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Blessed are the sissies Blessed are the boi dykes Blessed are the people of color my beloved kith and kin Blessed are the trans Blessed are the high femmes Blessed are the sex workers Blessed are the authentic Blessed are the dis-identifiers Blessed are the gender illusionists Blessed are the non-normative Blesses are the genderqueers Blessed are the kinksters Blessed are the disabled Blessed are the hot fat girls Blessed are the weirdo-queers Blessed is the spectrum Blessed is consent Blessed is respect Blessed are the beloved who I didn’t describe, I couldn’t describe, will learn to describe and respect and love Amen

My dose went up to 36 mg 3 days ago. Since then I have been feeling jittery and restless. I get the urge to get up and go for walks or do vigorous exercise, but it doesn't seem to help for long. As soon as I sit down again it comes back.

My chest feels fluttery. I can't tell if my heartrate has increased or not. I feel frustrated and a little on edge. I'm a little lightheaded and I keep breathing heavily.

My ability to focus and executive dysfunction issues have not improved much, if at all. I feel simultaneously Wired and Spacey.