Harsh World (SMUT)
Underground Rapper Jongho X Reader
Summary: After being pulled from KQ Fellaz and multiple other companies, he decided to make a name for himself in the underground rap community. In doing so, he found someone he could finally vent all his frustrations to and leads to something more.
Warnings: Unprotected Sex, Oral Sex (Female Receiving), Use of the name 'Baby Girl's alot, Bit of nipple play, drawn out sex, Praise kink. Angst.
Word Count: 6.9k+
~~~Hello guys! It's been a while and I decided to come back with a banger! I wanted to write this for a long time since Jongho does rap here and there and I just wanted to make this. Of course it's not as huge of an element that I wanted it to be, but after making it so long it was hard for me to fit everything into one part. If you guys ever want a second part just tell me~~~
โWhat do you mean he didnโt make it in!?โ Wooyoung exclaims, watching as Jongho is ushered to the door of the room. The members of KQ Fellaz were annoyed, all of them beyond upset that their youngest member was being taken out of the group.ย
Jongho was confused, his eyes wide with surprise. He didnโt know this was going to happen and it was thrown on him so soon. โHe didnโt make it. Itโs that simple. We are sorry to do this, but he didnโt fill the standards needed to stay in the group. You guys know you havenโt even debuted yet.โ A man says, staring at the group of young males. โThis...This just isnโt fair!โ San says, looking over at Jongho, who was just still. He was removed from the group? What did he do wrong?
โWhat did i do wrong sir? I promise I can-...โ Jongho starts, stepping forward before being stopped and cut off. โNo. Iโm sorry Mr.Choi, but you are no longer part of this group. I hope you do well in the future, but you are not going to be a part of KQ Fellaz.โ The man says, staring into Jonghoโs brown eyes deeply, showing no sign of hesitation.ย
Jonghoโs heart sinks at the manโs words. His dreams were crushed in an instant and it hurt...a lot. Jongho quickly bows, his eyes narrowed. โThank you. Good luck Hyungs, i wish you all the best.โ Jongho softly says, his voice filled with emotion as he quickly and quietly stepped out of the room and into the hall. He quickly grabbed his jacket before making his way out of the KQ Entertainment building. It was raining.
โJongho! Wait!โ Yunho calls out, quickly running after his former member. Jongho turns, looking over his shoulder at Yunho. โIf youโre telling me that youโll find a way for me to stay, you know it wonโt work.โ Jongho quickly says, watching Yunho slump his shoulders a bit.โNot exactlyโฆ but we will always think of you. Hereโฆ Have thisโ Yunho says, handing Jongho a small pin. It was an apple pin, but with his name engraved on it. โWe all wanted you to have this, so you don't forget us.โ He says, smiling at Jongho. Jongho flips it over, seeing the small engraving of โKQ Fellazโ on it. Jongho tucked the pin into his pocket neatly before looking up at Yunho.
โThank you Hyung. Take care,โ Jongho says, sliding on his jacket and giving Yunho a small bow before walking out into the rain while pulling his hood up and over his head. Yunho watched as his friend walked away, a frown forming on his face as he turned to walk back into the building.
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โWoah Woah Woah... So you mean Ateez... That 7 member group that makes millions now, you were a part of for a short time and were a vocalist? THE Choi Jongho a fucking vocalist..?โ A man laughs out, leaning back on the black couch. โYeah. i was one Leeโฆ got a fucking problem with it?โ Jongho huffs, glaring as his new friend. It has been 3 years since he left KQ Fellaz and he decided to make his life his own.ย
KQ Fellaz turned into Ateez after a while and they currently are doing well for themselves. Jongho on the other hand, gave up singing almost entirely since after KQ Fellaz. He hasnโt been able to get into a single agency either, leaving his hopeless for a good bit.
