Bee

Your daily reminder to be so effing loud and big and alive and silly

I need a studio ghibli type of love, I need a studio ghibli type of love, I need a studio ghibli type of love, I need-

What if the sun disguises itself as the moon at night to be called beautiful???We look at the sun with squinted eyes but what if all it ever wanted was to be looked at with loving eyes and now it shares it's light with a piece of rock that'll reflect it's beauty just to be adored and looked at with eyes that glint in admiration?????

The never-ending, overwhelming, suffocating, morbid need to be a PERSON, like with personality...to be something that amuses people and say something the way you want it to come out....the fear of being an imposter, half a human in between fulfilled ones...running around to be everything but being nothing at all, wanting to be validated but how could you be when you can't do that for yourself?...

I get this huge lump in my throat when I realize the lifetime I have is actually too short to watch every show, read every book, travel to every place, eat every food etc etc you know what I mean.

When Olivia said "Nothing's forever, nothing's as good as it seems" I felt it

If my knight in shining armor ain't here to finish my assignments what's the point?

Always looking at the same ol' sky and being like "damn why are you so pretty?" Every single time

Is it just me or is growing up just realizing how stupid we are?