ARCHIVE. NEW URL: JUDITHAN

thank u but this blog is no longer active

i do plan to, its just a matter of ‘am i in the mood to write heart-hurting angst’ cuz like

it hurts me just as much as it hurts yall

thank you very much for this, really

my new url is under @judithan

i will no longer be posting here

‘new’ url is still judithan

because i rly do wonder how many people actually look at my content regularly, but if it’s anything like the ratios on ao3, it’s likely garbage

typically on ao3, I get about 1 comment per 500 hits. meaning that one in every 500 people that look at my fics say anything. my kudos is about 1 per 80 hits. If you imagine that as a real thing, that would be like putting up an art exhibit, 500 people pass by, and only one of them says something along the lines of ‘wow that was great rly love it!’ and the rest pass on silently.

you say you’re ‘one of the 10 ppl that care’ but i have never seen you in my notifications before

im not saying this is Your Fault Specifically, but i mean the problem lies in tumblr in that having 1900 silent followers who Do Like My Art but say nothing is woefully discouraging and incredibly depressing.

there are about 7 people that like and reblog every single thing that i post, and even then most of my NonFandom work only gets about 5-10 notes each.

people that do enjoy art but say nothing and do nothing are the problem. if you like my art, just click the little heart, just reblog it for your own followers to see. getting 5-10 notes (98% of which are likes) is incredibly discouraging. it means that I can pour my heart and soul into a characters design and not even a dozen fucking people will care.

I hate coming across as being ‘entilted’ or ‘whiny’ or whatever because i have so many followers and my fandom work often gets 100′s of notes, but what the fuck does it matter if the things i really do care about, my production art and my original characters and designs, are ignored over fandom work.

a cute bunny monster i doodled

100% and 200%