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So, I've started writing and recording a new album, and you're also a fellow creative, so I thought maybe you could relate to something about this. You know how when you're working on a project and you need inspiration, it causes you to sift through past experiences and feelings and all that? I've been doing a lot of that for my album, of course, revisiting a lot of memories to write about, and even though it makes me feel a little sheepish to admit it, one of the folks/experiences that came to mind was you. I know you remember that night in Cabo when I texted you drunk, lost, and not knowing where my hotel was, and you came to my rescue and held my hand and led me back, no questions asked. Which obviously I appreciated so much, because who knows how long I'd have been wandering around if you hadn't showed up. That night made me realise I definitely had a little crush on you at the time. And while part of it made me happy, thinking of you that way, it was something I ultimately ended up just denying and pushing aside because I felt so avoidant about having any of those sorts of feelings for anyone, and I didn't really want to know if those were mutual or not. I guess I was still sort of working through residual end of relationship feelings. It's why I wasn't brave enough to ask either, but ultimately, I don't think it mattered since meeting Alex sort of blew everything out of the water, and even if I'd had any sort of other connections, I'd have let them fall to the wayside since he's just that sort of presence in my life, that nothing else can compare to. I guess it's why I don't feel weird bringing this up since I'm marrying him, and I'm sure you feel the same way about Owen, yeah? That things worked out how they were supposed to. But anyway, I guess this is my long-winded way of saying if a song about you ends up on my next album, at least I'm giving you a heads-up in advance that you're a muse! It's super early and I have no idea what theme connects what I've been working on just yet, but I'll say if the song doesn't end up on the album, I'll send you the rough cut just so you can hear it regardless. All that aside, how've you been?! Other than super busy because wow, I swear you're in everything these days, it seems like. Alex and I are going to Scotland and if you and Owen are going to be there, we naturally need to find a fun pub and get drinks! | @josephafq

first off, congrats on the fact that you're working on a new album -- i love that for us fans, and i can't wait to hear it because i know it's going to be amazing. and wow, really? i mean, i guess i'm a little surprised that i'm someone you'd think about. but yeah, i do remember that night in cabo when you sent me that drunk text and were lost, i remember being so worried you'd not get back safely that i didn't think twice about coming to your rescue. i also remember holding your hand and leading you back and laughing a little at you because of how drunk you were, but yeah, there was no way i'd have not gone to help you, you know? even though part of me is amused at the idea of you just wandering around lost trying to find the hotel, you might still be there, who knows? i'm just teasing! and wow, another thing you're shocking me with because i would have never guessed that you had a little crush on me -- especially when i very much had a crush on you and just pushed those feelings down because i assumed you didn't feel the same, and i was happy with our friendship. but it makes sense why you didn't say anything, especially since you were dealing with something at the time, and i didn't have the nerve because i was worried it would make things weird for our friendship if you didn't feel the same. but you're right, because we're both with who we're meant to be with, you know? i mean, i have seen how you are with alex, and it's clear you're with the man you're meant to be with -- the love you two have for each other is very obvious by the way you look at each other, and i can't imagine you with anyone else. and i can't imagine being with anyone but owen. i'm glad that you brought it up though, and glad it's not something that feels weird for you to bring it up either, because i liked hearing it. and i'm excited for you two getting married, by the way, and i should tell you that i'm going to ask owen to marry me. i got the ring already, just have to get the nerve up and find the right time. so you're right, things did work out how they were supposed to. and i'll just say right now that if a song does end up on the album about me, you have no idea how honored i'll be. but either way, you know i can't wait to hear what you put out, because again, i know it'll be amazing. oh, i have been good. and you're right about being super busy, because i'm in demand, which is still crazy to say. me and owen bought a house together in london, by the way, and you'll laugh but we live on hoe lane. it cracks us up every time we tell someone our address. and yes, owen and i will be in scotland and you know we'll be happy to find a fun pub and get drinks with you guys! maybe we can find another one where alex and i have to carry you two through it, since i know you like being carried like a princess, and i think owen enjoyed it too! || @sivanhqs

