first time in years, you cried for him. Not because he scared you. Not because he followed you.
But because you finally understood.
He didnât want to haunt you.
He just didnât know how to stop loving you.
The news came weeks later.
Kyle Rayner: missing. Presumed dead. Last transmission from a dying star in Sector 2814. No remains. No trace. Just green light⊠and silence.
The League held a memorial. You didnât go.
Instead, you sat by that windowâjust like in the sketchâand whispered into the night:
"I missed you too."
Somewhere far away, on a forgotten moon, lies a tiny lantern coffin.
ââ PAIRING : Genderbend au â Stephen Brown x Fem Reader
ââ HEADCANON : How Would He Be When He's Obsessed?
ââ NOTES : This is written accurate to Stephanie orginal story so obviously we have teen parents. English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
It starts as curiosity.
Stephen noticed you before you even knew his name.
You werenât flashy. You werenât like the Batboys or the rogues or the capes. You were⊠there. Steady. Smart. Brave in a quiet way. You didnât try to be noticed â which made you impossible to ignore.
And Stephen? Stephen was dying to be seen.
Your name crossed his lips like a secret he was trying not to spill. At first, it was just that â a name. A passing interest. You were friends of friends. Maybe classmates. Maybe someone he saved once. But you smiled at him like you meant it. Like he mattered. And when your eyes held his for too long, he felt it in his bones.
He started finding reasons to be around you. At first, normal ones â study groups, missions, late-night rooftop patrols. Then stranger ones. Coincidences that didnât feel like coincidences.
You laughed at his jokes. You called him smart. You touched his arm when he was bleeding and didnât flinch away from the mess of him.
You looked at him like he was good.
No one ever looked at Stephen like that.
Then it turns into need.
Stephen knows he's not like the others. Not perfect like Dick, not a detective like Tim, not royal like Jason. He's a patchwork of flaws stitched together with grit and desperation. Heâs the Spoiler, remember? The mistake. The unplanned variable.
But you? You make him feel like heâs enough.
And that... is dangerous.
He starts checking your location under the excuse of âprotection.â He keeps track of your schedule better than you do. If anyone flirts with you â even jokes â he doesnât laugh. His smile gets tight. His fists clench in his hoodie. He goes quiet in a way that makes the air hum.
No one touches his girl. Not even in their imagination.
If you date someone? God help them.
He wonât kill them. Not directly.
But heâll ruin them. Secrets spilled, crimes exposed, social ruin. Heâs the son of a villain, remember? He knows how to dismantle people without a drop of blood.
Youâre single again before you realize why.
He becomes the only one who understands you.
Stephen listens better than anyone youâve ever met. He remembers the small things â your favorite chips, the exact way you like your hoodie sleeves pushed up, the music you play when youâre anxious. He weaponizes kindness like a knife to the throat.
He shows up when youâre sad. When youâre sick. When you donât even know you need someone.
He is someone.
You cry once in front of him â a soft, painful moment â and he cradles it like itâs holy. His hands tremble when he touches you, like heâs holding the only thing that ever mattered.
And he whispers, âIâve got you. Iâll always have your back.â
Because Stephen doesnât believe in temporary love. Heâs all in, or heâs nothing.
And for you? Heâs so far in heâs drowning.
You belong to him.
Stephen doesnât think itâs creepy. He calls it love. Real love. The kind that makes you bleed. The kind no one else could possibly give you.
He follows you on patrol sometimes, just to make sure youâre okay. You donât always know itâs him. Sometimes you do.
He gets jealous of people you trust. Even the Batboys. Even the ones who donât care like he does. He never tells you, not really, but you feel it. In the way he watches you. The way he smiles too hard.
He starts calling you his. Not out loud, not yet. But in his head, in his journal, in the carved initials inside his glove. He thinks about your last name next to his. He thinks about your body wrapped in his hoodie. He thinks about hurting anyone who thinks they can take you.
He doesnât want to hurt you. But if you ever tried to leave⊠heâs not sure he could handle it.
Heâd beg. Cry. Break.
Or maybe laugh and lock the door.
He doesnât know.
Youâre the only thing keeping him together.
He already belongs to you.
It wasnât supposed to happen like this.
The night it happened wasnât special. Just a blur of tension and comfort. An argument, maybe â one of those fights where he got quiet and you got cruel, and neither of you meant it but both of you bled for it.
Then the silence after. The shaky truce. The hands reaching out in the dark.
You whispered âstay,â and he did. But he never left after that. Not really.
He was obsessed before. But the second that test turned positive, his obsession become worse.
The first thing he feels is fear. Then something worse: joy.
Stephen never planned to be a father. Not because he didnât want to â but because he never thought heâd live long enough. Heâs his fatherâs son. The disaster. The mistake. The walking reminder that everything goes wrong eventually.
But you?
Youâre pure. Good. Better than him.
And youâre carrying his child.
That means heâs anchored now. Tied to you. Not just by obsession, or devotion, or love â but by blood. Youâre the mother of his child. Youâre everything.
It changes him.
It breaks him.
It fixes him.
He becomes soft when youâre scared. He cradles your stomach before it even shows. He starts researching vitamins and baby monitors and how to build a crib with his bare hands. (Fails miserably. Tries again.)
He steals the best for you. Gothamâs got resources â he just has to take them. Youâre too good for secondhand. You deserve a palace. You deserve the world.
And heâs going to give it to you.
The Batfamily finds out. They have Opinions.
Dick tries to talk him down like a big brother, but Stephen's not listening. He's always been the outsider, and now they're trying to act like they care?
No.
Stephen has you.
Thatâs all he needs.
He isolates fast. Doesnât trust anyone near you. Even friends start to feel like enemies. He hates the way people look at you. As if you're fragile. As if they're waiting for you to fail.
Stephen won't let you fail. Not his girl. Not his baby.
If he has to kill, heâll kill.
If he has to die, so be it.
Heâs going to keep you both safe. Forever.
You get scared sometimes. He can see it.
The way his eyes linger on your belly. The way his grip tightens when someone brushes past you. The way he stays up all night pacing, muttering, carving your name into his gloves.