He quickly gave up on that dream and tried his hand at rap, to which he found some quick success in the underground rap industry. Wasnโt his first choice, but he didnโt mind the life it provided. He had much more freedom, and that was for sure. Despite the drawbacks, he sat comfortably in a home with a decent payout. Just decent.
ย He was able to speak up about what he wanted, when he wanted and it was honestly better than being told what to sing or rap about by a company. He didnโt ever have to wear and do what they say too.
Jongho, at this moment, was wearing his hair down, dyed red and his shirt slightly buttoned down. Not too far as he was a man of decency. He didnโt like all that fancy get up and such so he often just performs in button down shirts and jeans with a pair of Timberlands he has had for a while as a gift from his old friends soon after leaving KQ.
โOkay Okay...when are you performing next?โ Lee asks, finally sitting forward after the long silence. โBecause your fans want you back soon dude and i donโt think itโs in your blood to leave them hanging.โ Lee chuckles, smirking at Jongho, who was just trying to relax. โDonโt worry about it. Itโs next week. Itโs actually going to be at this nice club i saw.โ Jongho says, adjusting the cuffs on his shirt. The silky material falling down his arms. โOooh a club this time? You going big this time Jongho!โ Lee laughs out playfully, stretching his arms out. Jongho rolls his eyes before resting his arms on the couch.
ย โItโs nothing all that special .All it is, is a performance, nothing spectacular.โ Jongho says, sighing softly as he saw Lee look at him confused.โMan how is this NOT special!? You can find a girl there. Or two dude! And itโs a damn club! Some people canโt get where you are.โ Lee says, seeming excited for his friend. Jongho stood up quickly.
โIโm not going for a couple chicks Lee. You know that this is just a professional thing. Nothing more.โ Jongho says, his eyes narrowed at Lee. Lee sinks in his spot, pouting at his friend.ย
โDonโt have to be so mad about it Jongho. You sometimes seem like you someone to vent toโฆ might calm you down a few notches.โ Lee mutters,running his hand through his blue colored hair. Jongho takes in a deep breath, not in the mood to argue with his friend so soon after talking about his failure at becoming an idol.โI just donโt want a girlfriend. Is that clear enough for you?โ Jongho says, tilting his head at Lee. Lee sighs softly back at Jongho before slowly nodding his head. โGuess that makes sense, but you never know.โ Lee shrugs before standing up himself.
โAnywaysโฆ I should really get going now. Itโs starting to get late and we have to wake up early tomorrow. We got to look at this club you know?โ Lee chuckles before patting Jonghoโs shoulder.โYeah.. I guessโฆโ Jongho mumbles softly before averting his gaze.
โSee ya.โ Lee waves.
โYeah...see youโฆโ
The next day, Jongho woke up at around 7am to his alarm blaring in his ear. That, and 3 missed calls from Lee. Jongho groans as he reaches his hand over to his nightstand and not so lightly putting his hand on his phone. He drags his phone off the nightstand before bringing it to his face and swiping it to unlock it. He taps in a few things before calling Lee up, barely awake himself. It only took about 10 seconds for Lee to pick up.
โWhat are you doing!? I told you yesterday we had to get up early!โ Lee says, the sound sound of fabric rustling on the other side of the phone.โLeeโฆ what club is open at 7 oโclock in the fucking morning.โ Jongho grumbles, pulling himself out of bedย โWell some clubs are, letโs just hope they are. If not, then I guess I'm taking us out for food.โ Lee says, laughing nervously over the phone. Jongho puts his phone on speaker before setting it down on his dresser.ย
โYou better pay this time because you said that the last time and you forced me to pay...โ Jongho says, a hint of annoyance in his voice.
โ.... I told you i forgot my wallet at home! I would of if I had it with meโฆโ Lee ever so slightly pouts out, the soft rustling sounds still apparent. โAnyways, just get ready. Iโll be over in 10 minutes flat.โ Lee says,only for a soft chuckle to erupt from Jongho. โSure you will. Now I need to get ready, see you when you get here.โ Jongho says, grabbing his phone and hanging up on his friend. Jongho huffs, running his hands through his hair before digging further into his dresser to grab his clothes for the day. He slips on his silk button up shirt and a pair of jeans before wrapping a belt around him for an extra twinge of style.
