he/it/(they). physically disabled. genderqueer lesbian. french classics student. ao3.
poetry sideblog: @autometaphorical. spn sideblog: @dean-interrupted. mutuals only sideblog: @elektrainterrupted.
i talk a lot about greek myths, greek girls, sexuality & violence & gender in greco-roman literature. i write short stories and poems about that too. i probably think too much about kallisto, antigone, kassandra, iphigeneia, philomela and elektra.
writing, trauma, rape & incest, sex & violence, queer things & theory, lesbianism, art, literary fiction, tolkien, poetry, horror, familial horror, disabilities/disorders. and my daily woes and whines
i frequently reblog and post things about incest, sexual violence, trauma, sex, kinks, and similar topics. you can ask me to tag something if you want to avoid some topics, i don’t usually use warnings otherwise. i’m chronically online and i can be awkward or lack the energy to socialize sometimes but i’m more than ok with comments/messages/interactions and getting to know people if you want to talk about writing or about shared interests
no "dni" but i block for transmisogyny, transphobia, racism, antisemitism, islamophobia, ableism, etc. and for terrible takes on abuse or just things that upset me
mutuals can follow my personal sideblog, ask for my instagram, and add me on discord (transbutchblues)
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a few days ago i was reading in french and i started wondering if the book was mid or if i was just not used to french prose anymore and now i can say with certainty that the prose was unfortunately just kinda mid. i should start writing in french again, i just don’t know what
i need to stop spnposting on my sideblog and start writing another spn fic instead. but thinking about the characters all night is so much easier than writing about them,
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i’m reading a french book right now that i’ve never seen anyone talk about, it was supposed to get translated but never was because it got censored. i don’t have the skills to translate it myself but maybe i’ll try with a couple of scenes. i’m feeling things. sometimes you just have to be open about reading incest and rape books because then your mother can hand you a book you’d never have discovered otherwise and tell you that it moved her a lot when she was younger. and it’ll be a really powerful read.
i feel like the main problem with this is not just that it’s purple prose but that half of said prose doesn’t make sense and is more confusing than evocative. call me a stupid reader with bad taste i guess but i don’t mind "purple prose" when it is saying something… people love throwing the term around whenever people use complex syntax or uncommon words but i don’t necessarily care that much and i feel like it can say a lot about the pov character or the world etc. but it has to mean something instead of just copy-pasting thesaurus-found synonyms without checking if the sentence makes sense. also i feel like the syntax is quite bad at times, some sentences are weirdly clumsy and most of them are all the same length, i find that maybe more disturbing than just the vocabulary itself.
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thinking about this again, changing my username, my profile picture. i need to reorganize my tags as well, some things are missing. a need for change but as always i stay uncertain when i have to make choices
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Zeus with the migraine that was Athene
smashed his skull open on his stepson’s maul,
split free a tall spear of a girl
as unbreachable as logic and beguiling as a myth
while the lag–footed blacksmith
glanced down at his burnt hands
and faded underground again.
A god who crashes once to earth
buries himself within it, forge–roaring Etna
and the tindery fields of Claudius’ Ostia
hammering out the shape of fires to come,
lyre–lit Rome, the charred olives of Athens
and the armor that saved Achilles
as surely as a poem turns aside a bomb.
Get out of my head, older artificer,
take axe and tongs if you have to,
you cannot break this grip of pain on me.
I will smelt it fine as silver,
chase out wild leaves and Gorgoneia,
a dancing–floor running with ocean at the rim,
and hold it nightly against the deaths that gather
like inspirations, pecking to get in.