You love him.
You do.
But this version of him â raw, wide-eyed, unhinged â itâs like kissing fire. Sometimes beautiful. Sometimes it burns.
You try to talk to him.
He listens.
But it doesnât change the way he keeps a knife under the crib.
Or the way he says âyouâre mineâ when you fall asleep.
Or the way he looks at you like youâre not just his girlfriend â but his salvation.
Then the baby comes.
He cries before you do.
You scream and break and bleed and fight. And he never leaves your side. Not once.
The second he sees his child â your daughter â everything in him goes still.
He holds her like something holy. Something dangerous. Something that could shatter if he breathes too hard.
And when he looks at you, exhausted, sweat-soaked, still crying â he realizes:
Youâre not just his love.
Youâre his family.
And thereâs nothing on Earth or Hell thatâs going to take you away.
He gets worse after that.
He drop out of school.
Protective doesnât begin to cover it.
He screens your calls. Walks you everywhere. Homeschools you if he has to. He carries weapons with him everywhere.
You fight.
A lot.
But every time you scream at him to let go, to trust you â he says the same thing:
âI canât lose you.â
You think heâs talking about your safety. But really?
Heâs talking about his sanity.
It starts small.
A slammed door.
A broken plate.
Your voice raised a little too loud â his silence stretched a little too long.
The babyâs fine. The baby's always fine. But you? Youâre tired. And heâs⊠not the boy you loved. Not completely.
He's not Robin anymore. He's not anything, really. Just a scared, obsessive teen dad with a bruised heart and a hero complex.
You try. You swear you try. You tell him what you need â space, air, peace. He nods, he swears he understands, and for a day, maybe two, he does better.
Then he spirals again.
Stephen doesnât know who he is without you.
He never had a foundation. His father was a joke. His childhood was a mess. He wanted to be good so bad it made him bleed for it. Being Robin was the closest he ever got to feeling worthy. And then that was ripped away too.
But you â you chose him.
Even when he was pathetic. Even when he was broken.
You let him crawl into your life with shaking hands and kissed his ugly parts and told him he mattered.
And now you're pulling away?
He canât survive that.
He begs you one night. Actually begs.
You pack a bag. Just a small one. Just a break, you say. Just a few days at your momâs. Youâre not leaving, not forever, you just need some time to breathe.
He drops to his knees.
You think heâs joking, until he grabs your waist and buries his face into your stomach, sobbing so hard it feels like something inside him is breaking.
âPlease, baby. Please. Iâll be better. I swear Iâllâ Iâll be nothing if you go. I canât be without you. Iâll kill myself. I swear I will.â
You freeze.
You want to be strong.
But then he looks up at you with those soaked lashes and that red, pathetic face and he means it. Every awful, manipulative, honest word.
You drop the bag.
You hold him.
You hate yourself for it.
He tries to be better. He does.
He cooks dinner. (Burns it, every time.)
He lets you go out for air. (Texts you every ten minutes.)
He goes to therapy. Once. Hates the guy. Never returns.
Youâre raising two kids now â your baby, and the boy who gave you that baby.
And sometimes? You look at him and remember the boy who made you laugh in gym class. The boy who stitched up your wounds. The boy who kissed you like you were his first prayer.
But mostly?
You see someone drowning.
And dragging you down with him.
He writes you letters. Pathetic, messy letters.
Stuffed under your pillow.
Taped to your mirror.
Tucked in the diaper bag.
âIf you stop loving me, Iâll understand. Just don't leave me.â
âYou made me real. I love you.â
âI want to be better. I just donât know how.â
âIf you leave, take my heart with you. Itâs always been yours anyway.â
One day, you find one he never meant you to read. Itâs written in pen. Sloppier than usual.
âShe doesnât love me anymore. I think she pities me. I canât blame her. Iâm not even a good dad. She deserves a partner. Iâm just a weight. A body. A burden.â
âI donât want to scare her. I just⊠I just want her to see me again.â
You fold it up. You hide it. And for the rest of the day, you cry every time he looks at you like youâre his sun.
Because you are.
And heâs still the same sad, scared boy who thinks he doesn't deserve the light.
Itâs not even about the guy.
Not really.
Heâs just⊠there.
A friend. A shoulder. Someone who doesnât cry every time the baby screams or beg you to stay every time you step outside.
Heâs calm. Normal. He helps carry your groceries. He holds the baby right. He asks how youâre doing instead of treating you like his oxygen tank.
You didnât plan it. You didnât even kiss him.
But you wanted to.
And somehow, that feels worse.
Stephen knows. Of course he does.
He notices everything when it comes to you.
The way your phone lights up and you smile without realizing.
The way you laugh too easy around that guy.
The way you stop flinching when heâs the one who touches you.
Stephen doesnât say anything at first. Just watches. Waits.
Rots.
He starts talking less. Sleeping less. Watching you more.
You think heâs over it. Or maybe you think he didnât notice.
But then one night, after you come home late and lie straight to his face, he doesnât cry.
He doesnât scream.
He just stares.
âYou donât love me anymore,â he says, voice low, calm, shaking. âSay it. Say it so I can die already.â
You try to lie. But youâre not good at it.
âI do love you.â
âNo. No, you love the me you thought I was. The boy you made up. The one you fixed in your head.â
âI never said thatââ
âYou cheated, didnât you?â
Your mouth opens. Nothing comes out.
His lip curls, like it hurts to breathe. âDid you fuck him?â
âNo!â you snap, too fast, too defensive, too guilty.
Silence.
He covers his mouth with his hand. Shaking. Laughing. Crying.
Then he sinks to the floor like someone shot him in the spine. Fetal position. Rocking back and forth like a madman. Whispering, âIâm sorry. Iâm sorry. I shouldâve been better. You were mine. You were all I had. Sorry. Sorry.â
He doesnât talk for two days.
You still live together â teen parents in a crappy apartment with a crib that squeaks and bills you canât pay. But he moves like a ghost.
Takes care of the baby. Doesnât speak.
Doesnât touch you. Doesnât even look.