It's been hot in New York thanks to my sexiness?! I don't know, New York is used to me, and I personally think your sexiness is responsible for New York's heat wave. It only cooled when you had to start filming, so explain that to me! Though give it's cooler weather over here, of course I need you to keep me warm. I can say the same about taking you to any events, that I always have the sexiest date, hands down. You did incredibly as Johnny Storm, if I haven't said that enough times! And I'll be happy when the film's out on digital and streaming so I can watch it as many times as I'd like. I'm just happy we've had a little vacation where you could rest up since I know all the travel for promo was exhausting, and of course I'll always be here to support you. We'll have to go to more music festivals, given Glasto was so much fun, don't you think? I'm laughing a little at the thought of you randomly switching up to your American accent while we're in bed, though it's such a good one, it might not even faze me. I can't wait to go to Ireland and see all your favorite places there, once we have the time to! You never told me you were an Irish citizen, no, which is pretty incredible to be honest! I'll admit I'm relieved your family likes me, since I was so nervous they might not. I'd never tease you for acting like a kid at Universal, since that's the perfect place for it, you know? Plus I bet you'll love the donut, and I'll be amused watching you try to conquer it and taking pictures and the whole nine. You're making me blush again, though it feels sort of like screaming our love from the rooftops in a way, you know? And that makes me smile. Vegas was amazing, and we should go back again sometime! Though it's crazy to me that you don't think you're doing a great job being romantic when you romance me pretty much all the time. Plus the romantic staycation in New York was absolutely perfect and I think just what I needed before having to be in London for a while. I love you, Joseph, and it means the world to me that you feel the same way about me. I'm so happy you loved Cape May too, though you're right that anywhere we're together, we can turn it into a romantic setting, and all the more a bonus when it's a beautiful place. I'd like to think we did that in Ecuador when being there with you was so much fun! The tub with a view is still something I smile thinking about, and it's all the more reason for going back sometime, don't you think? You never have to apologize for me traveling with you, since I wanted to and since I could look after you and make sure you're not wearing yourself too thin. Plus I think anyone would have been a little grump traveling through that many time zones! The blanket is beautiful and my favorite one, if I hadn't made that obvious! Plus it feels extra warm getting to wrap up in it with you. I'm still laughing a little at the thought of Bach choosing a chaotic cat, and now that we're in London for a while with your filming, do you want to let him choose one at the shelter, maybe this weekend? Except you wouldn't die as a zookeeper when I wouldn't let that happen, love. I still can't believe you were flustered and thought I was gorgeous the first time you saw me, that still completely knocks me for a loop. And look at where we are now, wanting to be together forever and talking about getting married, indeed. And it means the world to me that you're always excited for my new projects, too. There's always reason to be excited for yours! Not to mention I'm still so excited I get to be here and watch your film for the Beatles films, which I know you'll be amazing at.

anytime there's a heatwave anywhere that we are -- i'm going to assume it's because of your sexiness. even if you feel new york is used to you, my love, i'm still pretty sure your sexiness was what caused the heatwave. and you went with me when it cooled down, so obviously it means that you're the one that was causing the heatwave, baby. now we're starting to dip into those colder temperatures, though, since it's fall, which means i'm going to have to keep you warm a lot, right? which i don't mind at all, since i love having you in my arms and keeping you warm. and you're making me blush saying that i'm the sexiest date around when you take me to events, which i love going to with you, you know that right? since i'm always so damn proud of you and your work! thank you for saying i did such a good job as johnny storm, because you know your opinion is what matters the most to me, right? no one else matters as much as you. plus, you're making me smile saying you want to watch it so many times, i love hearing that. but i get it, since i want to watch things you're in a lot of times too. i'm always happy when we're able to have a little holiday before things get crazy, and glad that we can get the rest that we need as well -- though you're right, my promo for fantastic four was a little exhausting and wild. but i know that i wouldn't have been able to get through it, if you hadn't been there with me. because when i was feeling my most drained, all i had to do was look at you, or curl up with you at the end of the day and i would instantly feel better. i'm all for us going to more music festivals, love, since you had such a good time at glasto! we'll go back next year for sure, and maybe we can visit coachella too? i've always wanted to go to that. oh, one day i'm randomly going to hit you with my american accent when we're in bed, just to see how you react. i'll try and say something real sexy or real silly, we'll see. i'm glad that we've made plans to go to ireland, and i'll tell you right now my dad is so excited that we're doing that, since he's so proud of his home country. and yeah, my dad always thought it was important for me to embrace my irish heritage just as much as my british, and that's why i have dual citizenship. my love, i knew my family was going to love you. how could they not? you're one of the most amazing men out there, and i love you so much, so they can see that you're something special. i'm glad that you'll never tease me for acting like a kid at universal, gorgeous, and i'm glad that you'd be so amused watching me with that giant donut too. plus, love that you'd take photos too, because i know my family and friends would get a kick out of it. i love making you blush, and i love screaming our love from the rooftops too, because i do want the world to know that i'm in love with you and that you're mine. i'm all for us going back to vegas anytime you want to go, love, since we did have a fun time! but you really think i do a great job at being romantic? because i worry that i don't romance you enough, so it makes me happy to hear that you think i do a good job at it. and i was happy to plan that staycation in new york for us, and i know i need to plan something for us again soon, because we've been in london so long and i'm sure you want to get away for a little bit, yeah? i love you too, owen, and that's never going to change, i'm always going to feel this way about you and love you so much. we'll have to go to cape may again sometime and spend longer there, don't you think? since we had such a good time the last time and it was such a romantic place for us to visit! and we had an amazing time in ecuador and it was romantic in my books too. plus, the fact that we did something risky and jumped from a cliff is still amazing to me! like, i can't believe you got me to do that, you know?

