rotten (retired) teenage girl brain

i don’t know what to tell you other than the fact that a giraffe’s heart weighs 22 pounds and that somebody once told me when flies fall in love, their entire brain is rewired to only know loving each other. when one of them dies, their memory becomes blank. i hope you never think about anything as much as i think about waking up next to you during a windstorm at 5 am.

so before i turn it off little light at my bedstand ask me what i thought of the life that i led and i'll take off your pants say goodnight to the ears there put you where i sing in the light in the damp air !!!! i'll be good to you !!!!!!! I'LL BE GOOD TO YOU !!!!!!

I carried around a stuffed pig in my arms and I did it until I was five. But I gave it to you on the day that we met cause I already trusted you best. I would give it up to every man I love, I take what I can get. All I want is to give you what I have, I'm generous and vacant. I'm trying to make you laugh, sweating like an acrobat. Show me where you are stellate, I'll stick the needle through. Cause I would've stayed kinda drunk and afraid in your room til I died in your room if you asked for it. Noah said, "Can I ask about something?" So I tried to tell him mostly from your side, and then I stopped breathing. All I wanted was to be your friend, cup of tea in your cold hand, and drained, drained bloodless.

Not book smart or street smart but a secret third thing.

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