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i haven’t been okay for the longest time and i don’t think i ever will be

this world isn’t built for people like me

why does happiness seem so unattainable?

why is it always me getting hurt? why do i have to endure so much pain?

why does everyone go out of their way to hurt me. what did i fucking do wrong.

i’ve been pushed way past my limit and broken beyond repair

there’s nothing more that i want than to kill myself

why does everything hurt so much?

the world is fucking cruel

nothing is worth the suffering i’ve been through

i wish people would stop caring so much so i can kill myself in peace

why even bother when things aren’t gonna get better?

i can’t deal with this pain anymore

i’m tired of waiting for things to get better when it’s not going to happen. i’m tired of waiting for a future i don’t even want.

The words “I’ve been to hell and back.” don’t work for me. Because I’m still fucking there.

i just want to wake up from this nightmare

I’m tired of suffering.