Press for Superman has been going on a little while now, and I feel like the constant theme for myself is being completely out of touch with most everything in recent pop culture. Like I can't tell you if I'm having a brat summer, because I have no idea what that means. Don't ask me what my favorite song release from the last year is, because chances are good I haven't heard any songs from that timeframe. I feel like reporters are often either frustrated by me or mystified by me for having no idea about these things. Though lucky for them, my costars are there to carry me through by explaining things and make up for me being completely clueless with all their knowledge. So, when someone compared me to Miranda Priestley and her assistants for how much they have to feed me information, I got excited because hey, I actually recognized that reference. I'll be happy when press is over and I can retreat back into my world of old time jazz, Star Wars, and my daughter. But in the meantime, while I'm still doing press, if you haven't seen Superman, do us all a solid and check it out. | @gonehollywoodstarters

as someone who can be a little out of touch with most everything in recent pop culture as well -- i feel your pain. especially when it feels like that's all they ask about when doing promo, right? and it's like, how does one know if they're having a brat summer or not? and while i have some songs from this year that i enjoy, i don't know many, i'll admit. so i feel like we're a little in the same boat, mate, and it's always nice to meet others that understand how it can be when you're not hip to everything that goes on nowadays. i saw some of the promo for superman, though, and i got to say you're bloody charming, i'm sure they didn't get frustrated one bit with you! but it's always good when you've got costars that you can feed off of, right? or that know the stuff that you've got no clue about -- because that's how the fantastic four promo went for me. and oddly enough, the oldest, which is pedro, was the one that was the hippest when it came to pop culture. i know press is over for you guys now, so are you getting to enjoy your jazz music and your daughter? also your star wars? and even though i'm marvel and you're dc, i suppose i can admit to going to see superman and thinking it was brilliant, mate. you did a good job with the cape, and i was impressed with the whole film in general. || @corenswethq

joseph would admit that the moment he heard about the trip to ecuador, he was excited -- he'd been working so hard between promo and filming a new project, joseph was looking forward to a break. but most of all, he was looking forward to a break with his boyfriend, where he got to spend some time with him doing whatever they wanted, in a gorgeous place like where they were going. plus, he knew owen was excited about going to the islands since he was such an outdoor person, and there were plenty of things for the two of them to do that involved the outdoors and, of course, involved different wildlife that he knew his boyfriend was excited to see, and honestly, joseph was excited to see it as well. and of course, like always, owen was doing everything he could to take care of joseph as well, since owen had made sure to rent one of the best hotel rooms there, a room that included a hot tub that joseph knew they would get a lot of use out of. he'd admit that he was happy that they had used the hot tub for a bit that morning, joseph felt so relaxed, and he had maybe spent some time in the tub kissing on owen because he was so happy and at ease. but then it was time for them to go about their day. there was a small part of joseph that wanted to pull owen back into bed, but he smiled when owen started to tell him all about where they were going, and it was pretty clear he was excited about the pools they were about to visit, and joseph knew that seeing las grietas was important to owen and that meant it was important to joseph as well. after joseph had taken a quick shower, he got ready as well and followed what owen was doing by putting on a t-shirt and some swim trunks -- since they were swimming today and it was hot out, there was no point in putting on anything else. like owen, he slid into a pair of sneakers that didn't require socks either and would be easy to kick off before smiling at owen once he was finished and saw that his boyfriend was patiently waiting for him to be done.

