random reblogs and thoughts

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'Red had no beginning and no end. It fused with his bones, bonded with his muscles and ligaments. It was in every pore of his skin, every filament of hair, every scrap of cartilage. He saw it whenever he opened his eyes, felt it in every touch of his skin, smelled it in the air. When liquid poured between his lips, he tasted red. When voices spoke to him, he heard the sibilant hiss of lyrium, answering the thrum in his chest. It was everywhere, everything, and it held him in its fist as completely as a sword was held in its sheath.

And he was content.'

-Wander the Drifting Roads by mortonsspoon

Listen, i possibly could`ve done something much more spicier but tumblr would just kill me so yeah

Begrudgingly tolerated Alucard bringing one of his fledglings home with him.

Faced off with a paladin of the Catholic Church that killed two of her men in front of her.

Lost most of her men to an attack on the Hellsing mansion and has to put some of them down as they were undead.

Watched these same men getting pummeled into paste by her newest addition to the staff at the time.

Sees Alucard tear through dozens of people as collateral with the Dandy Man live on television at her command.

Has to endure and witness the worst attack London has ever seen in its history.

Gets backstabbed by a good chunk of the Round Table that she had some confidence in (to do their jobs at least)

Left her then butler behind to try and get back to headquarters, in which she is then informed that the mercenaries she hired and had stationed there are mostly dead as well.

Commands Alucard to release all of his restraints while also knowing that innocents will inevitably be caught in the crossfire.

Is essentially betrayed by the man she has known for her own life.

Orders Alucard to kill him.

Not only loses her eye, but also her hound. And then lingers on for the next three decades.

And all of this, with the context that her uncle had tried killing her days after her father passed away as a child.

Circumstances made this late, but here's hoping you had a good food day 🛡