xprettyrecklessx

Just because I was drunk doenst mean i wanted it.

Just because I was being nice to you doesn't mean I wanted it.

Just because we used to date, doesn't mean I wanted it.

JUST BECAUSE HE TOLD YOU ALL I WANTED IT DOESNT MEAN IT WAS TRUE.

I was pretty much black out drunk. And you all just let it happen. Didn't bother to check on me to see if I was coherent. Didnt make sure I was okay with it. Didnt care that it was in front of everyone. And the next morning when I asked why my clothes were on the floor and I was naked in a bed, you all told me what happened...and acted like I was overreacting to the fact that he RAPED ME. You did NOTHING. When you realized he lied it was to late and he was gone.

Now. 3 years later. I have a little boy. The sweetest thing on the planet. My whole heart. And none of you call to check on me or him.

I know who my real friends are. None of them were at that party. I thought a lot of them would be in my life for years but they only watched me hit my weakest point.

I'm a survivor. I have a beautiful baby boy and a loving boyfriend now. Karma will catch up to my attacker eventually. But as for me I'm going to keep on surviving and making it day by day.