ย He grabs his phone, a face mask and his house keys,waiting for his friend to finally arrive at his house. He goes to slip on his shoes when he gets a text from Lee, saying that he was here. Jongho makes his way out before looking out at Leeโs car.
โCome on. We gotta be quick!โ Lee says, smiling at his friend. Jongho rolls his eyes, getting into the car with Lee. โWhy do we have to be quick exactly? This club is like an all day club. It only closes at 5 in the morning and reopens at 8 so it has time to clean and stuff. We literally have a couple hours to look around Lee.โ Jongho says, running his hand through his hair once more.
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โY/nโฆ Y/N!โ Your friend, Lexi, calls out, snapping her fingers in your face trying to wake you from your nap on the bar counter. You sit up quickly, a bit surprised by the sudden disturbance to you resting your eyes. โCome on sleepy head, itโs opening time. What kept you up so late?โ Lexi asks, sitting on the bar stool on the other side of the bar.
โBoss wanted to get things set up for that one guy. Make sure the place looks nice for the sudden influx of people we are going to have. I think his name was.. Choi Jongho.โ You mutter, rubbing your eyes of the slight tiredness they stuck to.
You have heard of him and his music. You listen to some of his more inspirational and slower works as you found them quite enjoyable. He even sang a few times in them and you found yourself leaning towards those works too.
โWell Boss can shove a stick up his ass because I would rather you not be overworked.โ Lexi says, her goofy smile plastered on her face. You shake your head, finding it amusing that Lexi can talk so openly like that and somehow not be fired for all the shit she pulls. โWell the only sticks we need to be shoving around are the broomsticks. Now let's clean up the floor before Boss has a hissy fit.โ You laugh out, walking around the bar as going to the back to grab some brooms for you and Lexi.
โDonโt you want to meet this rapper guy Y/n?โ Your friend asks, following behind you. You sigh softly,shrugging at her question. โHeโs just another guy. Nothing special. He does what he needs to do to make it in the industry he chose.โ You comment, opening the closet door.
โWoah...that's kinda deep...anyways we should go greet him.โ Lexi says, basically ignoring your words. โHeโs not coming right now. Itโs next week.โ You say, grabbing the brooms. โHmm... are you sure about that? Because we got a call saying heโs checking out the place today.โ Lexi coos.
โWhat?โ You start, before hearing the main doors open as if it was on cue. You set the brooms down as you peer around,trying to see who walked in. โSeeโฆ Told ya.โ Lexi giggles before grabbing your hand and practically dragging you into the main area where two men stood. One was taller and skinnier. Definitely not someone famous or anyone you know, but the other you immediately recognized as Choi Jongho.ย
His soft facial features and his doe eyes are the complete opposite from his strong build and larger arms and thighs, screaming that he could easily lift you up off your feet if need be. You found yourself looking at the silk shirt he wore,watching how it looked so nice and loose on him, yet perfectly found its way onto every crevice on his body.
You quickly snap yourself out of your previous state before looking up at Jonghoโs dark eyes. They were stern with years of โsurvivingโ in the idol world. You quickly bow in front of him, trying your hardest to be polite, but you find yourself nervous at the feeling of his eyes burning holes into your back.
โHello, My name is Y/n, and Welcome to Club Fever. If you ever need help, me and my friend Lexi are willing to help you look around. I can show you the stage you will be set up at too if you want Mr. Choi.โ You quickly spoke out, lifting yourself up to look back into his eyes. After a moment of staring, he spoke up.
โQuit the formalities with me. Itโs just Choi or Jongho. Whichever you prefer.โ Jongho says, rubbing the back of his neck as he eyes the place in front of him. It was a decent place. It seemed to be kept tidy and the staff seemed nice so far.
