JUSTIN DREW BIEBER; IMAGINES.

I have never posted a picture of myself here on tumblr. And as a goodbye to you guys, I'm posting a few! Sorry for the bad angles and stuff like that, instagram pictures, and I just took some random!  Love you guys and thank you for always being there for me and supporting me!

Last part, click on the link below to come to I'll be seeing you - Billie Holiday. - It matches pretty well to the part as background music. 

http://youtu.be/zDlKb2cBAqU

Autumn's POV.

Everything is fine by now. Everything, every little thing that are surrounding me is fine.  And I cant thank my family enough to give me that much courage and love so that I'm brave enough to walk outside again.  Adrian and my mother was in shock, they never understood why I got raped and abused. Gina she took it like dad, that they needed to support me and always be there for me. If I didn't want to talk, they weren't going to talk to me.  There are sometimes in your life that it just sucks. You don't know why you are living on this earth. You don't understand how people think and why just you are the victim. Because nobody should feel pain, regret or the feeling of being a victim. You should always be able to trust one and another. Not feel how bad everything is, you should feel how good and nice everything it is to live. But to have those moments, you have to have those sucky parts in your life, to know who you can trust, or now when your happy. Otherwise you can't live a good and an adventures life.  What I have been learning from this trip is that, I should live right now, not think back or think forward. Life is short, right? So take care of your life carefully and breathe. Everything is going to be fine, the puzzle pieces are going to fall in place. You are going to break through all the bad moments and come to the happy places in your life. 

The family and your friends is the most loveliest you are going to own, they are going to be there when you need them. And as return you are going to be there when they need you. That's why you need to trust, forgive.

Be sad, be mad, cry, be happy, smile, laugh. Emotions are just expressing your feeling when your not able to talk through them. That's what so beautiful about life, you don't need to talk to get other human-beings understand how you feel, because they have already felt that way. They are there for comforting you. 

It has been a year after the accident, one year. I have met someone that understands me. He's called David. He's not my boyfriend. I'm not ready for that kind of step yet. And without telling him, he knows. He understands without any words being spoken. He's not a idiot, he's not a evil young man that fools women. He's a best friend. The bestest friend I can ever ask for.

Justin's POV.

Lauren dear? I shouted warmly from the living room. She came over to me and gave me a harmonic smile. 

Yes, she answered. 

Do you think we should go out to eat, the whole family. Tonight, 7PM? I smiled. 

That's sounds great. I'll go and inform the kids, she said and with that she left up skipping to Autumn's room first. 

It hasn't changed that much, life. Autumn is fine, she lives her life like she should live it. By the way she likes it.  Gina, she invests in business careers. And I couldn't be any prouder. She doesn't care about who her prince charming would be. She is all about making her own money and not dependent on her future husbands money. Which reminds me of her mother.  Adrian are going to marry Amabella, his lovely fiancé. He really loves music, he plays music everyday but he's pretty shy to perform and there with he isn't making live performances. But he is also an amazing writer. He has gotten that talent from his lovely uncle Zachary.  Lauren, where should I start? She's my everything. When I'm with her, time stops. It's true love. And she have never been hurting me. And sure, our relationships has gone through the ups and the downs. But that made our relationship even stronger. She's my other half. 

This is the end of our journey. Even though the ups and downs have happened, we haven't let it affect us negatively. Or this is the end of our journey to share with you.  Good things comes to an end, and this is one of those moments right now.

The moment before your about to quit is the moment right before the miracle happens. Don't give up.

Now, I'm going to write on Wattpad, the link is here.  Nash Forver - Wattpad. 

I don't know if I'm gonna end this story or not, probably.  But I love Nash Grier & Cameron Dallas so here you go if you are just as crazy in them like me. 

Lauren's POV.

So it has now been three weeks since the accident with Autumn, and I haven't seen her through all this time. She is laying down on her bed, just crying until she fall asleep. Justin is the only one that can come up with food for her. But he can only deliver the food for her.  It brakes my heart to see her like this. Hopefully, she will just, walk out from her room one day. I really hope so. 

