Just a man with a dream.

As I lay next to her I look over and smile knowing that in this moment I don't want to be any where else in the world. Seeing her sleep think what if she's the one I marry. What if she's the one I spend the rest of my life with? Those thought race through my head as I look at you. Then I fade in to sleep knowing I'm at peace with it all.

It's sad that you can be completely honest with someone and they still question it because of how they have been treated in the past. It's sad that we push people away who could be great because of how other people have treated them. How messed up is that? You dismiss someone before they ever get a chance to prove them selfs to you. It's sad how we just someone because of someone else's actions.

My spirit is restless. It's so uneasy and so many thing are running through my mind. And honestly it's satisfying to feel in the deepest parts of myself it's been far to long.

Being everyone's friend is fucking annoying as hell. Just saying

So fucking annoyed with being the "friend".

Since when did you have to play games when you like someone?! It should be easier then that. It should go like hey I like you and it seem you like me lets Go out to dinner. But instead it's like I like her so I'm going to get her number and not text her for a few day then not seem interested so she'll like me. Like how missed up is that?