Atrocity Exhibition

I've been having a lot of shitty stressful dreams lately.. But last night I had a dream that I was floating on a raft with a few friends down this long river.. And it was deserted until we came to this shallow area that ran through a village and there were a bunch of people that greeted us in the water. I was wearing a bathing suit as we brought our raft up toward the shore and this young girl came up to me... And I saw she was looking at my leg and my stomach dropped and I was terrified.. And she walked up to me and I just couldn't look at her, I looked away and I felt her fingers very gently trace the scars on my leg... And I looked back and she had turned and carried on her way... And I just remember thinking like... Huh.. She could literally care less. And I feel like this is supposed to tell me something and I'm still trying to figure out what my brain was doing.. But I do know I woke up feeling more relaxed then I have in a long time...