You find him one night curled up on the bathroom floor with his old Robin gear spread out like a shrine.
Heâs got a knife in one hand. The other oneâs bleeding.
He doesnât cut. He just holds it. Thinking.
âWould you cry if I died?â he asks. Voice empty. Eyes glassy.
You scream. You yank the knife away.
You hold him.
You hate him.
You love him.
You donât even know anymore.
You almost leave again. Almost.
You pack the babyâs bag. Yours too.
Stephen watches from the bedroom door.
He doesnât beg this time.
Just says, soft and destroyed: âYou donât have to stay. But if you go, donât come back. You're not invited to my funeral.â
Your hand hovers over the doorknob.
You stare at your reflection in the window. Tired eyes. Sleepless nights. The boy who ruined his life for you. The baby you both made.
You sit down.
You stay.
Later that night, he holds you like he did before the world fell apart.
Whispers, âI still love you... You know that, right?â
ââ CHARACTERS : Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne, Terry McGinnis, Male Barbara Gordon, Male Cassandra Cain, Male Stephanie Brown.
ââ NOTES : Kinda spicy. English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
â BRUCE WAYNE â
You present it in a little velvet box. All black leather. Expensive. Sleek.
âItâd look so good on you, baby.â
He raises a brow like youâve lost your mind.
âYou expect me to wear that?â
âI expect you to kneel too.â
He glares. Refuses. Walks away.
But next night you find him in the dark, shirtless, wearing it. Doesnât say a word.
He wonât bark or crawl. But heâll let you hold the leash while he eats you out on his knees.
âIâm still in control,â he growls.
âKeep telling yourself that, pup.â
â DICK GRAYSON â
You donât even have to explain. You show him the collar and leash combo and heâs already wagging his metaphorical tail.
âOh my god, is this for me? You want me to be your puppy???â
âDown, boy.â
He wears it proudly. In the apartment. On video calls. At brunch. Heâs your golden retriever boyfriend and heâs LIVING for it.
âCan I get a tag with your name on it? Maybe like a bell?? Ooh! A harness???â
He lets you walk him on all fours, panting, tongue out. When he misbehaves, you tug the leash and he whines.
He even sends you selfies in it, after jerking off, with cum on his chest. Caption:
âBad boy waiting for your punishment.â
â JASON TODD â
You toss the collar on the bed like a challenge.
âPut it on.â
âYou think Iâm a dog, princess?â
âI think you bark a lot.â
He fights it. Glares. Snarls.
But five minutes later heâs shirtless. Leather collar snug around his throat. Chain leash in your hand.
âYou gonna make me sit too?â
âNo. Iâm gonna make you beg.â
He growls when you tug him. Tries to act feral. But the flushed ears? The panting? The trembling thighs? Youâve turned the Red Hood into your whimpering pit bull.
â DAMIAN WAYNE â
You present it like a gift. He looks offended.
âI am not some mutt to be paraded.â
He resists. Until one night, in private, he kneels at your feet and presents his neck.
The collar clicks. The leash dangles. His breath is shaky.
âThis is⊠humiliating.â
âAnd yet your cock is hard.â
You walk him around the room like royalty leading her chained beast. He never breaks eye contact. You slap his thighâhe growls. You make him crawlâhe obeys.
And afterward? He stays in the collar. Lays his head in your lap like a cat.
âI belong to you. Donât ever remove it.â
â TERRY MCGINNIS â
You pull out the collar, sleek black with red accents to match his suit, and flash him a grin.
âYou wanna be my pup tonight?â
â...I mean⊠only if you call me âgood boy.ââ
Terry is SO down bad for you itâs ridiculous. One little pout and heâs on his knees with the leash between his teeth, wagging his ass.
You tug the leash and he yelps. You make him crawl to you and bark? He does it. And he looks hot as hell doing it.
âIs this degrading or kinda hot?â
âItâs both, baby.â
He loves the attention, the control, the way you stroke his hair and say,
âSuch a pretty little pet.â
He will wear it under his Batsuit. Just a little secret between you two.
â BARRY GORDON â
You show him the collar and he snorts.
âOh? You finally decided to leash your man, huh?â
âIâve always owned you, Barry. This is just proof.â
He acts like itâs a joke. Makes snarky comments the whole time.
âOoooh nooo Iâm your pretty little pet now, what ever shall I do?â
But when you buckle it around his neck and yank the leash? His eyes flutter shut.
And when you murmur,
âMine,â
he goes silent.
It breaks something in himâin the best way.
After? You find him wearing it while working at his computer, casually.
âDonât mind me. Just a man in love.â
â CASSIAN CAIN â
You donât even ask. You just hold the collar out. Cassian looks at it⊠then slowly gets on his knees and bows his head forward.
No words.
You buckle it around his throat and hook your finger in the ring. He follows you without resistance. Crawls behind you silently. His body lean, powerfulâbut tamed.
You speak gently:
âMy good boyâŠâ
His breath catches. His fingers twitch. He nuzzles into your thigh like a trained dog.
Cassian doesnât speak during it. He just moans. Whines. Purrs.
And afterward, he sleeps at your feet like a contented panther.
â STEPHEN BROWN â
You show him the collar and leash and this man practically jumps into your arms.
âOH MY GOD is this real? Do I get to be your pet??? Please tell me you bought the matching ears too???â
Heâs running around shirtless with the collar jingling like a bell.
âBark bark! Ruff! Ruff! Iâm such a good boy, arenât I??â
âStephen, sit.â
immediately drops to his knees wagging his ass.
He is the definition of âenthusiastic consent.â You walk him around the house. You make him beg. He even licks your hand.
âYou gonna feed me treats next? Or am I the treat?â
The leash is practically glued to him. He even wears it during movie night and cuddles in your lap like your oversized lapdog.
ââ HEADCANON : Cute Things That They Do When They're In Love.
ââ CHARACTERS : Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne, Male Cassandra Cain, Male Stephanie Brown.