โI do like some of your music Mr-... I mean Jonghoโฆ My favorite is your new release...called Wisdom i believe... Itโs about being smart at what you love... Are you going to perform it at your show next week?โ You ask, wanting to break the awkward silence left by his previous statement.is eyes fall upon yours once again.ย
โI havenโt submitted my track list that I'm going to sing here just yet. I can add it in if you really want me to.โ Jongho says casually, taking his phone out of his back pocket to write the song down into his notepad, which was the list of the songs he was going to perform..Your eyes widen, finding it surprising he was just so casual about it.
โYou donโt have to if you donโt want Jonghoโฆโ You quickly say, not wanting to seem like you were forcing it upon him. Jongho instead stays silent, putting his phone back into his pocket before walking forward and past you.
โCome show me the stage. Iโd like to see how big it is.โ Jongho says, turning briefly to look at his friend Lee, who seemed to be hitting it off with Lexi. You roll your eyes at your friend before looking at Jongho. โGladlyโฆโ You mutter as you quickly make your way to the stage with him. He stops himself in front of it.
โThis place is nice. The stage is a decent size too.โ He mutters, gently grazing his hand on the wood that was layered across the stage.โOnly for the best you know?โ You quickly say, smiling slightly at him. He huffs at your words, eyes narrowing and darkening with sudden emotion.
โI wouldnโt exactly consider myself the best, but thanks for the compliment i guess.โ He mutters before looking at you, his eyes still stern. The look itself running chills down your spine.โYou look tired.โ He mumbles taking in your features without you noticing. โI do? Sorryโฆ I was up late cleaning this place with some other staff.โ You say,laughing softly as you try to play it off as if it was something you donโt do often. โWell i suggest getting more sleep. Doesnโt suit you well.โ He says, mostly just trying to change the topic from what it was previously. You sigh softly, looking away to regain your thoughts.
โIโm sorry if i made you mad at allโ You quickly say, a bit nervous to bring it up. He stares at you confused, a bit curious by what you meant by that. โWhat?โ Jongho asks, tilting his head ever so slightly at you. โLike...you seemed mad when I said only for the best.โ You mutter out, sighing softly. Jongho runs his hand through his hair, understanding a bit more now. โBecause i wouldnโt exactly call myself the โbestโ. Iโm just some rapper that has made a decent enough living to eat, sleep and do my work comfortably enough.โ He says, staring at you. โItโs not like Iโm some rapper star or some famous group with girls for miles screaming over how hot i am.โ he says, chuckling bitterly to himself as his gaze becomes dark once more.
โI know i may not be in the industry like you, but... Itโs all just... opinions you know? For example BTS, the group can be a godsend to some while a complete dumpster fire to others. You shouldnโt let people control how you feel like that. I, for one, love your work, but someone else may not. Opinions are opinions in the idol worldโฆโ You say, finally taking a breather as he stared at you a bit surprised. Of course he has heard things similar to this before, but never straight out of a fanโs mouth.ย
โI wish it were just that simple Y/n, but opinions in the idol world gets you places. They donโt care at times.โ Jongho mutters out,his eyes softening as he thought about your words a bit more. โBut...Thank you for the support. It really helps me.โ He says, giving you a soft smile. It was cute on him and itโs something you would want to see from him more. You hum, stepping forward and grabbing a napkin off one of the small tables.He stares at you confused for a good minute.
โCall me if you ever feel down okay? No ifs or buts.โ You say, giving him a smile as well as you wrote your number neatly on the napkin before handing it to Jongho. He was a bit surprised by it at first, holding it with his mouth agape as if he was going to object, but quickly changed his mind. He shuts his mouth and clears his throat, tucking the napkin neatly into his pants pocket before averting his eyes.
