jude

a melancholy has overtaken the author. no writing yesterday or today maybe :(

also massive love to beck idk if you check my tumblr but thank you so so much for the ko-fi donation! tomorrows chapter is of course for you and i will try to write another as quickly as possible to thank you as much as i can !! really wish i could use it to buy a gram but unfortunately as i’m out of the uk rn that’s basically impossible 😭 when i’m back in london my first joint will be courtesy of you friend x

no nic summer chronicles: i bought a vape. (cant smoke cigs bc will smell and babushka is a bloodhound) except vapes are banned here so i genuinely had to get a plug. the whole song and dance 'what colour is your car' 'what are you wearing' etc. for a VAPE. this will get me writing tho inshallah

spent yesterday evening battling nic cravings and telling myself it will be easier today. today i bought a fresh pack

can someone send me some nicotine or some weed or something. please.

rly wanna update oh when you used to sing it to sleep but ive mainly written it stoned and im on an unconsensual t break for the next month. so what's to be done about this then