How we supposed to let go of something that once meant everything !! A dream I thought I will achieve a moment that I believe in: a person I looked up for ,they tell move on to let go to search for another opportunity .. how sometimes I feel that I could I already moved on until my tears defeat me .. I am defeated in a way I could not describe in a feel that keep me a wake .. what did my life become.. it was all me .. how to let go of things that shaped me wake me up all night work through just to achieve it .. memories conversations still in my mind in my chest they still a live .. I am trying .. tey to carry this as a reminder as lesson not to become anyone but me not to push my boundaries for others to pass through .. I know that was the end but I am in fight with me to move forward to live up to the bext chapter .. maybe I will then find the strength .. it still hurts and it will forever hurts .. but maybe the strength to find the courage to turn the page to close this chapter even though it feels impossible..to honor what was .. to make space for what could be
“Life doesn’t wait us to heal, it moves forward and somehow so we do “