โIโll think about it..โ He mumbles before staring back down at you. โWell you better, because i think you need to be in a better mood to actually perform next week.โ You giggle out, his eyes widening at you. He found the giggle quite cute, and something he would like to hear more if he had the chance.
He quickly fixes himself before walking back to his friend Lee. You follow close behind, feeling a bit better about meeting your current favorite artist. โLee. Letโs go. I finished looking around.โ Jongho says,eyeing his friend being all close to Lexi.
โAww.. you were so quick about itโฆ just hang out with that girl more Jongho.โ Lee mumbles, playfully pouting at Jongho. At this point, Jongho was back to normal,his eyes rolling as he walked up to his friend and grabbed him by the arm. โI told you iโm done here. Letโs go.โ Jongho grumbles before dragging his friend out. You laugh softly at the situation before looking over to your friend. She was smirkingโฆ
โWhat?โ You quickly mumble out, a bit embarrassed by her stare.She giggles softly to herself,brushing your embarrassment off. โItโs nothing. Letโs just clean up.โ Lexi says as she goes to grab the brooms you had left behind and then walks back over to you. You grab one from her before sweeping up the area.
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It has now been two weeks since you first met face to face with Jongho. The show has come and gone, and despite his worries, the club was packed. Though, throughout the days leading up to his performance, he found himself texting you, using you to half-ass vent stuff to you which you didnโt really expect from him at first, but after talking to him for a while, you quickly learned that he is just one giant teddy bear always wanting to be hugged.
Of course you would never say that to his face because you knew he would just get defensive over it, but you still loved to imagine him being soft despite his rapper persona. This time he decided to text you at the end of your shift.
โWant to go out for a drink..?โย
He texts you. You always found it so nice when he was formal to you in text, and found it as another reason to think of him as not just this tough guy.
โSure where to?โย
โJust stay there. Iโll meet you at your work.โย
Wow. Okay. Thatโs new.
You shake your head before continuing to pack up your stuff, reading yourself to head out. You always brought a pair of normal clothes with you to work since you were forced to wear a hot and sweaty uniform everyday, so you bring it to change when your shift ends.
Not too soon after you change though, you get a message from Jongho saying he was there. If anything you were just surprised by how fast he had gotten there. You shrug it off as you make your way out of the building. You only have to look around briefly to find Jongho. He was standing by his car with a long trench coat on as well as a collared button up shirt and a pair of high waist jeans. You couldnโt lieโฆ He looked great in them.
โReady to go?โ He asks, tilting his head to his car door. โYeah. Where are we going exactlyโฆ?โ You ask as you walk over to the passenger side and get in.ย
โTo my house.โ He says. Your eyes widen as he looks at you. โIf thatโs okay with you..โ He continues quickly, trailing off a bit. He seemed to be ever so slightly nervous, which you quickly picked up on, but decided not to address.
โThat's fineโ You hum, looking out your sideโs window as he starts up the car and brings you to his house.Once you two arrived, he got out of the car first, but then waited for you to come out.
โYouโre in such a rushโฆ i wish i was as nimble as you sometimes.โ You giggle,trying to lighten the mood a bit. Luckily it earns a small smile from him. โCome now. I have some nice wine you may like.โ He says, a light chuckle behind his voice. โNow youโre speaking my language.โ You joke before following behind him, still holding your stuff within your arms.
โSorry if it's a bit of a mess...i need to do a bit of spring cleaning.โ He mutters, fumbling with his keys for a moment before finding the right one to let you two in. Once you entered, you looked around.It was nice and cozy. It was nice and refreshing compared to your little apartment.
โWhatโs this?โ You ask, looking at a poster of a group called โATEEZโ on the wall, and next to it hung a frame with a single apple pin in it.
โItโs nothing all that important. Just come with me.โ He says, gently grabbing your wrist and leading you to his living room.You think nothing of it before following him to the room. Once you get there, you set your stuff down on the table, watching slightly as Jongho removes his trench coat, only to find his sleeves were rolled up. You could see his arms clearly and it was hard not to stare, but you manage well enough.
