#needadrank

#WTF did I do.#NeedADrank or 20 (at Castro station) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4DSxEvpUJx/?igshid=kzd145pkgogi

I think the fridge door is broken...but I needed my drank! #work #brokendoor #cheap #theywontbuyanewfridge #thirsty #needadrank #throwbackto5minutesago #tbt

The past few days I have been emotionally frustrated. After all I do for my family, I get no thanks. Not that I'm doing it to be rewarded but it would be nice to be acknowledged for everything that I put myself thru. I'm starting to feel like my love and kindness are being seen as weakness. Like it's something that I'm supposed to do because its my family. Things have to change or else the sleeping beast will awaken and they will not like her. All I'm trying to do is my life the way I'd like to but someone (not God) always has other plans. All I want to do is get in shape, get my masters degree, get my dream job, get a nice place where I can get a dog, a cute bf (like Blake Griffin cute), and to take a beach vacation every year! I guess right now that's too much to ask for right now....hate to say it but "when's it gonna be my turn?!" I'm tired of babying grown ass people! It has gotten ridiculous to the point where I get agitated just looking at certain members of my family. I'm not even sure if the gestures would be reciprocated if the shoe were on the other foot.....that's what's so messed up about it all! I guess I got the turrible thoughtful gene. Damn, felt good to vent a little steam. Thanks for listening Tumblr, I feel a little better. Now I could go for a mojito, an ocean breeze, and lots of sunshine! Who can I come visit to get that?! Lol.