Justine Joli

you are not who you say you are. You have been unable to provide anything you said you would. So you ending things isn’t surprising. And I haven’t liked my situation since I arrived. So what more can you to do me really?

Thank you.

But your math is off. $1600.00 when to the pod. Then I had to pay for storage as well because you avoided the situation. I have $-12 left of the 2k you gave me. What I’m saying here is that there will be more costs associated with my pod. Wouldn’t have had to be had you not avoided the situation.

My Medicare isn’t approved and my meds just cost me the last $100 I had.

I don’t like you telling Sabrina my story on how you treated me. I’d like the opportunity to tell my side. So I’m asking for three sessions so that she can maybe help YOU understand me and what you brought down onto me. Makes me feel insane when only one person gets to tell a therapist their views.

You also promised to bring my dogs back. Is that going to happen?

You promised to buy me a phone case. And now my phone is so damaged it barely works. How can this be resolved?

That budget for the cannabis business was overblown. If I can keep it under $100k are you willing to reconsider investing?

There is also the issue of my mail. I refuse to speak to your brainwashed toadie Angie. I cannot have it sent back to California at this time. I will request that you and I meet at a restaurant during lunch time so there’s no chance of a volatile encounter.

1)Why did you treat me differently than you did Angie?

2)Why wouldn’t you discuss future plans with me?

3)Why did you treat me like you did with the pregnancy scare?

4)why did you ask to go back to weekends?

5)why didn’t to talk to me about your feelings when I broke up with you?

6)why did you show up angry to take me to a crisis center? I needed love and compassion and ANGER is what I faced from you.

this isn’t arguing this is what closure looks like to me. An honest conversation of emotional feelings. I deserve at least this much from you Jim. An explanation.

I also don’t appreciate you blaming me AGAIN for a deadline YOU missed. I’m not privy to your schedule, or even your life at this point. I Don’t know when you have deadlines. (Again making me responsible for your own actions. Not something I’m willing to take responsibility for. So stop Throwing shit like that in my face. Get a handle on your own emotional state.) Jim The world doesn’t revolve around you. Even tho you have made it that way. And we can play tit for tat for the next hundred years on who’s time is more important than another’s, I just simply don’t want to play this game anymore. It’s not fun. And it’s destructive. Examples: you telling me I make you miss deadlines. Blaming me for how you feel. Me telling you how much trying to move on is difficult because you don’t like confrontation of any kind. Games in other words and I’m not having any more of your games.

You are Dresden. And much more. I’m pouring my heart out to you and not only will you not hear me on this. You seem to assume I believe you’re actually Dresden. I don’t believe you’re Dresden. I believe the parts of your personality that shone thru your story telling are what made you attractive to me. I’m also telling you that because it’s difficult for me to have relationships period So loving anyone in the future will be hard.

You have left a right mess here. And you’re still not taking responsibility for your actions in this situation. You have managed to deal me more damage than my x husband did in a total of 13 years. I have been here less than two months, and in that time you have wrecked my emotional state. My heart. My living situation. I’m fucking homeless, BECAUSE OF YOU. I love how you’re like call Rudy he helped his clients. I can’t afford therapy let alone Rudy. Like where is your head at Jim?!? And I hate that you’re throwing money at me to go away. I’ll take it mind. And will go away. But man. This too is a pattern of yours. That is massively destructive. Because you’re not taking responsibility for your actions and behaviors blaming everyone but yourself.

And unlike you, I am brutally honest with my therapist. She’s aware I made a suicide attempt (really a cry for help), I told her how angry you were and how Angie took your side. From a clinical standpoint the both of you were wrong, in your handling of that situation. Talk about not behaving properly; something the two of you are obsessed with.

I told my therapist what Angie said to me “ how could you not expect him to be angry.?” She was sooo shocked it took her a moment to recover because honestly wrong answer man. Another way I’m being blamed by the both of you. And another way to shame me for my attempt. How magnanimous of you to tell me you’re not angry. Not the behaviors you showed me so it’s hard to believe that statement. And you continue to blame me for not getting work done. You say one thing and behave another way entirely. Thankfully I’m not there to witness it. I am livid with you. That’s not likely to change for me either. Especially since you refuse to take any responsibility for your actions here. I wonder how your spinning this story to your family and friends? Am I like Ashley, did I destroy you? What from of monster are you assigning to me? Please tell your brainwashed GF I don’t want that scarf. I want no reminders of either of you. Or to be friends with either one of you. You are a destructive human, Jim. And I can’t have you in my life. Angie is destructive as well. I cannot have her in my life either. Because there isn’t “proper behavior”, Jim. Just messy as fuck life. Something you’re incapable of handling well.

I really really do wish you were the “normal” human you pretended to be. You aren’t. You are volatile, angry, and have an enormous amount of lack of communication skills.

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Some how I blocked any contact and my messages Still go through… TAT surveillance at its best