ââ NOTES : English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
â BRUCE WAYNE â
He gets up earlier just to make you coffee âand not just any coffee, the perfect one: oat milk, a swirl of honey, exactly 173 degrees. Heâll place it on your nightstand with a silent kiss to your forehead before disappearing into Bat-mode. You pretend you donât noticeâbut you totally do.
Leaves post-it notes when he goes on patrol. Theyâre hilariously robotic: âBreakfast in fridge. Donât forget vitamins. Love you. â B.â But he draws a little bat in the corner every time, and you keep every one of them.
He reads bedtime stories to you when you canât sleep âbut itâs always classic literature. Pride and Prejudice. The Great Gatsby. Heâll be half-asleep himself, voice rough and low. One night he mumbles, âMr. Darcy is weak. I wouldâve burned down London for you.â You never let him forget it.
Sleeps with his head on your chest. The man carries Gotham on his back but curls up like a cat when he finally sleeps. His favorite thing? Your heartbeat. He wonât say it out loud, but thatâs how he knows heâs home.
He keeps a framed candid photo of you on his Batcomputer. Itâs you, mid-laugh, covered in flour, from when you tried to bake together. Tim caught it. Bruce keeps it where no villain will ever find itâbut he looks at it before every mission. Every single one.
â DICK GRAYSON â
He gives you piggyback rides literally everywhere. Down the street? Piggyback. Grocery store? Youâre climbing on. You joke that his back must be destroyedâhe grins and says, âBaby, I do flips off rooftops. You weigh like, three clouds.â
Kisses your cheeks 37 times a day. Minimum. Your temple. Your jaw. Your nose. Bonus kisses if youâre mad at him. Heâll follow you around the apartment like a puppy, peppering kisses like, âStill mad? What about now? Now?? NOW???â
He talks in his sleep and itâs always about you. Once he said, âNo, she canât marry Chris Evans, Iâm hotter,â and you laughed so hard you woke him up. He whined, âWaitâwhat did I say?â You just kissed his dumb forehead.
He braids your hair. Like, really well. Like itâs a thing. âComes with the package,â he claims. Heâll sit behind you on the couch, legs on either side, humming some 80s song while twisting your hair like heâs done it forever.
He fake cries to get cuddles. Full pout, big eyes, âBaaaby⊠you donât love me anymoreâŠâ until you sigh and pull him into your lap. He melts. Absolute cuddle slut.
â JASON TODD â
He lets you paint his nails. He acts all annoyed, muttering about toxic masculinity, but then he flex and be like, âDamn, I look good.â Also lets you do matching colors.
He makes you playlists with names like âIf You Ever Leave Me Iâll Die (jk... unless?)â. Itâs full of angsty rock and a few disgustingly romantic acoustic songs you know heâd never admit to liking. You tease him. He shrugs. âIâm a man of culture.â
Carries your lip balm in his jacket. He grumbles about it every time: âYou have, like, five of these.â But he pulls it out before you even ask, like some sort puppy.
Always comes home with something for you. A book you mentioned once. A weird snack from a gas station. A kitten once. âHe was gonna get hit by a car, what was I supposed to do?!â
He gets super possessive when you're sick. No one else is allowed to help. He makes soup (burnt), tucks you in (aggressively), and yells at your fever. âSheâs not answering your texts because sheâs DYING. BACK OFF.â
â DAMIAN WAYNE â
He draws you in his sketchbook all the time. But never shows you. Heâll be all tsundere about itââItâs not for display,ââyet the moment you catch a glimpse and say, âIs that me?â, heâs like, âTt. Obviously.â (Itâs always you.)
He feeds the stray animals because you like them. Now Gotham has a growing population of cats, crows, and one raccoon named after you that follows Damian home. âShe understands command. Clearly superior.â
He makes you lunch bento boxes. Theyâre perfectly arranged. Like, Michelin star level. Sometimes they have little food animals. You once teased him about it and he straight-faced replied, âAesthetics are important.â But his ears were so red.
He picks flowers for you during patrol. Likeâheâll come home at 4AM covered in blood with a perfectly intact wildflower in his hand. âIt reminded me of you,â he mutters. âResilient. Pretty. Sharp if touched incorrectly.â
When heâs injured, he goes to you. Even when Alfred or medical professionals are RIGHT THERE. You could have no medical knowledge and heâll still stumble in, covered in blood, saying, âIâm fine. Just⊠hold me for a moment.â
â CASSIAN CAIN â
He only speaks to you. One or two words max. But when he does? It's so soft. Youâll be talking and suddenly hear a tiny: âPretty.â Or âSad?â Or âStay.â Heâll tug your sleeve and rest his head on your shoulder and thatâs it. Youâve melted.
He copies everything you do. You tilt your head? He does too. You braid your hair? He stares until you let him try. He mimics you like a curious baby bird, trying to understand the world through your eyes. He loves your laugh and repeats the sound softly under his breath when heâs alone.
He believes everything you say. You once told him ducks are just water chickens and now he will fight Bruce over that fact. âChicken,â he says seriously, pointing at a duck on patrol. âNo, Cassââ Too late. Heâs already gone.
When you cry, he cries. He doesnât understand why it happensâhe just feels it. Even if itâs a sad commercial. Suddenly he's sitting next to you, eyes full of tears, holding your hand. âWhy?â he asks softly. And it makes you cry harder.
Youâre his safe place. You talk, he listens. You sit, he follows. You nap, he curls up at your feet like a puppy. Sometimes he tugs your hoodie sleeve and signs, Home? And he doesnât mean a building.
â STEPHEN BROWN â
He falls in love with you hard. Like day one. He makes it everyoneâs problem. âI think I met my wife,â he says to Barry (M!Barbara). He's like, âYouâve known her for five minutes dude.â Stephen shrugs. âYeah. Iâd die for her.â
He wants to match with you in EVERYTHING. Pajamas. Costumes. Hoodies. He even altered his vigilante suit to match your favorite color. Tim saw and just walked away like he couldnât handle the secondhand embarrassment.
He builds you blanket forts. Complete with snacks, fairy lights, and a âno sadness allowedâ sign. He calls it âThe Anti-Depression Fortress.â You both stay up giggling like kids.
