My phantom heart wakes up when everything is asleep.
A thousand rivers of tears, in silence, it shall weep.
Turmoiled as what should be let or what it should keep.
Desperate to fill in a big void lurking within so deep.
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My phantom heart wakes up when everything is asleep.
A thousand rivers of tears, in silence, it shall weep.
Turmoiled as what should be let or what it should keep.
Desperate to fill in a big void lurking within so deep.

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Deconstruction of the Emo Subculture
THE AESTHETICISATION OF INNER PAINĀ Ā THE SENSE OF ALIENATION AND ISOLATION FROM SOCIOCULTURAL MAINSTREAM THE SEARCH FOR AUTHENTICITY
THE NEED FOR EMOTIONAL CONNECTIONĀ
https://www.proquest.com/central/docview/1462482511/56AD2B76697B4E32PQ/99?accountid=8285Ā
āwhat you did to herā
you made her smile so brightly that she forgot darkness ever existed. you illuminated her life with your laughter and brightened her days with your conversation.
until you made her cry so hard that she forgot there was ever light. you scarred her life with broken memories and darkened her days with your absense.
she loved you so completely that it consumed her. but when you become someone's world you just as certainly become their downfall.
-sincerely yours, āļødreamāļø
ā¦and then the moon became my only friend.

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We were here before, you and I, dreaming together about a future that belongs to us. But here I'm now at a present that was once our beloved future. And it doesn't belong to us and you are not here anymore.
David Bowie "Rock N'Roll Suicide", 1990
i guess they were just like everybody else after all
you're not too sensitive. you're not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you.
Just a list of songs that give me the sed chills:
Chord Overstreet - Hold On
James Arthur - Say You Won't Let Go
Ashe - Moral of the Story
Banners - Someone To You
Lewis Capaldi - Before You Go
Matt Maltese - As The World Caves In
Cavetown - This Is Home
Alex G - Treehouse
Billie Eilish - Lovely
Sam Smith - Too Good At Goodbyes
James Arthur ā Train Wreck
Clean Bandit - Symphony
Alan Walker - Faded
Billie Eilish - Bored
Olivia Rodrigo - Traitor
Amber Run - I Found

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When nobody wakes you up in the mornings, and when nobody waits for you at night, when you can do whatever you want. What do you call it, Freedom or Loneliness?
- Charles Bukowski
Charles Bukowski, Pulp
Anne Sexton, A Self- Portrait in Letters
i wish you were here with me to lean on you iām weak weaker than you think you left me in the abyss of hell to fight all my demons alone

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That feeling when you really need to talk to someone about how lonely you're feeling, like there's something eating at you, an uneasy tugging in your chest but you can't talk about it to anyone. You have friends you laugh with and make plans with but you know they just won't get you so you can't share it with them. And you don't have a special someone in your life to talk to about this stuff so you kinda just keep it to yourself until it becomes too much and you end up crying alone at night, when everyone's asleep. You have to make sure you don't make any sound or you'll wake someone up. So you just lie on your bed, crying into your pillow until you don't have tears left anymore.
That kind of loneliness :(
I know I have friends but I feel like I have no one to talk to about the shit that goes on in my head.