🍭sugary🍦

I feel like I’ve never truly eaten to the point of a genuine stomachache. I want to be uncomfortably full, belly distended and rock solid, able to clearly feel and hear every gurgle ripple through my tummy. I want to feel as burdened with the weight of my stomach as it feels with the sheer quantity of food I’ve crammed inside it, not even able to walk without a hand to steady it. I want to be pinned down by its weight and size, every heaving breath causing my taut skin to ache even more, where rubbing my swollen middle gives only minimal comfort and therefore must be a constant motion. I want to struggle to find relief in deep burps and half-whining moans of pain, chiding myself partially in regret, partially in triumph for the gluttony I’ve subjected my body to.

I just realized I'm fat. Like obviously I knew I was fat and getting fatter, but I didn't realize how genuinely fucking huge I've gotten. I saw myself in a picture from like 30 lbs ago, and I just looked so much bigger than everyone else. BUT NOW IM EVEN HEAVIER THAN THAT???? That's fucking insane I'm so wide. My gut actively stops me from reaching across me and it blocks my arm. I have to learn how to sit properly because as I've gotten fatter my posture got worse because my ass got bigger alongside the rest of me. And I'm so soft???? You can poke every inch of me and your finger will squish me. Even my hands have fat on them. But that's all before I even talked about my belly!! My belly is this huge fucking ball of fat and squish. It's giant and I can't believe I got this big it's amazing,,,, and the best part is this size will eventually become a distant memory,,,, when I gain another 30 or 60 or however many pounds, I'll think about this and realize that I was tiny now

I am a sucker for smaller tummies getting filled with food. Slimmer people stuffing themselves with their favourite and then having that cute bloated belly. Definitely looking stuffed, just a lil bloated tummy gurgling happily. The tummy perfectly aligning with their nice cute curves. Them just sighing in pure pleasure, lightly patting their tummy. Perfect if they don't hold in a loud burp or hiccup that makes their belly jolt and slosh.