kajthes

I'm spending the evening by myself, and I genuinely love nights like these. The house is quiet, the world feels far away, and I have nowhere to be and I love it. But there's this emptiness. I don't have the energy to write, even though every part of me wishes I did. Maybe it's not writer's block but I just need to stand under the moon for a while and yell at the universe until something answers or something.

I have two different fics in my head which I'm deliberately holding back since I'm a little burned out and I need to be ready for work soon after my vacation. But okay. One is Johnny and Amanda going on a crazy road trip to save Daniel (after Silver's attack in S5). The other is a future sequel to Effects of Proximity. 😳😍

It's going to be around 14000 words split in three chapters. Been working on two fics for a couple of weeks so now I'm pretty tired of writing, but I'm looking forward to posting this one soon, and then I'm going to need a break :)

It's funny, no matter how many fics you write, it never really feels like you've nailed it. Especially when every story is extremely different from the last and you're always starting over, never mastering any particular genre but you're trying, and you're proud of them all, but you still wait for the magic to happen.