โIโll go get the wine, you can look around if you please.โ He says, walking back into the kitchen. You hum as you go to sit on the couch, looking at his TV slightly, but you mostly stood still and let him keep his privacy. He soon returns with a bottle of red wine and two glasses, setting both glasses down before popping the top of the wine glass and filling his to the brim and yours about halfway.
โGuess you really wanted a drink huh?โ You hum, trying to have a joking attitude. โAlways.โ He responds before sitting next to you. He sighs as he picks up the wine glass and starts to more or less drink it as you take small sips of yours. You never really had a high alcohol tolerance, so you decided to take it slow.
โHow was work?โ Jongho asks, looking over to you, his glass already 1/4 empty. You blink a few times, thinking. โIt was okay. Though ever since you were there we have had more people come and ask if youโre reforming again. Do you plan to?โ You ask, tilting your head at him as he drinks down more of the wine. โEventually. Just not in a good spot right now.โ He mutters softly. You sigh gently, noting that he was currently not in a great mood, so pressing him would not be the proper thing to do.
โYou donโt have to, they were just asking.โ You hum as you take another sip of your wine. You quickly notice that he was downing his wine. Not taking breaks like he should as he was already pouring himself another glass. โJongho slow down.โ You quickly say, hoping he would take your words into consideration. Sadly he wasnโt in the mood to, as it fueled him to down another glass. Before long, he had the top few buttons undone on his shirt and his face was flushed red, proving he was in fact...drunk.
โIt doesnโt matter..โ He mutters, setting his glass down.You stare at him in awe. โIt doesnโt matter what i doโฆโ He huffs out, bringing his hands to his face. โI couldnโt get your words out of my head.I know they were positive, but it just reminds me of how many fucking angiencies i had to go through. How many failures I went through.โ He grumbles, his eyes dark, but his face reads another expression. Pain. All you could do was stare.
โIโve been told so many times that i wasnโt good enough. That i just barely made the damn cut. I had to do all of this myself and it fucking sucks.โ he mumbles.โThis eworld is just so cruel for inspiring artists and it just.. Pisses me off.โ He says, but his eyes soon stung with tears.โJust when I thought I found the perfect group, my friendsโฆ my fucking family. I was cut out. For fucks sake.โ He says, feeling his tears start to fall from his eyes.
You get up, noticing the pain he was in from the years of dealing with horrible agencies and their selection process. You lean down in front of him, wrapping your arms around his frame.โI may not have been a trainee, but I can understand how hard it can be Jongho, but listen...You made it yourselfโฆ you donโt need those companyโs approval, because you got your fans and the general public happily supporting you. Iโm supporting you.โ You hum, resting your head on his shoulder.
He blinks a few times, a bit taken back by you suddenly hugging him, but he soon wraps his strong arms around you, quickly pulling you down onto his lap to allow himself to hug you more comfortably. You let out a small squeak, a bit surprised that he did so. โThank you Y/nโฆ reallyโฆ you donโt know how much i have loved your support over the last two weeks. It really has been a helpโฆโ He says quietly, his arms finding their way around your waist. You pull away, staring down at him a bit embarrassed. Noticing your position, you try your best to get up, but his arms were planted firmly on your waist, meaning you werenโt moving anywhere.
โYouโre welcome. I'm glad I helped you so muchโฆ but could you let me go? I donโt want to make this weird..โ You trail off, your hands planted firmly on his shoulders. โI donโt want you to move Y/nโฆโ He mutters, pulling you closer. His drunken haze seemed to be wearing off. You stare at him, completely surprised by his actions. โY-You donโt..?โ You ask, a bit confused by his actions. โOf course not.. You seem to be comfy anyways.โ He hums playfully.
