熟読 ; jukudoku meaning; peruse (read (something), typically in a thorough or careful way)
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@jukudoku
熟読 ; jukudoku meaning; peruse (read (something), typically in a thorough or careful way)
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every step of the way caused his heart’s persistent rhythm to bruise his chest; a sound, sensation, an impulse which night time ambience cannot silence. crickets choiring their song, the cracking of twigs underneath their feet, a metal lantern creaking with each step; none of it could eclipse the pounding in his ears, nor the nonsensical thoughts which muddied his plans.
thank the lord silence wasn’t a sin, that @jukudoku trusted him even when no explanation was given, and that their fingers intertwined oh so delicately as caesar diverted from the recommended path. nightfall relegated their surroundings to mere dancing shadows; in the dim illumination of a gas flame, each tree and branch turned into a monster waiting down a deviating path, warning not to enter.
no, he would persist, he had to.
past overgrown foliage and ageing trees laid a river, its current gentle and its waters fair; certainly not uncharted, yet less frequented than a spot mere feet away. there, they could enjoy privacy. a moment for themselves.
“ we’ve arrived. ” caesar couldn’t help the smile on his lips, and as he put down the lantern, choosing to grow its flame for the sake of visibility, he released wamuu’s hand, and tossed down the backpack he’d been carrying this whole time. unpacking didn’t take too long: a towel for him, a towel for me. a blanket to sit on afterwards. a variety of packed foods. and a watch, just in case.
it’s a bit of a distraction, mostly for himself, as the next steps are harrowing, if not exciting.
it begins with the removal of his shoes. then his socks. then his shirt… revealing the properly tailored, baby blue bikini top underneath. and finally, his pants; caesar hesitates for a moment before he pulls them down, unveiling a matching bottom, leaving the discarded clothes atop the already-existent neat pile. if he were truly proper, he would have folded them. alas… his head was elsewhere.
the dark obfuscated his visage enough to hide the pink hue steadily overtaking his cheeks (or, so he would hope); this was the most skin caesar had ever shown wamuu, and it was purposeful, meant to be eye-catching. if his suspicions were true, and his general experiences with men were to be believed… maybe this clothing would hold his attention.
god, how he yearned for his attention.
“ are you ready? ”
in the way of blatant unfamiliarity, it's- strange, being asked to travel about in the night, nevermind by someone like caesar -- someone with whom he shares a particular history, interwoven as it is with horrible, devastating lows.
but it's also true that there have been rising highs, positivity digging into what was once uncertainty and a fear that clung desperately to the walls and steadily picking at it, not ripping it away but instead gently prying each jagged claw from plaster and wood.
though wamuu silently questions caesar's motivations as to why he'd want to make such a trip in the night, there's no suspicion he holds, no concerns beyond a logical wondering about caesar's vision and how if the fuel for the lamp ran out, how he would have to navigate on the way home. (he wouldn't mind, of course, as it's hardly a taxing thing for him to do -- but would it be necessary? would caesar's pride (hopefully) allow for it in the first place?)
pulled out of his thoughts by caesar's confirmation of their arrival, he instinctively moves to assist in offloading the contents of the carried pack, only for caesar to render it unnecessary so easily and leaving wamuu to stand there, hands raised rather uselessly for a moment, with him feeling slightly foolish when he processes as much a second or two later but ultimately shrugging it off.
if anything, the preparedness impresses him, he simply lacks the wording right then to express as much.
and for the moment, he's luckily been saved from needing to scramble and name something specific right then and there by caesar's next inquiry. unfortunately for wamuu, he finds himself near-immediately tripping over words that die in his throat once he properly processes the sight of the other's new clothing.
to see another in their underclothing isn't exactly an extreme rarity, especially when in the same dwelling for so (relatively) long, but -- oh. oh. these aren't what he thought they were at all. and such a lovely shade of blue… he almost- wonders if they were.. chosen specifically for his enjoyment. but perhaps that's a bit too self-absorbed to think, is it not…?
in any case, wamuu takes a moment to clear his throat before it clicks with him that- perhaps he should.. remove his own clothing. there's no shirt to speak of, but pants, on the other hand…
hooking his thumbs under the waistband, he cautiously removes them (too slowly would seem odd, but too quickly would be too eager, wouldn't it?), halfheartedly folding them before straightening himself, revealing that he is donned in boxers. not much of a surprise, except his.. are also blue. not the exact, eye-catching shade of caesar's, but still -- rather predictably - blue.
he huffs quietly, amused, before he offers a nod and, "of course i am. after you..?"
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Bruno and Giorno 🥹 my babies...
(NOT A SHIP, THIS IS PURELY PLATONIC)
blaming.. a teenager, effectively just a child... for the horrid actions wrought by one's mind...
how cowardly, cowardly... and pathetic.
if you are a terrible person, if you allow your curiosity to wander too far... then own it. you don't have to be proud of it -- but don't waste anyone's time by assuming anyone else is dumb enough to believe it wasn't you. that it's not your fault.
you know what the truth is. so do most others. they're just far too softhearted to say it. but not everyone feels that way, that way... and there are eyes and ears alike everywhere.
it may do some well to remember that.
there's an aura that emanates from him, despite his silence. it's- frigid, to the point that it feels like it would hurt to touch, were it a possibility. but he can't remember why at the moment. he just knows it gives him a headache, and he has to force his hands to uncurl from the fists he had nearly made.
