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When I let go of life. Life grabbed me and made things right. When I felt I couldn’t go any further. Life lifted me over impossible hurdles. Life showed me full and empty bottles. Life showed me two roads and one of them I had to follow. Sober and Clean or sideways with a lean. Either way life has a way of showing you how to Jump Thru Darkness if you want. Cause addictions will be on you like the…

Does an ant dream of being a bird. Do fish look up in the water and wish to be a plane. Everything on earth dream sometime of being better. Dreams even appear in an addicts shame. An addict will dream of being a good parent all while leaving their kids on your doorstep. An addict will walk by a business and say I could do that job. Just to follow that up with well time to get drunk. As addicts…

When the medication for your pain doesn’t work and you say to yourself maybe a drink or something to smoke can ease the pain. Don’t do it just say it’s Just A Day. Your mental health is being pushed past your darkest inner demons and you feel you about to lose your peaceful sound mind. Don’t give in to the uneven balance of your thoughts and feelings. Don’t spend your time trying to figure out a…

Some pain can’t be helped no matter how many doctors you go too. Things like nerve pain, cancer pain, and diabetic pain can all be overwhelming for anyone. You can find yourself taking to many pain pills and medicine to cure it all. Then when all those things fail you might find yourself thinking that drugs or alcohol can ease the pain. Understand nothing tests your sobriety like pain. The pain…

We spend our whole lives reaching for more. We spend our whole lives reaching for better. Its funny how when we’re really doing good, we really don’t know if we’re doing better. Your addictions will have you feeling like you are walking on clouds. When you are really laying on the ground. To Jump Thru Darkness, you must climb to reach new levels in life, and sobriety. The trick to sobriety is to…

Sobriety isn’t easy to maintain unless you really want it for yourself. I found myself being picked and poked at from time to time. Not until I Jumped Thru Darkness and gave my sobriety and all its tools some thought did I realize the phase “Something Cold” was a sobriety trigger. I noticed it when I had a cold cup of water still saying I needed something cold. That’s when I understood I was…

When we drink are we really drowning while learning to swim in darkness? Does it mean we really don’t like things if we need a drink to feel good or enjoy something. Are we truly empty without a drink or is it the emptiness of the alcohol in our systems that make us feel that way. Many of us might feel like that fish that hates water but won’t or can’t live without it. At least that’s what our…

What does sober mean to you in real day to day life? Is sober learning how to hide the smell from loved one’s and bosses? Does sober mean if you tell them you sober then you sober and that is that. Does sober mean you can say “I’m grown” Now go head on and leave me alone. Or does sober mean never cheating again after that last time in a few hours with a empty bottle and two hands full of someones…

Some people love roses but won’t grow them themselves. Many people love eating fish but catching fish to eat them isn’t worth their time. You must Jump Thru Darkness to understand what level of support you are able to give to an addict and what level he or she might need. No matter if they are alcoholics, or pill poppers ,or even all other drinks and drugs on the block. They all need support when…