โIโฆ welโฆ a bit yeahโฆโ You mutter under your breath, your cheeks dusted a soft red. He tilts his head at you before reaching his hand up to your chin, pulling your face gently so it was close to his. โYouโre cuteโฆ you know that?โ he mumbles, his eyes locked with yours. โCute..?โ you whisper out, dumbfounded as he chuckles softly. โYesโฆ I find you quite cute. Ever since I saw you giggle in front of me at the club.โ He hums, leaning his face in slowly.
Your heart was racing and you didnโt know how to respond to his advances, but the moment his lips touched yours, it sent sparks of passion through you that you have never felt before with a man. Your eyes flutter close as your lips dance against one anotherโs only parting to take in shallow breaths.His hand finds its way back to your waist, slightly lifting up your shirt from behind to gently caress your skin. He soon pulls away, his and your lungs begging for more air. He smiles at you comfortingly.
โWe canโฆ stop here if you like. I donโt want toโฆ you knowโฆ pushโฆโ He mumbles, averting his gaze from yours. You smile, still loving his gentlemanly habits. โItโs fine Jongho. As long as youโre not too drunk.You giggle out, making his heart swell. He felt everything for you at once and he knew that burning desire wouldnโt go away anytime soon. Before you could say anything more, his hands found the undersides of your thighs, lifting you up quickly as he stood up with ease. You squeak out, a bit surprised by the sudden action, your arms naturally finding safety around his neck.
โI wonโt drop you. You know that pretty well after staring at my arms so much baby girl.โ He coos, bringing you to his room. Your face immediately turns multiple shades of red, caught off guard by the sudden pet name. โI-I knowโฆ just not used to anyone doing itโฆโ You pout, looking at him with your eyes playfully narrowed. He just chuckles as you two enter his room, finally placing you onto his bed and quickly finding his place over you.
โBut.. if you really arenโt comfortable...you can back out now.. I donโt want you to be-โ He starts before being cut off . You had pulled him into a passionate kiss, something that this time, he didnโt expect. It didnโt take him long for him to melt into it, his hands caressing your body. Your hands slowly find their way to his shirt buttons,slowly unbuttoning them as your kiss became more heated and needy. โAre you really that curious baby girl? I have something more interesting than my arms you know.โ He hums, lifting himself off of you to tug off his shirt. He quickly finds himself back on top of you, his kisses leading to your neck as you let off soft pants, your chest rising and falling quickly due to the excitement of the situation. His hands start to pull at your shirt , to which you eagerly allow him to pull it off of you.
โEager arenโt we baby? Donโt worryโฆ Iโll speed things up when my cock is buried balls deep inside of you.โ He hums into your ear as his hands once more move around your body, finding their way to the clasp of your bra. Once he manages to get it off of you, he nibbles on your neck, finding it to be a sensitive part of you. You let out a soft moan, moving your head so it exposed more of your neck to him. โSo good for meโฆโ He mutters out against your neck before taking one of your breasts into his hand and gently massaging it, hoping to get a reaction out of you. You let out another soft moan due to his motion, making him smiirk.
โJ-Jonghoโฆโ You breathe out, gripping onto him desperately as arousal pooled in your core. He was good at what he was doing and it showed just by your reactions. โPatience baby girlโฆ Youโll get what you want eventually. Just wait for me to have my fun okay?โ He coos at you, trailing his kisses down to the valley of your breasts. His tongue finds its way to your nipple, swirling around the sensitive nub in a teasingly slow way. You gasp out at the feeling, your chest lifting off the bed in bliss at the feeling. He hums at your response. โSo sensitive baby girl.... Nice to know.โ He says, finding his own pants starting to get uncomfortable. He huffs, calming himself down a bit to allow you to have your pleasure first.