He cries when you do nice things. You brought him lunch once and he got misty-eyed. âNo one ever packs me food,â he said, voice cracking. You put a sticky note on his sandwich and he framed it. It said, âEat your damn veggies.â
He accidentally proposes once a week. Youâll say âthis soup is amazing,â and heâll go, âMarry me.â Youâll trip and land in his arms? âThatâs a sign. Marriage time.â Heâs serious every time. Youâve started keeping a tally.
ââ HEADCANON : The Most Basic Question. Tits, Ass Or Thighs?
ââ CHARACTERS : Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne, Terry McGinnis, Male Barbara Gordon, Male Cassandra Cain, Male Stephanie Brown.
ââ NOTES : There are some +18 parts. English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
â BRUCE WAYNE â
Tits. 100%. Classy.
You catch his eyes dipping to your chest mid-conversation. Doesnât matter what youâre wearingâa tight dress, his button-down shirt, or even just a tank top and pajama pantsâheâs looking. Bruce is an ass man in public, a thigh man in theory, but when it comes down to it? He worships your tits in private like theyâre sculpted by gods.
He's the type to wrap a diamond necklace around your neck, only to trail it slowly down between your breasts, eyes hooded, voice gravelly:
âYou have no idea how hard it is to focus when you look like this.â
Loves sucking on them when heâs stressed. Burying his face in your chest when he gets home late. One hand palming your breast while the other types on the Batcomputer like nothing's wrong. Heâs obsessed in that quiet and unrelenting way. The way a storm looms on the horizon. Cold fingers sliding under your bra while youâre trying to talk about something innocent.
And when heâs really in the mood? Heâll sit you in his lap, kiss down your chest like itâs the last thing heâll ever taste, and say with that low rasp:
âThese are mine. You know that, right?â
â DICK GRAYSON â
Ass. Without shame.
Dick is an ass man to his core. Itâs not even a debate. Heâs the type to openly admire it in the mirror while youâre getting dressed. The kind who walks by and gives you a casual, playful slap thatâs way too possessive to be innocent.
His hands naturally find your hips, always pulling you closer until your buttâs flush against him. Heâs the type to lay on the couch with you on top of him, hands running down your sides just to grip your ass like it's his anchor.
âGod, babe⊠youâre killing me. You seriously expect me to behave when youâre walking around looking like that?â
When you bend overâeven slightlyâitâs over for him. He gets feral. Heâll pause mid-sentence just to gawk. Like a golden retriever seeing food.
Dickâs favorite position? Anything where he can grip, spread, and praise that ass like itâs the eighth wonder of the world. Heâll smack it, groan like a sinner in church, and whisper against your skin:
âYouâve got the best ass in Gotham, baby. Donât even argue.â
â JASON TODD â
Thighs. The Sinnerâs Choice.
Jason is a thigh man and you know he is. Itâs the way his gaze lingers when youâre sitting with your legs crossed. The way he kisses your inner thighs for way too long before doing anything else. The way he grips them like a man starved.
Big hands squeezing your thighs while you're straddling him? Thatâs his therapy. Thatâs his church.
He especially loves when you wear thigh-highs or those tiny shorts you think he didnât notice. Youâll catch him staring, jaw clenched, knuckles white, and five minutes later heâs on his knees, spreading your legs, murmuring,
âYou really gonna tease me like that, baby? After everything Iâve done for you?â
Jason doesnât even try to hide it. Heâll rest his head on your lap and just inhale you like your thighs are made of heaven. Obsessed with hickeys on your inner thighsâterritorial and tender at the same time. And when he's feeling really possessive?
âNo one gets to touch these but me. Say it.â
â DAMIAN WAYNE â
Tits & Thighs, but he lies and says itâs your mind.
Damian acts like heâs above it. That heâs too focused, too honorable, too disciplined to be distracted by something so carnal.
But the second you stretch, yawn, or lie on your stomach in one of his shirts? His eyes zero in like a falcon on prey.
Heâll never say it out loud, but heâs a tits and thigh man. Dual weakness. He worships your body with that intense, reverent devotion that makes your heart race. He doesnât just lookâhe memorizes. The curve of your thighs when you're asleep, the weight of your chest in his hands, how your nipples react to his touch. He's studious and unrelenting.
When you ask him directly?
âWhat do you like most about me?â
Heâll narrow his eyes, smirk like the smug bitch he is, and reply,
âYour intelligence, obviously.â
All while his hand is halfway up your thigh and his other is resting on your chest.
He kisses your thighs like he's pledging allegiance, palms your breasts like heâs claiming a throne. In private heâs downright filthy. Heâll pull you into his lap, growl in your ear in Arabic, and say with absolute finality:
âYou are mine. Every inch of you. And I will never tire of you.â
â TERRY MCGINNIS â
Ass. But he tries to pretend he's not down bad.
Terry thinks heâs slick. Thinks heâs keeping it cool. The boy grew up in Neo-Gotham, wears a skintight Batsuit, flirts like heâs Bruce Wayne himselfâbut heâs not fooling anyone.
Heâs an ass man through and through.
Youâll catch him staring when you walk away. Youâll feel his hand ghost over your lower back during hugs, just low enough to be suggestive. And when you call him out, heâll smirk like heâs innocent.
âWhat? Just admiring my girl. Canât a man appreciate fine art?â
Terry likes bending you over his bike, holding you tight against his chest with a hand planted firmly on your backside. Night flights? Always an excuse to touch. Back home? Heâs got your ass in both hands, eyes glazed over like itâs the cure to every bad day.
But the filthiest part? He talks during. Low, breathy praise in your ear:
âAll mine. You know that, right? Nobody else gets to see you like this. Nobody touches what belongs to me.â
â BARRY GORDON â
Thighs. Gentleman. Pervert. Dangerous combo.
Barry looks like a soft, calm man. Wheelchair-bound, polite, smiling, with warm hands and careful eyes.
But beneath that? Heâs got the mind of a freak and a thigh fixation that runs deep.
