i. you say colors run but i don’t see it. and i’m apologizing for no reason // ii. tired of love songs, tired of love. just wanna go home // iii. i’m always the shoulder where anyone can lean one. where do i turn now that i’m sinking into deep. // iv. i want to stay in love with my sorrow, oh, but god, i want to let go. // v. so i’m smiling through my teeth, say things i don’t mean if that’s what you need // vi. and i crush and i break down, your words in my head, knives in my heart. // vii. i’ve tried different ways but it’s all the same. at the end of the day, i have myself to blame. // viii. when you’re sure you had enough, well, hang on. // ix. i’m jealous of the way you’re happy with me. // x. hurt myself again and the worst part it there’s no one to blame. // xi. just hold me, i’m lonely. // xii. my skin’s not thick, it’s too thin. in an ocean as big as this, it’s hard to stay afloat. // xiii. oh lady, running down to the riptide, taken away to the dark side. // xiv. are the pieces of you in the pieces of me? i’m just so scared you’re who i’ll be.