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"...no. of course not. i am simply going to the store. i noticed that we were out of chicken. did you not intend to make an alfredo with it tonight..?"
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👀 + was wamuu's association with the wind a choice he made, or was it fate at work?
Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.
"between the two... fate, i suppose. the elemental mode that was.. 'unlocked' for me ended up being wind fairly naturally, rather than it being anyone in particular's direct choice.
it was up to me to make good use of it, no matter what it was to be. i would like to think i have at least been competent in that regard."
👀 + bruno, is there anything you really miss about being a child?
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"to be blunt: there's not a lot to heavily miss, due to the negative memories and whatnot i can't help associating with that time. having said that, i sometimes miss how easy it was to believe things i was told.
not.. being naive, obviously -- but that i didn't feel the need to question almost everything like i do now. that when i was a child, i probably could've trusted someone like my adult self. now, i wouldn't even consider it, as i know how people actually... are, you know?"
little arms stretch as far as they can, deamding, pleading in grunts and groans. up, up!! it begs, a little girl eager to be held 🥹
it's astounding (and a sliver saddening as well sometimes, if he's honest with himself) that minerva has grown so much already.
so soon into such new life, and she's already sitting up on her own... he's impressed, of course, but he is as prone to worrying as any other parent, and he briefly wonders if the little noises coming from his daughter means she's toppled over and perhaps hurt herself.
but no, luckily for all involved, the little wonder seems to just want a commonplace comfort -- one that he's happy to indulge her in.
not for the first time, his mind briefly drifts from the thought of the violence his hands are capable of dealing out and how starkly it contrasts with the gentleness he shows in the here-and-now, fingers and palms moving to secure the girl in his hold, then to carefully lift her into the air, to ultimately hold her securely against his chest.
rearranging his hands so he may hold onto her in a manner slightly more comfortable for her, he can't help the rumble-like sensation she likely feels through his chest as he chuckles quietly, looking down at her.
"how spoiled you already are, minerva." he murmurs, not a hint of dislike toward the sentiment in his voice, not in the slightest. "and how lucky i am, to be here and to be able to spoil you so..."
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though his propensity toward (fatal) violence has.. cooled down (for the most part) since his time spent imprisoned, simply being shut away did not remove jevil's ability to take a life.
initially, it was two individuals: one who felt that surely- surely the court jester was not as dangerous as others say, that he was thrown down into the dungeon for a particularly horrid joke or something... and one who remained guarded, perhaps not believing the full scale of violence and destruction he was said to be capable of, but knowing none to be truly dangerous and thus desiring to accompany their co-worker.
(were they simply that, or something more? it didn't matter; when they got too close to the cell's bars, he would not let go, deceptively short claws grabbing, fabric and flesh alike easily giving way to a mindless desire to strike out, to share what he cannot fully understand.)
despite this and how those within some assembled guard were soon sent to investigate what should've been a short check-in and how it had ended, it wasn't enough to deter everyone. not many, of course; most decided without a struggle that they'd like to remain in one piece - thanks - but there were a couple more still who thought themselves brave, deciding that some violent, evil force like the old court jester should be taken down, put out of his misery. all they had to do was stay further away than those lost before.
stay out of his range, and it'd be okay, right? (unfortunately for them, as they would swiftly learn, the devilsknife extends the physical range of his attacking more than it seemingly should.)
curious, curious, how easy you run; my blade cuts clean and quick, why must you ruin the fun..?
like an attack on its own, the taunting had bounced around, off the walls, a horrible, echoing cacophony, neverending in its varying volume, its strength, its ability to distract -- until he made good on his threat, and one such would-be 'hero' found themself acting rather.. mindlessly as well.
the sound their head had made when it hit the solid, stone floor had echoed as well, easily heard over the suddenly-dying noise from himself. what talent! how fun! but now so boring, they and their friends are gone, boo hoo, boo hoo, so lonely is he...
a few would come down after that, once in a blue moon, but due to the danger presented by him when he was not asleep (which in itself could not be predicted consistently), efforts were banned entirely after some time. the card kingdom could not afford to lose more of its people to trying to save or reason with someone who could not be helped, so to try anyway was forbidden and deemed as one signing their own death warrant. (shortly after this, the key to the cell was broken so that nobody could even try.)
some of it was intentional on jevil's part. some of it wasn't. it's not like he remembers or holds much in the way of guilt in his heart anyway.
nowadays, memories of that time are so... fuzzy, so hard to recall that it takes a lot of concentration to recall many parts of it clearly, and to do so for long anyway prompts terribly headaches, so he simply does not really try anymore.
not like it matters anyway! it's fine. everything's fine. don't worry about it. it's all best swept away under the general rule of the jester's privilege anyway, right?

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OH, IT'S JUST A SIMPLE NUMBERS GAME.
WHEN YOUR HP DROPS TO 0, YOU LOSE!
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OH, IT'S JUST A SIMPLE NUMBERS GAME.
WHEN YOUR HP DROPS TO 0, YOU LOSE!
ind. semi-private/selective, misc. media multimuse, ft. jevil of deltarune. read carrd before interacting. | art src.