Itâs all about control for Barryâthe way your thighs twitch when he kisses the inside, the way you squirm when he goes slow. His hands are always on your legs. Stroking them, gripping them, resting possessively over your knees in public like a silent claim.
âYou're always so tense, sweetheart. Let me take care of you.â
He has a special seat adjustment in his chair so you can straddle him when he pulls you into his lap. Thereâs something sinful about the way he kisses your thigh with adoration, then bites like heâs claiming you inch by inch.
And when you wear short skirts around him? Youâre not leaving the house without a long, lingering stare and:
âDonât test me. I may not walkâbut Iâll drag you back to bed.â
â CASSIAN CAIN â
Tits. Doesnât understand why heâs obsessed. Just is.
Cassian doesnât speak a lot. He expresses himself with action. Touch, breath, the sound of a soft grunt in your neck.
But the one thing that makes him visibly weak?
Your tits.
He gets flustered when youâre in anything low-cut. His eyes dip without meaning to, jaw tightening like heâs mad at himself for lookingâbut he canât stop. He likes resting his head there. Likes the feel of you against him. The way you fit in his lap, soft and warm and everything he doesnât think he deserves.
But donât mistake his silence for innocence. Cassian touches you like heâs memorizing. Like your breasts are sacred, fragile, and sinful all at once.
kiss, kiss, press his cheek to them, breathe hardâgroan like a sinner breaking.
Heâll get rough sometimesâbiting, sucking, markingâbut afterward, he looks at you like heâs ashamed of how much he needs you. Like heâs afraid heâll ruin you just by loving you too hard.
You tell him you like it, and he just nods. No words. Just pulls you to him again and palms your tits with reverent, desperate hands.
â STEPHEN BROWN â
Ass & Tits. Greedy.
Stephen is energetic in the sheets. The type to laugh mid-makeout, worship you like a goddess, and never stop touching you. But if he had to pick?
âAss. No, waitâtits. Shit. Can I pick both? Please? Come on, donât make me suffer.â
Heâll literally spin you around in his hands, grabbing your ass, motorboating your chest, moaning like you just gave him a million bucks. Every moment with him is hands-on, mouth-on, needy.
Heâs the one smacking your butt in the kitchen, squeezing your tits while you brush your teeth, throwing himself into your lap like he deserves it all.
âYouâre so hot, babe, I could write poetry about your curves. Limericks. Whole damn musicals.â
Stephenâs a playful lover, but when he gets serious? He gets serious. Pushes you against the wall, whispers in your ear with a trembling voice:
âNo oneâs ever gonna touch you like this. Iâll kill them. You get that, right?â
Then immediately follows it with, âAlso, your tits are amazing. Just saying.â
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ââ PAIRING : Genderbend au â Stephen Brown x Fem Reader
ââ SYNOPSIS : Stephen gets blasted with Poison Ivyâs sex pollen, and you have to deal with him. Itâs humiliating, itâs gross, and itâs so fucking hot you hate yourself for it.
ââ WARNINGS : NSFW, sex pollen, blowjob, drooling, overstimulation, cum swallowing, public sex, not a couple, 18+ MINORS DNI.
ââ NOTES : English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
The alleyâs a goddamn slaughterhouseâvines thrashing like snakes, goons sprawled out cold, and the air so thick with Poison Ivyâs fucked-up perfume itâs like breathing lust.
Then it goes to shit. Ivy, that sadistic plant-fucking bitch, send a glowing pink flower your way, and Stephenâthe dumbass he isâdives in front of you like a fucking martyr. The flower explodes, drenching him in glittery pink dust that clings to his suit like cum on a cheap motel sheet. He stumbles, choking, eyes bugging out as the dush burrows into his skin, and youâre already movingâchucking a batarang that slices Ivyâs arm, making her hiss and bolt with her goons scrambling after her. Youâre not done, but Stephenâs fucked.
âRobinâoh shitââ he wheezes, collapsing against the grimy brick wall, legs giving out like heâs made of wet paper. You whip around, ready to rip him a new asshole, but jesus fucking christ. Heâs a disasterâface red as a slapped ass, pupils blown, sweat pouring down his neck, soaking his suit. His hands claw at his crotch, andâfuck meâhis dickâs so hard itâs practically ripping through the fabric, a wet patch spreading like heâs been jacking off for hours. Heâs trembling, teeth chattering, trying to stand, but every moveâs a pathetic whimper, his eyes glued to your bare legs like theyâre his personal porn.
âStephen, what the fuck is wrong with you?â you snarl, grabbing his arm to prop him up. Your shorts shift, flashing more thigh, and he moansâa loud sound that makes your face burn hotter than a Gotham riot. âItâsâfuckinâ Ivy,â he slurs, voice high and broken, hips twitching like heâs about to hump your leg. âIt hurtsâcanât thinkâplease, Y/n, I needâfuck, your legsââ Heâs drooling now, a shiny trail dripping down his chin, and his cockâs leaking so much pre-cum itâs staining his pants.
Youâre livid. This is the worst fucking timingâIvyâs getting away, her goons are circling back, and youâre stuck with this horny-ass disaster who canât even walk. âGet your shit together, Brown!â you hiss, dragging him into the darkest corner of the alley, behind a dumpster that reeks of piss and rot. But heâs goneâeyes glassy, tongue half-out, babbling nonsense, âYouâre soâfuckinâ hot, those shortsâplease, Iâll do anythingââ His dickâs throbbing visibly, and shit, itâs making your mouth water despite the rage boiling in your chest.
You glance at the streetâgoons shouting, boots stomping closer. Youâve got minutes before this mission goes to hell, and Stephenâs useless like this, a shaking, whining mess whoâd rather fuck the wall than fight. Your stomach churns, a sick mix of anger and heat pooling low, because goddamn it, heâs pathetic but heâs hotâblond hair plastered to his face, lips wet and trembling, looking at you like youâre his fucking savior.
âFuck my life,â you mutter, shoving him harder against the wall, dropping to your knees in the filthy alley like youâre about to commit a goddamn crime. The gravel bites your skin, but you donât care, yanking his belt open with a snarl, ripping his suit down just enough to free his cock. It slaps out, heavy and obscene, so thick it makes your throat tighten, pre-cum oozing down the shaft like a fucking faucet. âDonât you dare make this weird,â you growl, glaring up at him, but heâs already nodding, frantic, drool running down his neck.
