Hcs for rfa and v and saeran for MC with depression/anxiety?
💫 He’s surprised the first time you have an anxiety attack.
💫 He knew you were a worrier from how much you’d checked in on him when he was helping 707 before the party.
💫 You’ve also been very on top of making sure he takes care of his eye, so your anxiety isn’t necessarily news.
💫 He just didn’t realize it was this bad.
💫 He doesn’t know how to help… he’s completely out of his expertise here.
💫 Google is man’s best friend.
💫 He sits next to you and tells you it’s okay, that he’s here with you, asks how to help.
💫 Slowly you come down, unwinding and falling into his arms in tears.
💫 “I didn’t want you to see me like that.”
💫 “It’s nothing to be ashamed of.”
💫 He kisses you gently on your forehead, rubbing your back.
💫 He’s super supportive and does his best to help you keep it under control.
🎤 He was so used to seeing you as the vibrant light in his life that when the energy started to dull, he immediately became concerned.
🎤 “What’s wrong, prince/ss?”
🎤 You’re the type who goes completely numb inside, so you explain that to him.
🎤 He’s initially a bit confused - he’s so in touch with his own emotions, it’s hard to believe someone can feel severed from them unwillingly.
🎤 But he knows you well enough to know this is not your norm and he wants to help.
🎤 He doesn’t like the helpless feeling that washes over him when you explain there’s no easy fix for this, that you mostly just have to ride it out.
🎤 So he makes it his mission to spoil you even more than before.
🎤 Cuddles you on the couch under blankets, watching your favorite movies.
🎤 Brings you snacks and makes you tea, basically fulfilling your every minor desire.
🎤 Constantly tells you how special you are and how much he loves you.
🎤 Lets you cry about the lies your mind tells you before gently but firmly correcting them.
🎤 “You’re worth every second of every day I spend with you, my love.”
☕️ She knew you had it, you told her right away.
☕️ But the day you broke down it was still a shock.
☕️ You’d been her rock, the one thing that kept her steady during her time with Jumin and the transition to her new life with you.
☕️ Even with the knowledge that you were prone to letting things pile up to the point your anxiety overloaded, she hadn’t seen any of the signs and she feels very guilty about it.
☕️ She walks into the storage room at work to find you sobbing and immediately pulls you into a hug.
☕️ “Would it better for you to stay here or go home?”
☕️ You stay because after the anxiety fades the depression will set in and it’s not wise for you to be alone.
☕️ After work she orders your favorite take-out and you guys watch some of Zen’s musicals together.
☕️ She’s there to hold you when you feel like you’re falling apart, and she helps you pick up the pieces to put yourself back together.
☕️ She pays a lot more attention to your little tells from here on out, doing her best to help relieve stress when she notices you getting worked up.
🐈 He’d wondered what those pills you took every morning were, but he’d never bothered to ask because it wasn’t his business.
🐈 And he honestly doesn’t understand what’s happening until it’s already really bad.
🐈 He comes home from work one day and is shocked to find you still in bed, staring at the wall blankly. You’re usually pretty active and almost always waiting to greet him when he walks in the door.
🐈 He asks if you’re sick and you evasively answer him, not really wanting him to think of you as weak.
🐈 Of course, Jumin’s dealt with all sorts of people and has known you long enough to know that you’re not being entirely truthful. He also knows ways to get you to open up, and so eventually you explain.
🐈 He’s heard of depression, but has never been close with anyone who showed it outwardly.
🐈 His first response is to ask if you need to see a doctor. No, Jumin, this isn’t something you can just get a shot for.
🐈 He next assumes your pills are faulty and you need to have that corrected. Also wrong, Jumin.
🐈 He ends up calling a psychiatrist he knows through work to get the intimate details of how depression works.
🐈 He really doesn’t like that his money is useless in this matter.
🐈 The doctor mentioned that animals can sometimes help so Jumin suddenly comes home with a new kitten for you and takes it as a personal victory when you perk up at the sight.
🐈 Makes sure to order food and drinks that have been linked to helping with depression and stays home as much as he can to make sure you actually eat.
🐈 He will help you get past this if it’s the last thing he does.
⌨️ He already knew, of course, from when he hacked into your medical history.
⌨️ He had kept a close eye on you over the CCTV when you were still at Rika’s because that level of stress could set anyone off.
⌨️ He’s also familiar with it on a personal level.
⌨️ So he notices immediately when you start to spiral downward.
⌨️ From that moment on its pillow forts, blanket burritos and lots of goofiness to try to keep you occupied and laughing.
⌨️ Screw being healthy as he brings you all of your favorite snacks and feeds them to you by mouth half the time.
⌨️ He tells you funny stories from his time as an agent and talks reverently about your future together.
⌨️ Makes sure to dote on you and tell you he loves you as often as possible in any manner that he can come up with.
⌨️ “You’re my angel, babe. I love you so much.”
📸 This isn’t his first time dealing with a mental illness, but you’d hid your anxiety from him out of fear he wouldn’t want you after Rika.
📸 One day, it hits hard and you feels like you’re suffocating.
📸 He’s across the room messing with his camera but he acutely hears the change in your breathing.
📸 You’d hoped to get through it without him knowing since he couldn’t see the way you’re frozen in place while your entire body shakes.
📸 He’s at your side in an instant, arms wrapping around you and holding you tight against him.
📸 He’s whispering soothing words into your ear, his steady presence and calm voice helping to ground you.
📸 He keeps comforting you even when it passes and you just collapse sobbing into his chest.
📸 “Shh, I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.”
📸 You bury your head in his shoulder and start apologizing profusely for not telling him.
📸 He doesn’t care, he’s just happy he can help.
📸 “I love you for who you are, don’t forget that.”
📸 You wonder how you ever doubted this cinnamon roll.
💀 It doesn’t take him long to figure out what’s going on.
💀 After all, those are just two of the many things he deal with.
💀 So he tries his best to keep you from falling over the edge, even though he knows it not really within his control.
💀 When the day comes it happens, he takes one look at your eyes and he knows.
💀 It honestly causes him an internal struggle against his own because he feels like it’s his fault and that he failed you.
💀 He snaps out of it quickly and just pulls you closer to him.
💀 “Lets sleep in today. Then I’ll make you breakfast and we can go for a walk. After that, it’s your call, okay?”
💀 You don’t really have any desire to go outside but you know what he’s doing and it helps a bit.
💀 He’s not sure how severe yours is so he just assumes that it’s as bad as his and mother hens you a little too much he’s just really scared to lose you okay
💀 He does apologize and back off a bit when you ask him to, though.
💀 He’s not the best at expressing his emotions but he does his best to let you know exactly how much you mean to him.
💀 “You’re the only good thing to ever happen to me.”
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