And I, I just stared at a dot in the room, feeling tears building up in my tear duct, just the thought of my daughter have been raped and beaten by this man makes me want to kill myself. That she had to go through this pain, and nearly died. And it makes me think of Angel, our daughter that passed away when she was six, three men threatened us to give them one million dollar, to keep her alive. We gave them one million and five hundred thousand dollars, just to make sure that they wouldn't hurt her. When we were gonna pick her up, she wasn't there, we searched everywhere and she laid floating in a cold river, pale and her mouth wide open. All I did, was to stare for twenty minutes, before I understood what happened. In that moment, I fell on my knees crying and screaming. Justin didn't understand either, he didn't understand that she was gone for ever.  As soon he saw that she actually was dead he got so angry that he slammed his fist in the car, leaving a big buckle on the car. Hysterically crying and screaming, we couldn't breath, we didn't realize. 

Honey, Justin said.

He pressed his hand hard against mine while drying the tears that rolled down my cheek. I haven't realized that I was crying. He pecked my lips and smiled at me, I showed him a short smile and then stood up and walked up the stairs.

I knocked carefully on Autumn's door. All I wanted was just to hug her, we can both cry out together. I can help her, I will do what ever it takes to make my daughter happy again, because I love my children & I will always do.

Dad? she carefully asked.

No honey, it's me, mom... I said with a nervous tone in my voice. - Can I come in? I asked. It was suddenly silent, I didn't hear a thing, I heard her crying though. 

Alright, she sighed. I opened the door carefully, and there she laid with cuts on her arms and a knife beside her.

Baby, I said silently. I sat beside her on the bed and pecked her forehead. - I love you Autumn, I'm so, so, so sorry that we couldn't get you earlier, I hate looking at myself in the mirror, because all I see is an awful mother, I cried. 

Mom, your not a bad mother, you guys saved my life. I'm just depressed. Every guy I have been dating it have been a problem, a trust issue. But I would never think that a guy I would date, that his friends were gonna rape me, she said, I saw the tears building up in the tear duct. I nodded and dried my tears. - I am never gonna date or else gonna see a man again besides Adrian and dad. 

Some day you will meet your prince, that will treat you right, that will love you for who you are and not for how you look. That will know when the right time is to say that your beautiful or sexy. That will you e your best friend, and your life partner. But the important thing is that he will love you for who you are and ot for the fame, because that's not important, I answered. Autumn started to smile a little bit and hugged me.

It sounds like how dad is to you, she smirked. I laughed silently and nodded. - But before I meet my dream prince, I want to be with my family. 

So you wanna go out and meet the family again? I said smiling like a fool. She nodded in agreement. 

But first of all I want to take a shower & clean my room a little bit. I just want to forget about what happened three weeks ago, she said.

Yeah, okay. I can fresh up in here and you can go and take a shower, I answered.

Autumn's POV.

I heard voices from outside, and I heard my brother and my father especially. I was just hoping that it actually was them, and that I didn't imagine anything. 

I am so scared though, the men came in and hurt me really badly after that I talked to my dad on the phone, they then took me to the bedroom, and forced me with violence to sleep with them. They raped me, really bad.

I have big cuts on my stomach, even if I didn't I had a choice, they hurt me so bad that I threw up. But the worse thing is that they didn't even care, they saw me like a piece of meat, I was worth nothing.

I'm worthless, totally worthless. Is it here where I belong? Do I belong to the "Bieber's" household, at least for now, it doesn't feel like that at all. 

They took my virgin, and I feel awful. I feel disgusted.

Right now, all I want to do is to come home, never talk to a man in my life, unless it's my brother or dad. I never thought I could feel this bad. And I hate, hate, hate men right now. 

The door burst up open and there stood Adrian and dad. I was handcuffed with my bikini on still crying my eyes out. They saw my cuts on the stomach.

They ran to me and tried to get the handcuffs and tried to get them off. And eventually they did. 

Hurry up dad, they are coming any time now, I said crying. 

Honey, calm down. The FBI have already took care of them, okay? he said calmly, even though he cried as much as I did. When they did get the handcuffs off, I was to weak to even stand up. 

Here, I'll carry her dad, Adrian said while dad had a struggling time to get me to stand on my own feet. Adrian picked me up in his arms and we walked up to the front door.

I saw my mother standing there holding her hands cupped around her cheeks and mouth. She was crying, and as fast she saw me, her and Gina ran up to me and asked how I felt, but I was too weak too answer. 