The second your lips close around his tip, he loses it. A high-pitched squeal rips out of him, his head smacking the brick so hard you hear it crack. âF-fuckâY/nâoh my fucking god,â he babbles, voice shattering like glass, hips jerking so fast he nearly chokes you. His cockâs salty, musky, pulsing against your tongue, and you suck hard because youâre pissed and this needs to be quick. Youâre humiliated, cheeks burning, but fuck, the way heâs falling apartâtongue lolling out, eyes crossed so hard he looks brain-dead, drool dripping in thick strings down his chinâitâs got your pussy clenching, soaking your shorts despite yourself.
Stephenâs a fucking wreck, face flushed cherry-red, mouth open in a sloppy, drooling grin, eyes rolling back until you can only see whites. âS-soâhnnnghâso good, youâreâfuck,â he slurs, voice a wet, broken mess as his hips buck, shoving his cock deeper. You gag, spit slicking your chin, but you donât stop, pinning his thighs to keep him from fucking your face raw. Heâs shaking like heâs having a seizure, babbling gibberishââLove youâfuck, please, donât stop, Iânnghââand itâs so pathetic you almost laugh, the vibration making him scream.
Itâs messy, disgustingâspit and pre-cum dripping down your neck, pooling in the dirtâbut youâre too far gone, too turned on by his desperate moans. He cums in seconds, a strangled âY-Y/nâfuck!â as his cock explodes, thick, hot ropes of cum hitting your throat like a firehose. You swallow it all, gulping it down, because spittingâs not an option when he's keeping your head in place. Heâs sobbing, shaking, but heâs still hard.
âMoreâplease, I canâtânngh,â he whines, hips grinding, and youâre too deep in this shit to back out now. Your pussyâs throbbing, shorts sticking to your lips, and you hate how much you love thisâhis pathetic, drooling face, his cock twitching like itâs begging for more. You suck harder, bobbing down until your lips kiss his base, nose pressed against his pelvis, and he cums againâa wail so loud it echoes off the walls, cum spilling so fast you choke, swallowing frantically as it leaks past your lips, dripping onto your chest. Heâs convulsing, tongue hanging out, drool soaking his suit, and when you push him to a third orgasmârelentless, sucking until heâs screamingâhis cumâs so thick it clogs your throat, forcing you to gulp it down while he thrashes, babbling, âThank youâfuck, thank youââ
You pull off with a wet, sloppy pop, spit and cum smeared across your face, chest heaving as you wipe your mouth with a shaking hand. Your face is on fire, humiliation burning hotter than the slick heat between your legs. Stephenâs a corpseâslumped against the wall, cock still leaking, face a glistening mess of sweat, drool, and tears. His eyes are half-lidded, crossed, tongue dangling, a blissed-out grin plastered on his lips like heâs been fucked into another dimension. âH-holy⊠s-shitâŠâ he mumbles, voice a wrecked slur, body trembling like heâs been electrocuted.
âGet your fucking ass up,â you snarl, yanking his suit back over his dick, ignoring how itâs still twitching, still leaking. âWeâve got shit to do, and Iâm not babysitting you.â Your voice is venom, but youâre shaking tooâembarrassed, pissed, and so turned on you can barely think. You canât look at him, his cum still sticky on your chin, your shorts so wet theyâre obscene. He stumbles, legs like jelly, muttering, âY-youâre⊠fuckinâ perfect,â and you want to punch him, but his giddy, drunk smile just makes your heart lurch.
âMove, Brown, or Iâll leave you for Ivyâs goons,â you snap, storming toward the street, but heâs trailing you, wobbling, still babbling praise like a lovesick idiot.
ââ SYNOPSIS : When You Give Them A Soft Peck On The Lips.
ââ CHARACTERS : Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne, Male Cassandra Cain, Male Stephanie Brown.
ââ NOTES : English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy!
â BRUCE WAYNE â
You were never one for dramatics, unlike the man currently sitting beside you. Bruce always had this ridiculous ability to make even the smallest things seem intense. Like now, as he sat on the couch in his study, one arm lazily thrown over the back, expensive whiskey in hand, looking at you like he knew every secret in the world.
You rolled your eyes. Show-off.
"You're staring," he noted, smirking.
"You look stupid," you deadpanned, crossing your arms.
Bruce chuckled, the sound deep and amused. "Mmm, that so?"
Instead of answering, you simply leaned in and pressed a quick, soft peck to his lips. Just a simple touchâbarely even a second longâbut when you pulled away, his smirk was gone. He blinked, looking at you like you had just flipped his entire world upside down.
Then, a slow, dangerous grin stretched across his face.
"Oh? What was that?" His voice dropped an octave, teasing yet undeniably pleased.
You shrugged, feigning innocence. "Felt like it."
Bruce hummed, setting his drink down. "You know, sweetheart, when you start something, you should always be ready to finish it."
You gasped as he suddenly pulled you onto his lap, trapping you with strong arms, his lips dangerously close to yours. "How about you try that again?"
You huffed, smacking his chest. "Cocky."
He only chuckled, leaning in. "Only for you, darling."
â DICK GRAYSON â
The second your lips touched his, it was over for you.
Dick was already the human equivalent of an overly excited golden retriever, but the moment you surprised him with a soft peck on the lips? Yeah, you werenât getting away.
"Waitâwait, no! Come back! Do that again!"
You laughed, taking a step back, but he immediately followed, his hands gently cradling your face, lips chasing yours desperately. His eyes were wide, filled with the kind of love that could melt glaciers.
"Dick, it was just a peck!" you giggled, pressing your palms against his chest to keep some distance.
He poutedâfull-on, actual pouted. "But it was so nice! And soft! And perfect! Babe, please, I need moreâjust one more! Justâjustâ"
You dodged as he tried to kiss you again, laughing as he groaned dramatically. "You're so mean!" he whined, chasing after you as you playfully ducked away.
