JoShi's World

I don't know how some people can't do their jobs right. You literally do the same thing every time you come in, unless you do learn something new. Once you clock in, you should be able to automatically walk all the boarder, make their food and clean their cages. Once that's done, they you start to restock everything, get all the rooms ready for the day, and if you have down time, clean up the clinic a little bit. I don't know why these new hires have to be told what they need to do. It's like they always need some sort of help to wipe their ass every time they go to the bathroom. I'm trying really hard to not be mean to them but it's kind of hard when I just see what I'm seeing every time that I work with them. I still don't see how they still have a job yet. I know that management knows that they're not getting what they need to be doing, but yet, they still keep them. If they're that slow to learn anything, then I'm sorry, but they need to be fired. I swear, every time when I do work with them (which is rare) I always see the same things that they do. They don't help to take the trash out to the curb, they don't vacuum when it's supposed to be done, are slow with feeding or dealing with the boarders and are slow to getting in and out of appointments. I get that they really don't know how to be quick or just be ahead, but they really need to start using their brains a little more. I literally was in surgery this morning, then when the afternoon appointments started up, I literally did majority of the appointment and also release my surgery patient. She literally only did one appointment this afternoon. I get that my manager probably had her do all, if not, majority of the morning appointments but that's not on me, that is on her manager. I'm just sick and tired of having to pull a lot of the weight while others can slack off and not get any consequences for it. This is how people start to not like where they work and quit because of the unfairness. If this was going to be the case, my manager should have made sure that the new hires are capable to doing one task properly without having to be told/corrected before moving on and teaching them something else before mastering the pervious task. This is how mistakes will be made and more time will be wasted with having to correct all, if any, mistakes that they do. This is why I just do what I need to do to just get through the day and go home.

We got some new hires and for me, I don't get along with new hires because all they think is that this job is easy and they won't have to do much. I'm someone who looks at a good first impression and majority of them don't do that. I get that they're all new and don't know how things are done at work, but if you don't ask you won't know. These two new hires are fucking irritating to me. Recently, we had a patient come in because he took out his sutures and opened his incision. The doctor decided she was going to do a honey bandage only but then started to suture it instead. The doctor wanted me to bandage the other incision, but I told her that the other incision was fine and I shouldn't touch it. But one of the fucking hires decided to mess with it, so if anything happens to that incision, I'm going to throw the bitch under the bus stated that since the doctor said to clean it, the new hire decided to go ahead and do that. I don't give a fuck if someone says something to me. I'm gonna stand my ground and protect myself first.

Today at work, we had out relief vets and one was in surgery in the morning and the other was doing appointments. I was helping the doctor what was doing appointments with another co-worker and we were going in an out of rooms like chickens without a head. While the 3rd co-worker was in surgery with the other doctor. Me and my other co-worker that was on the floor literally had to do all appointments (doctor and technician), plus deal with the drop-off appointments as well and walk all our boarders. Come the afternoon appointments, we are literally slammed again with back to back appointments and then my supervisor for up front tells me "You do know that Dr. Park needs to leave m 5p?" I literally just walk away and slam a cage door out of frustration/irritation. Everyone that was in the back was wondering why I did that and I vented to them that it's not my fault that the schedule is how it is. Don't make back to back half an hour appointments. It's not our fault that we only have 3 exam rooms and 5 clients wanted to come in either too early or they didn't fill out their forms prior to coming in today and clients taking forever to give us their pets history and wanting to talk about nonsense. Either schedule appropriately or have clients fill out a form prior to their appointments regarding what they're coming in for and if they need to pick up anything while there. It'll cut down on us having to get history and more time with doing their exams and getting everything that we need done in a timely manner. Don't tell me to hurry up, when there's literally only 2 of us on the floor having to deal with all these patients, getting samples, inputting charges, scheduling their recheck (if needed) and also cashing them out. If they want, they can help us start to cash out clients again. I will gladly send them up front to have you do that. On top of all that, we also still had to put lab samples away, look at cytology's, and run lab works. Don't be telling me to get everything done do that the doctor can leave at 5p when she's suppose to leave. Schedule ALL appointments accordingly, make sure medical records are received prior to their appointments, all forms are filled out and inputted into the system. I hate when people get on my ass about doing my job, fucking do your job right before telling me to do mines.

I want to see how the practice will be when I do go on my maternity leave or if I ever do come back.

With all this shit that's going on, I'm just going into depression, and I don't know how to help myself.

I'm just not going to care already. No one wants to care or support me, then so be it. I will just keep to myself and only care about myself. Ever since I got pregnant, I feel like I've been shunned out and no one cares about me. I'm still having to work as if I'm not pregnant, even though not everyone at work knows that I'm pregnant yet because I'm still in my early stages of pregnancy. I just feel like everyone around me are just so fake and I'm so fucking sick of it already. So, when I'm at work, I'm just going to talk when spoken to. If anyone asks if I'm okay or I need anything, I'm just going to straight lie to them. I've just been feeling sad and depressed since I've been feeling alone with everything. I'm sick of pretending to be happy already.

