Reiner fucks his fist for the thought of you. His hand is squeezing his cock just like youād do if you were with him; he sighs small moans just like heād do if you were with him. Water falls on his back as he has that minute of calm between his duties, making his entire body wet, trembling because of the temperature but also because of the need of having you with him. His hand isnāt enough anymore, since he knew how is it like to have your cunt warming him up when heās feeling down; your mouth sucking him off whenever heās thinking of killing himself. Yet doing it alone has him wanting to die again. Itās so much torture when he strokes himself a little harder, thumb collecting the precum of his tip to use as a lube. It hurts that the warm water doesnāt feel like your walls, although Reiner canāt stop. Reiner canāt stop fucking his fist to the thought of you; wanting for you to be on your knees as he bucks his hips with no patience, just rough and hard. Youād moan on his cock too, looking up with big does eyes that say āfuck my mouthā. Oh, yeah, heād fuck your mouth, because heās willing to do whatever you want. He gasps, the thought of your lips around his cock too arousing to keep quiet, and he moves his hips back and forth, the sad and realistic feeling of his hands bringing him back to the real life for a damn second. But then heās drowning againādrowning to the world youāre begging for him to cum inside you, fuck his seed into your cunt until youāre so full you canāt stand up without feeling it down your thighs. Fuck. Reiner cries your name on his bath, hand slowing down. He canāt cum. He's not coming without you. Heās waiting for you, doesnāt matter itās only morning and you only get to see him by night, sneaking into his dorm to silent push your panties aside and sit on his face as you give him the best head ever. Once heās controlled again, he starts once more. This time, his mind is clear, but he still fucks his fist to the thought of you. His fingers are gentle like yours, although never as soft, and the way he strokes his base, neglects the head of his cock just to come back to it later, is cruel, but itās your way to be cruel with him. And he likes it. Likes it a fucking lot, hips bucking with slow moves. You said once things feel better when you do it calmly, and he has to agree. After the first time, he doesnāt want to come quickly. Heās learned how to control his orgasm to pleasure both you and him and thatās what he does, but also thinking about doing this to you. An idea creeps on his mind as he moves back to the shower and feels the water on his face. He hopes the sound can muffle his gasps, so desperate heād be embarrassed if he wasnāt with his mind numb in pleasure. In his dreams, youād listen to him while crossing there and youād enter the shower to masturbate him, then put your hands on his shoulders to be lifted and fucked against the cold wall. Itās a good thought. Almost makes him cum, yet Reinerās strong. He stops fucking his fist to the thought of you. His mind changes in a bit and now, heās only Reiner, your lieutenant. Canāt think of subordinates like this.