Hi im on mobile or i would smack all this under a read more but i figured i should say something just in case anyone ever checks here. I'm gonna see if i can try and figure out how to do a mobile read more anyway.
Tldr; im archiving and im sad but i'll be okay
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I'm doing really, really badly.
I feel like crap. Ive been in and out of hysterics all day and i went to bed for the night 4 hours before i normally do just because ive tired myself out feeling like this. Im doing really badly. I don't think I was this bad when i had to change schools the first time.
Life has hit me with everything at once and just over and over again i'm hit with something even worse than last time. I'm tired. I'm hurt. I just want everyone to stop and leave me alone. I feel like I'm rotting.
That being said, I'm probably going to be okay. I've been through worse, and I'm still here, and it takes a lot to really, really shake me. I'm going to be okay. I don't know when I'll be okay- it could be tomorrow, it could be a month from now, it could be longer. Either way I'm going to be okay.
Don't wait around for me. I'll peek back here when I remember to but I have no idea how often that'll be. I'm going to archive this blog instead of just deleting it.
Thank you guys for writing with me. It was fun to play with julie as a muse and to meet so many new people here. Thank you.

