"You're so needy!"
"I'm your man, and I deserve love! Come back here!"
Eventually, he caught youâbecause letâs be honest, heâs a former acrobat and you were never going to escape. He tackled you onto the couch, pinning you down with his arms as he peppered your face with soft, dramatic kisses.
"You did this to yourself!" he declared, pressing another lingering kiss to your lips.
You sighed, shaking your head. "Regret. Instant regret."
"Liar," he grinned against your lips.
Yeah, okay. Maybe a little.
â JASON TODD â
You shouldâve expected this reaction. Really, you should have.
The second you leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Jasonâs lips, he short-circuited.
His entire body tensed like you had just struck him with a bolt of lightning. His breath hitched, hands tightening into fists at his sides. And when you pulled awayâjust slightlyâhis eyes were wide, pupils blown out, andâoh god, was he shaking?
"Jay?" you asked, tilting your head.
His mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again. He looked utterly offended by what just happened.
"WhâYâyouâWHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?!"
You flinched at the sudden rise in his voice, barely holding back a giggle. "A kiss?"
"AâA KISS?!" His face was so red it was concerning. "YOU CAN'T JUSTâJUSTâDO THAT!"
You raised a brow. "Why not?"
Jason made a strangled noise, running both hands through his hair. "Becauseâbecauseâthatâsâ" He groaned loudly, looking anywhere but at you, his ears burning red. "You canât just go around kissing people like that!"
"I didnât kiss âpeople.â I kissed you."
Jason froze. His breath stuttered. Oh, you got him.
His mouth opened and closed again, as if he was trying to find an argument but failing miserably. Then, suddenly, he threw his hands up and groaned like a dying man.
"I hate you," he grumbled, shoving his face into his hands.
You smirked, poking his cheek. "No, you don't."
Jason peeked through his fingers, glaring. "...shut up."
But when you leaned in and kissed his cheek this time?
Yeah, his entire brain stopped working.
â DAMIAN WAYNE â
You leaned in and pressed a soft peck to Damianâs lips, pulling away with a small smile.
He didnât even blink. Didnât flinch. Didnât react at all.
Just stared.
Like youâd just done something as mundane as handing him a pen.
You frowned. "You didnât even close your eyes."
Damian tilted his head slightly. "Was I supposed to?"
You blinked. "I mean... yeah? Thatâs how it usually works."
He was completely unaffected. "If you want me to do so next time, tell me beforehand." Then, before you could even process his words, his hand grabbed your chin, tilting your face up as he leaned in.
And kissed you again.
This time, it wasnât just a peck. His lips were soft, warm, and lingering. Not desperate, not needy, just slow and calculatedâintentional. Like he was memorizing the feel of your lips against his own.
When he finally pulled away, your brain had completely stopped working. But of course, he wasnât done.
Damian smirked. "Would you like to tell me how to hold you next time as well? Perhaps where you like to be touched?"
You choked. "Damianâ"
"Or," he continued, eyes glinting mischievously, voice dropping just enough to make your stomach flip, "should I just figure it out myself?"
You shoved him, face burning, and he chuckled, looking far too smug.
â CASSIAN CAIN â
Cass was quiet. Always quiet. You were used to it by now, the way he communicated in nods, soft looks, and the smallest of gestures.
Right now, he was standing beside you in the kitchen, nibbling on a cookie Alfred had made. His cheeks were puffed slightly, and his dark eyes were locked on yours, curious and observant as always.
You smiled. And, without warning, leaned in to press a soft peck to his lips.
Cass froze.
Like, completely.
His eyes widenedâhuge, round, confused puppy eyesâand his entire body locked up like a deer caught in headlights. You pulled back just a few inches, waiting for his reaction.
He just⊠kept staring.
Seconds passed. Then his face exploded in red.
He quickly looked away, bringing a hand up to cover his mouth as his shoulders curled inward. His fingers lightly touched his lips, as if checking if what just happened was real.
"Cass?" you giggled.
No response. Just more blushing.
And thenâoh. Oh my god.
Slowly, hesitantly, he reached out and tugged on your sleeve like a little kid. Soft. Gentle. Seeking.
You tilted your head. "Hmm?"
He hesitated. Then, he tapped his lips with his index finger.
Your heart melted.
"You want... another one?" you whispered.
He nodded. Fast.
You cupped his cheek, pressing another kiss to his lips. This time, when you pulled away, he didnât run or hide. He just clutched the fabric of your sleeve tighter, burying his burning face against your shoulder.
You stroked his hair, smiling. "You're adorable."
His muffled whimper told you he absolutely agreed.
â STEPHEN BROWN â
The second your lips brushed against Stephenâs, you knew you messed up.
Because instead of a normal reaction, he immediately threw himself onto the ground.
"OH, CRUEL FATES! WHY DO YOU TOY WITH MY HEART SO?" he bellowed, clutching his chest like heâd just been mortally wounded.
You just blinked. "Stephenâ"
"TO HAVE BEEN GRACED WITH SUCH A KISS, ONLY TO HAVE IT TAKEN AWAY SO SOONâOH, THE AGONY!"
You groaned, rubbing your temples.
He gasped dramatically, rolling onto his back. "MY LOVE, DO YOU NOT SEE? I AM BUT A HUMBLE MAN, A MERE PEASANT, UNWORTHY OF YOUR DIVINE TOUCH!"
"...Stephenâ"
He pointed at the ceiling. "IF I WERE TO DIE THIS VERY NIGHT, I WOULD DIE A HAPPY MAN, KNOWING THAT I HAD ONCE TASTED HEAVENâ"
"STEPHEN."
He paused, blinking up at you innocently. "Yes, my dearest?"
You crossed your arms. "Are you done?"
He sat up immediately, grinning. "Nope! Can I have another one?"
You stared at him for a moment. Then promptly turned around and walked away.
"HEY, WAIT! DON'T GO! MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE SUCH REJECTIONâCOME BACK, BABE, I WAS ONLY PLAYINGâ"
You rolled your eyes as he literally ran after you, already preparing another ridiculous speech.