moon won't cooperate

Rules: tag nine users you want to get to know better.

how old are you? 18 current job/dream job? i would love to be a fly attendant or some kind of writer (basically all i want to do is travel and have some alone time sometimes lol) what are you talented at? idk, im good at making excuses at least at some times, also i kinda sing good. what is a big goal you are working towards (or have already achieved)? to pass my final history exam lol and get a job, then it would be great to get into university at some point of my life what is your aesthetic? oooh i love photographs, many many photographs hanging on the walls and glued to the pages of journal, also rain and lightning is fab, ooh and also cactuses are love, starry night and my home town’s lake makes me happiest ever, ugh honestly idk what i can and can not call an aesthetic, so im just saying the things i like the most, lmao do you collect anything? those tiny sugar packages you get at cafes (i just dont use them, they collect itself) what is a topic you’re always up to talk about? MOVIES and music what’s a pet peeve of yours? rudeness, oh lord how much i hate it (also when someone aka my brother doesn’t wash the dishes on his cleaning day) good advice to give? be kind and karma will treat you better recommend three songs? apartament by young the giant; midnight kiss by propellers and apollo by last dinosaurs (weirdly it wasnt so hard, i just feel like those three saved me this summer, i know they are not fresh and new and blah blah blah, but they kept me in line) 

okay this was unusual, it’s rarely write this much, but hopefully it’s not so boring, lmao, and yeah if anybody wants to talk - my inbox is open, yay (i know i seem weird and that is totally true)

You know, last week… I was shopping for a new top I thought Steve might like. It took me and Barb all weekend. It seemed like life or death, you know? And… and now-