Baby doll

You're not going to apologize. So neither am I.

Today my boyfriend forced me to watch him while he searched something on the internet. I was clueless to what he was doing until he typed in my age and height and "average weight" into the search bar. He clicked on the first link which then on showed me the average weight of a 16 year old female with the height of 5'8. A 90 lb. (about 90-180) gap between minimum and maximum. Later he told me to weigh myself. I weighed 136. He pulled me off of the scale, hugged me and told me that I needed to stop being insecure about my weight. That I'm closer to the minimum instead of the maximum. He told me that I didn't have to worry about that because I'm perfectly fine the way I am. I love him so much for this. I may sound selfish by saying I don't like my body. But I always tell myself that I could always look better. And him remembering my insecurity and made me feel beautiful is something I couldn't ever forget.

It's okay. I'm used to it.

This is only place I have left to put out my emotions.