So, not a lot of people know but I'm pregnant and I've been having to struggle at work because I don't have a support system to help me during my time. My other co-worker is pregnant, so I was there for her but now that it's my turn, I don't have that same support. I'm just gonna do me and not care anymore about anyone else. Just need to think about myself and my baby now. If no one is gonna help me out, then I'll just do all that I need to do on my own. I'm just gonna keep to myself until it's time for me to give birth.

Have you ever had to deal with people who are just too slow? What I mean is they know that it’s busy and ask at the wrong time “Do you need help with anything?” when they know just a few minutes ago we did need the help, but they decided to ask after the fact that everything is already done? I deal with one person at work who does it all the time. She always only wants to do the things she only wants to do. Any time she asks me, I always give her a sarcastic answer, but also make it sound like I’m joking because no one can really tell when I’m being sarcastic. Anyways, this chick is crossed trained, but every time she’s put on the schedule to do both jobs, she always prefers one over the other and that just ticks me off. You want to get in the experience, then you better make the right choice. You wanting to work up front, then I’m not going to give you the privilege to do what you want when you’re in the back. Today for instance, she was waiting to do a blood draw. Like I was getting everything ready, and I just see her standing there and waiting to jump in, but my other co-worker didn’t allow that to happen because one, this dog isn’t the best patient to draw bloods from. Two, my co-worker wasn’t going to let that happen because she’s also fed up with this chick’s behavior. I just don’t like it when people think they think they can do whatever they want, but they need to realize that it won’t always happen, especially if I’m involved. I’m just tired of having to deal with the same shit every time I work with this chick. It’s just really fucking annoying already. 

I’m just sick of these girls not doing their jobs and just putting more on my plate. I have enough I need to do and without getting a lunch break. I’m sick of having to repeat myself over and over again. 

All I can do now is just wait for their call to let me know when they’re going to come up and all their arrangements. 

It’s the first year of the new year and it’s going great. It’s a Sunday, so that means we’re closed, and I’ve never had to do any Sundays since the part-timers and all the new girls. We’re closed tomorrow in observation of New Year’s. But probably all shit will hit the wall come Tuesday and all my stress will be coming back, and we’ll see how my heart will be till that day. 

They all know how I work, and they need to keep up with the pace because I can’t have any slackers. You fall behind, then you get left behind. It doesn’t help that Cymbree is always doing things for them. If you keep doing things for them and not tell them that they need to do you, then they’re always going to do the same old thing and not learn anything. This is why I have them do things. I’m not going to have them just sit around and fiddle with their thumbs. You want to be in this field, then you better know how to do things and do them right. I’m trying to wipe these girls into shape because if they work at a different clinic, it could be worse and the people there can be meaner, and they won’t give a shit about you if you can’t do your job right. You will be left in the dust and there will be no one around to help you wipe the dust off. If Siolo was still working at the clinic, you bitches will be crying because she will tell you straight to your face to not sit around and do nothing. 

Yesterday I worked with the part timers, but one actually had to call in sick because she hurt her back and she still wanted to come in and also do Sunday. Like how stupid you can be, why would you come in when I will send you home because you hurt yourself more. Wy would you do hospital on Sunday when you can hurt yourself and no one will be here. These girls just really piss me off. Yesterday, a chart was just sitting in the back and she’s trying to give me excuses that the doctor was outside and talking with a client, well, then you should go outside to see if she’s done with that patient so that the chart can go up to get them cashed out. I can’t stand working with them. 

I’m just irritated with all these new girls or just the assistants in general. They’re able to do some of the things that we do as techs, except for blood draws, cytology reading, catheter placements, and surgery. If you’re able to put charges in, then start putting them in already. I don’t need to be telling you to do it. I'm not here to babysit you bitches. I’m not getting paid enough to be doing that. You are all grown adults that are capable to think for yourselves. 

This issue needs to be fixed before we have a problem in the future with a client who is a penny pincher or who is fixed on spending too much money. 

I really hate working or being around stupid/lazy people. There are a few girls at work who are just fucking either stupid, lazy, or both. I’m not getting paid enough to be doing all of your fucking jobs. You better help me the fuck out or just go the fuck home. I just hate having to do so much, but not get the recognition for it. 

(09/08/2022): Now my mom is pissing me off. She just called me to tell me she gave one of the neighbors my invitation and I told her that there was a deadline which was the day that I was back on Kauai for another neighbor’s wedding. I already put in my guest count and it’s only like a week and a half till my wedding. I don’t know why she didn’t give the invitation in the first place. She was the one who held it off. when I sent it to her a few months ago. I literally just blew up on her and ended the conversation because I wasn’t in the mood to be talking about it.