The Sun is hot but hell is hotter, God’s telling me to wait a little bit longer.
I don’t think I can bear this but He says hold on because the prize at the end is worth so much more.
It’s painful to sit here and just wonder what’s going on, at the end of the day he’s got a bed for you to rest on.
It’s breaking your heart, killing your feet, you don’t know how long you can just stand and wait getting thirsty, broken.
You just need a hand he’s telling you he’s standing right there just waiting, grab out for it, what’s going on God? What’s going on?
So all you feel is pain, you need some direction, you need a guide, you need His hand to hold you.
I want to hide, I’m full of fear and full of doubt and told to have faith but I feel pain.
Where do I go from here, what do I do? Send me some help, send me a guide, there’s darkness all around.
Its hard, I want to hide, all I want to do is just run and stay in the corner, get away from the pain, go away from this torment. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know where to go, I’m a broken vessel waiting for someone to put me back together, the worst part is I believe it’s going to be a woman but at the same time my mind knows it will never be!
There isn’t a human that can fix me, there’s no person who can put me back together, like Humpty Dumpty I fell off the wall but God is there to pick up the pieces and put me back together, I’m a broken vessel laying on the ground, pick me up and put me where I belong, pick me up and put the pieces back together…in a way so unimaginable that the world stops and stares, the world sees that it wasn’t by human hands, it wasn’t by the thought of a person, wasn’t by the actions of any human being, but by the all mighty hand of God.
Today could be the day, driving down the road, no direction.
You’re crying out for human interaction, feel broken inside, you need a deep breath, but everywhere you look there’s just more pain, more suffering, more stress.
The further you drive the more it aches, then you run out of funds to keep on the move…
Where am I supposed to go, what am I supposed to do, how am I supposed to get there?
I don’t even know where I’m going God, please, I’m begging you to open the door, I’m begging you to pull me through it, begging you to just put me where I belong, with the people I need to be with!
I see a glimmer of hope, but this world is so dark, I want to get there but this engine needs a spark.
My foot on the pedal, key in the ignition and all the while God I’m just asking for your mission.
Where do I go, what do you want from me, how am I supposed to Impak this world if I can’t even see?
Try to open my eyes day after day and look outside but I’m still blind.
Sit and drink this poison…
God if it does nothing for me I get no energy, I get no passion, I feel dead!
God you hold the key, you know the way, you know where I’m going and you know where I need to be, you know who needs to be there and who will be there at the moment I get there, you know my heart you know my mind, you know where every little piece will come from.
Not made in China, not made in Italy, not made in the USA or Canada, you know exactly where its made and it came from your mouth and mind, from your heart!
I’m trusting you God, trying my hardest but at the same time:
*you don’t want my effort, you want my heart
*you don’t need any of my time
*you don’t need any of my funds
*you don’t need my dollar signs or minutes
God, I’m asking You to publicly invade my space, invade my mind, invade my heart, take over every inch, take over every bit. Help me manage this life and just destroy my own desires, this may be painful, what’s new, I hurt everyday and I cry out for you, like I have every morning and I just wonder what is wrong, all the while ignoring the fact that you have the world in your hand’s, ignoring the fact that any moment you could change everything!
I’m begging you for help, begging you to take control, I’m begging you to grab the reins and just steer me in Your direction! This is painful, this hurts, but I know that you have a plan so amazing, unimaginable, so drastic, so dramatic that middle school girls couldn’t handle the intensity of the drama that’s about to ensue!
I’m begging you to flip this world, not just mine but the people around me.
I’m begging you to show guidance at such a huge rate and magnitude that people fall to their knees!
I’m begging you to change this County, change this State!
I’m begging you to change this nation and help me wait!
I shouldn’t be trying to rhyme, this isn’t for human ears, this is for my heart, while I sit here and wait!
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