What have they done to you, mum whisper-cried. Adrian laid me down in the ambulance that came directly after.

They were about to close the doors until I yelled after dad. He looked at me and sat with me, holding my hand; the whole ride to the hospital.

Justin's POV.

To see your own daughter suffering feels like you suffer with them to a hundred procent.

The staff in the ambulance asked her question, but I understood how she felt on one way, so I talked for her. She was pressing my hand hard and squeezed her eyes shut.

She had a white blanket over her and around her stomach-area it was full of bloodstains.

The nurse lifted up the white blanket and it was deep cuts. And in that moment, I squeezed my eyes shut as hard as Autumn shut her own eyes. 

I just though while I wrote that if you guys want to I would to a collage with how I see how everybody looks like. Like The Bieber Family; Adrian, Autumn, Gina & Lauren. - The Stanford Family (Lauren’s mom, sister, brother) etc.

Leave me a Mail if you want to on; [email protected]

Love you, Peace. 

Autumn’s POV.

I sat in Joshua’s car. He was in the bad boy team in school but he really want’s to show that he isn’t that mean at all. He is shy and is pretty sensitive, while he is in school he want’s to show that he was tough and strong. 

Autumn? Joshua said. 

Yeah, I answered, turning my head in the same direction the voice lead. 

I love you, he said and smiled as he drove. That was the first time I heard those three words that made my stomach tingle like crazy.

I love you to Josh, I answered and smiled.

We reached our destination and we both hopped out the car. He took my hand and we then sat down on the beach. We ate a subway sandwich and just talked. We then decided to swim, so I took off my t-shirt and my shirts. Because under it, I had this bikini that I totally loved. We went swimming for ours. And yes, we did make out a lot, but you know with Josh, it felt different, I felt needed and loved. I truly love him. I looked in his green eyes and just felt that tingle again. I heard someone whistle from the beach. Me and Josh looked both at the beach and saw the ''tough gang'' or ''the bad boy team'' from school. Josh suddenly changed character and mouthed ''I'm so sorry for this,'' and stuck his tongue up my throat. I felt used, that I just was somebody for him, not his or so. 

Ey man, that's a pretty fine girl you have there, one of the guys said when we walked up to the beach. 

Well yeah, she's mine you know, hands off, Joshua answered. I sighed silently. Directly when we got up, I started to take on my clothes again. It was pretty far away from Josh, but all I wanted was to go home.

You don't need them on, a guy said to me.

Yes I do, I said and took on my shorts fast. Another guy came up to me and started to grab my ass. I felt so disgusted and used. I just wanted to cry. When I tried to shout to Josh, the guy that was in front of me kissed me. I pushed him away but fell on the other guy.

You are coming with us, the guy said. He lifted me up and took me to the car. They knocked me out, everything went black. Please help me.

A week later:

Justin's POV.

Honey, I'm home! I yelled from the hallway, I have been gone for six days on a business trip, and now I'm finally home. Gina came down, and Adrian to. 

Autumn is gone, they said. 

What do you mean gone? I asked with a worried tone in my voice.

Well, she went out on a date with Joshua, and we have been getting threats to us from the ones that kidnapped her, that if we get them all their money she will get free, but if we not give them money, they will kill her, Adrian answered. His voice cracked at the end as if he was near to cry.

What are you waiting for, give them the money? I almost yelled in panic. 

Dad, Gina stopped me. - You know it wont work. The same thing happened to Angela, they killed her anyways, she said. And it was true. Angela was our daughter that got murdered when she was six. It was some guys that kept her as hostage, we gave them the money they wanted, but they killed her anyways. It was six years & three months ago. And as fast I'm thinking on it, I just want to break out in tears. 

Where is Laur-, was all I could say until I got stopped from a phone ringing. I hurried to pick up and heard Autumn cry.

Dad, help me I'm in the beach-house, she cried. 

Autumn, are you okay? I asked.

No, help me. Just drive to the beach-house and call the cops! she whisper-yelled while crying. I heard some voices and then she hung up screaming. 

Autumn, AUTUMN! I practically screamed through the phone. I broke down crying. And so did Gina & Adrian to. Lauren ran downstairs.