Thank you, because my think blood always needs your keeping me warm, and even better that I get to be close to you. You know I do think you're a sexy date all the time, and just sexy in general, if I'm honest. I'm excited for the film, so it's easy to draw from it for you, especially when Johnny is so handsome. I'm just happy that I've finished with filming so I can travel around with you for the press, not to mention going to music festivals like Glasto, which was so much fun! Plus you deserve a little fun before all the work, too. I did love you in Warfare, and honestly, I wouldn't know you were from the UK if I didn't know you personally, your American accent is so great, not to mention sexy. It's always nice when you can stay on location with me and we get to explore the city we're in together, since it just makes the memories there all the better for sharing them with you. I definitely want to see all the places that were significant to you as a kid, so we'll absolutely have to travel there once schedules allow. It makes me so grateful that your family likes me and are happy for us. We can definitely go to Universal in Orlando the next time we visit Florida, and a bonus for seeing you act like a little kid! Though I know exactly what you mean when that place just brings out your inner kid so easily. You're so sweet, Joseph, and it just makes me love you all the more, knowing you wanted to share with your family that we love each other. Vegas with you and the incredible room you booked was so much fun, and you're honestly such a romantic. We can go on more romantic getaways even if we'll have to be creative squeezing them in. You love romancing me and it just makes me feel all the more lucky you're in my life, and that I can romance you, too. Cape May was incredible with you too, and I'm so glad we did that while we were in Jersey. Plus did you think it was as romantic as I built it up to be? You don't have to apologize for that, love, when I know it's your job and you have to go where the studios tell you. We always have fun with the travel too! I still can't believe you made me that blanket, which it's so incredibly cozy and easily my all-time favorite gift, hands down. I don't know if having the blanket makes me miss you less when we're away, but it's comforting to wrap up in since it makes me think of you, at least. I can't wait to see which cat Bach bonds with either, and I'm thinking knowing him, he'll automatically choose a cat that's a little chaotic. Or a pup, depending on who he bonds with, though I know we'll both be thrilled he has a partner in crime no matter. I'm still laughing a little at your possibly dying if you play a zookeeper! Like what happens, you accidentally fall into the lion's den? I feel lucky that you wanted to let your guard down so we could have this, and of course I'm glad I didn't let my past disappointments with love get in the way, either. I still can't believe you liked me after meeting me, which I wouldn't have guessed at all at the time. You're making me blush saying I looked handsome that night too, and who knew trying to dress cool to offset the heat would have that effect?! I know what you mean though, since you looked so handsome that night and were so charming, too. And now, I'd love to marry you and certainly want to spend forever with you. I can't help myself, since I'm pretty open with my parents and I feel like I'd have been obvious by how much I talked about you, anyway. It means the world to me you're always happy for my projects, and of course that we're working out being together as much as possible between work.

does your thin blood need me keeping you warm in this heatwave, love? because it's been so hot in new york thanks to your sexiness -- though i do still love that you want to be close to me, even if we're roasting. hey, i've had the sexiest date for all my premieres and promo events, and i'm pretty sure everyone was jealous of the fact. i'm pretty sure i already know the answer, but now that the film is out and you've seen it a few times, how did your man do as johnny storm? i'm so glad you finished with filming so you can travel around with me for press too, because love, i'm exhausted and leaning on you has been much needed. i'm glad you enjoyed that little bit of fun with glasto too, i'm glad we decided to go last minute! i love hearing that you think my american accent is sexy, especially since i have one in fantastic four as well. some nights when we're in bed, i'll switch things up and use my american accent to tease you. i love when i'm able to stay on location with you and we can explore the city we're in together too, love, and i love making memories like that with you. good, then we'll travel to ireland when our schedule allows it, and i'll show you all my favorite spots as a child. i guess i never remember if i told you i'm an irish citizen as well as british, so it really will make me happy to take you to ireland. i'm pretty happy my family likes you and are happy for us too, love, since you mean the world to me and so do they. i'm already looking forward to us going to universal in orlando next time we're in florida -- and you're welcome to tease me if i act too much like a little kid, i can take it! i've just learned they've got a donut the size of your head there? and i want to eat one so badly. yeah? it makes me blush a little hearing you say that stuff like that makes you love me all the more, but i can't help but want to share it with everyone important to me that we love each other, you know? i loved vegas with you, and the room was so amazing, and i'm glad that you think i'm romantic when i really try to be, and worry sometimes i'm not doing a great job. i know we're staying in new york for a little bit before we have to be back to london -- but maybe we can have a little romantic staycation here in new york. what do you think? i don't have to be back until august 1st for the beatles, so we've got a little time. i do love romancing you, my love, because i want to make sure you always know that i love you so much. and it makes me so happy when you can romance me too! i ended up loving cape may more than i thought i would, i'll be honest, it was perfect and very romantic. though anywhere i'm with you and we have such a lovely setting, it's romantic to me. plus, we had that gorgeous tub with a view, and you know i love when we have those!