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deadandgel

I couldn’t control my sadness, so I started to control my weight.

~Instagram

i-will-be-sqinny

You never realize how skinny you were until you’ve gained weight

hungreebaybee

You also never realize how fat you were until you’ve lost weight

It creeps in slowly. The thoughts.

Inflation is too high to feed two growing children and your husband and yourself. Someone has to starve. Someone has to go without.

That someone will always be you.

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It’s such a tricky thing to count calories again after “recovering”. I don’t want to fall back into the bulimia side of my eating disorder, but I honestly wouldn’t mind being thin again.

What a sick twisted mind.

#bulimia #Ed #weight #anamia #calories

pretty-likeher

Thing I wish I knew

° It’s a known fact you’ll always be cold. But not how cold. I can take a hot shower and lie under two blankets and still be cold to the bone.

° You’ll get weak. I’ve always been weak in my arms but right now I can’t even carry a chair without my muscles aching.

° My back hurts. All the time. My knees do too, I feel like I’ve aged 4 years in the span of 1.

° Don’t listen to sweetspo. You won’t look in the mirror at your goal weight and be skinny. You just won’t see it. I’ve lost 5kg and don’t see a difference.

° You won’t be proud when someone worries about your food. You will be defensive and angry and grumpy. You don’t want them to know.

° You’ll feel guilty. About eating too much and doing too little. But most of all keeping a huge secret from anyone who cares about you.

° You can’t concentrate on anything else than food.

° Are you depressed and anxious??? Great! It’ll increase.

° It won’t ever be enough.

° I can’t stop. I can’t.

° You’ll freak out about fun things. About normal things. Christmas, eating dinner with friends, going out.

° Please get help if you can. Please get out while you can. This is not a friend of yours.

mariju-ana

I’m not anywhere near underweight, but this is all true. Please. Get help.

twiggybones

undo-my-scars

diet-oxygen

i don’t know who needs to hear this right now but eating one (1) rice cake and a can of diet coke does not count as dinner

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darlingdearestdxead

Active ana blogs November 2019 🦋

So I got terminated at 1.2k and had like a bunch of mutuals I used to interact with n stuff but now tumblr is kinda dead for me so I wanna find new people to follow!!

Reblog this if you’re an active ana blog (November 2019)

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summerdiets

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fckingbr4t

Me: has a disorder that makes me binge

Me: also has a disorder that makes me want to starve myself

Me:

Tumblr is so fucking toxic for me but yet here I ammmmmmm

#bulimic #eating disorder #bulima #anorexia #bulimic probs #depression #fat #ed problems #binge purge #binge eating

siccgay

I found this on r/ED anonymous last night and I’m still losing my mind.

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skinny-capricorn

my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right

devastating-obviously

Fucking repost.

jo-zee-deactivated20200619

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