K*Turn Tarot

This is the first card to appear from each of my three decks. It seems like my heart and mind may be conflicting.

I am actually very surprised by all the Wands court cards I have been getting. I don't know if I should interpret them as facets of my own personality or as other people, but I seems like there are some bold energies around me. Am I starting to get my boldness back that has been missing for so many months? I used to be more sure of myself and maybe my self confidence is coming back. I need to remind myself it is okay to be a little fiery, and I shouldn't worry too much what others think of me.

Daughter of Wands Reversed, from the Wild Unknown Tarot

The last time I drew this Major with my Pagan Cats deck it was reversed as well. I think the tarot is trying to tell me that, even though my life seems to be at a stand still right now things are going to start moving again soon. I know I can't keep putting things off like I have been and soon I am going to have to get stuff done. I need to find my inner peace again and love myself more so I can love life. I may have to make some sacrifices, but everything will eventually work out.

One thing is for sure, I am extremely exhausted right now and I think  this is part of why I am seeming this card, but I don't feel burdened. If I am hanging on to some burdens, hopefully they will not be destructive or they will be lifting soon. On the other hand I may be unwilling to lighten the load I am carrying.

This is a new one for me so I'll start with Kim Kran's description,  which is "attractive and vibrant". Maybe this is the passionate energy in my life that I have been missing, and I will surely be looking out for this energy in myself and others. This is the energy that I WANT to exude. I want to be vibrant and attractive and independent, leaving others in awe of my energy. It is time for me to start striving towards this energy and try to be a better version of myself and to reignite my inner spark.

-Not really, but I do use my Universal Rider Waite deck every Friday when I am stuck at work all night. I work with greasy pizza and this deck is really good to take with me there because the glossy coating protects it. Other than that, I don't have a specific time/place/deck.

Another of my most frequently pulled cards is back. I honestly think tarot is fascinating for this reason; that some cards continually come up and others are never seen. I worked hard today at my job and just wanted to rest when I came home. I took a long nap and now I'm just having some down time. I know when to work and when to relax and play and enjoy the wealth and security I work for.

I will be looking out for this energy in myself and others around me, especially when it comes to the aspects of manipulation that are represented by the reversal of this card. It may also be highlighting my lack of direction. I my feel lost and I need to focus my energy more to get things accomplished.

The four of cups is back, I've seen this card a bunch lately and I'm fairly sure it is my most frequent daily card since I've started this blog. I didn't really think of my mood as apathetic today but I have definitely been feeling quite moody. I am still feeling a little detached; I'm still not completely ready to break down the barriers I've been holding between myself and others. It seems that soon I am going to have to make a change but right now I still need just a little more time to stay tucked in my own world and further evaluate my point of view. Often I do feel like I'm wasting time and dragging my feet, but taking a little bit of time to think things over can't be a too bad, even though it just feels like rumination at this point.

I always love seeing upright aces for my daily draw. It's just a nice fresh energy that is invigorating. There is a lot of power behind this card and I need to determine how to use that power. Hopefully a moment of mental clarity and understanding will be coming my way. I need to use this energy to cut to the heart of the matter and find out what truth really is, while still keeping in mind that there are two sides to this sword.

This card shows that I am down but not out. I have been facing a lot of struggles lately and am feeling a little beaten down. Even though it has been a rough few months for me, I need to keep standing and keep fighting because there is still more I must get through. The fight is nearly over and I just need to keep my head up and keep going. Once I finish this fight, the battle will be over and every thing will start to look up.

- I have never regretting a reading but some times I have regretted not taking readings more seriously. I always am willing to listen to the advice the cards have for me but I don't take the cards' word as law.

I had my court date for my ticket today, and it is nice to finally see this thing be over. The fine ended up not being too expensive and I feel happy and accomplished that fought for what I wanted and now this whole thing is behind me. I achieved the security of not getting points on my license and the fine didn't dry me out either. In all it was a successful day.

I may be resisting change and refusing to leave the past behind me. I have the chance to make a big change and transformation in my life but I may be resisting it for whatever reason. I am still feeling stuck. I need to figure out what is blocking my change and fix it.

The LWB says “A conflict of heart and mind”. I got this card a few days ago. I my be avoiding a decision that I need to make. I’m putting it off trying to act like the problem is non-existent. I know exactly what this pertains to and I hope the situation changes in the future, because this is a choice that I really don’t want to make, and that is why I have been avoiding it.

-This is a really hard question to answer. I did a very dramatic reading for my sister the other day; a lot of bold cards showed up, including Death, the Devil and the Tower. However I don't think the reading was that accurate.