โYouโre so addictingโฆโ He mumbles, his hands on the hem of your jeans. He pulls them down only to softly coo at you. He could see the small pet patch that was building at your needy opening. โYou smell sweet.โ He hums as his fingers find their place on your clothed clit, slightly adding pressure to the bundle of nerves. Your hips buck in response, a small gasp leaving your lips as your face contorted in pleasure. โSo cuteโฆโ He mutters before settling his face between your legs.
โYouโre going to cum for meโฆ okay baby girl?โ He says, his fingers gently pulling down the ruined fabric that sealed your cunt from his gaze. You nod your head, looking down at him. Seeing him in between your legs was such a turn on and it was hard to look away when he was giving you such a lustful look.His arms grip onto your thighs as he kitten licked your folds, wanting to see how you would react to it. You let out a soft moan,, closing your eyes to focus on the pleasure before you. With a hum of acknowledgement, he continues to lick and hum against your folds, watching every little noise you made.
โYou like this alot baby girlโฆ I barely touch you and youโre melting under my touch. I want to ruin every inch of you, but I want to be slow our first time.โ He hums, a smirk slightly present. All you could manage was a small whine,as he continued to abuse your clit, your thighs trembling in his grip. โJ-Jongho pleaseโฆโ You beg, not knowing exactly what you were begging for. โHm? What do you want baby...use your words.โ He hums, still watching you intently as his tongue glides across your sopping cunt.โP-Pleaseโฆ I want to cumโฆโ You plead, laying your head against the sheets to avoid his gaze.
โSince you asked so nicelyโฆโ He coos before moving his arm to suddenly thrust a finger into you, curling it to hit your g-spot straight on. A loud moan falls from you as you buck your hips to meet his slow thrusting finger. He chuckles as he adds a second one, loving the sight of his fingers disappearing inside of you. After a bit of this, he notices your thighs twitching, seeing it as a sign you were going to cum. โAre you going to cum for me baby girl?โ He asks, thrusting his fingers faster into you, watching as you writhe below him. He moved so he was hovering over once again and coos into your ear as soft noises of the wetness from your cunt slowly filled the room.
โY-Yesโฆ please let me cum Jonghoโฆ" You whine out at him, your body trembling in need for release. Jongho chuckles softly, approving of your begs as he curls his fingers to hit your G-Spot once more. He does this repeatedly, wanting you to just make a mess of yourself below him. Soon enough, you do, your hips bucking up to meet his hand as you tumble into a sudden orgasm that left you speechlethatJongho helps you ride out your first orgasm by thrusting his fingers into you slowly, whispering sweet nothings into your ear as he did so.ย
"You did so good baby girlโฆ you did so good for meโฆ" He coos. He pulls his fingers out and brings them to his mouth, licking his fingers clean of the clear liquid that your cunt had left on his hand. After letting you calm down from your first orgasm, he pulls his fingers out of his mouth and wipes the rest on his pants. He leans forward once more to hover over you as he gives you soft kisses, indirectly making you taste yourself. You hum into the kiss softly your arms attempting to wrap around his neck, but he quickly stops you.ย
"Undress me Babyโฆ I know you've been doing it with your eyes as wellโฆ" He chuckles as he leads your hands to the belt buckle he wore, the silver of it still managing to shine within the darkness of the room. You slowly fumble to get his belt off, pulling it out from the belt loops before tossing the darned thing onto the ground. Jongho continues to coo at you as you slowly unbuttoned and unzipped his pants before pulling them down to about his mid thigh. He finally decides to help you, kicking off his pants in slight desperation. He huffs at the feeling of his cock still twitching in the confines of his shorts.ย
"Here babyโฆ" He coos as he guides your hands to the waistband of his black boxers. You slowly pull them down, watching as his dick sprung out. He chuckles softly as you gawked at it. He pulls his boxers the rest of the way off before tossing them in the pile of clothes the two of you have built up over the course of this session. You pull him into another kiss as he slowly grinds his now exposed dick against your cunt, feeling the slick already stick to his shaft. "Fuckโฆ" He curses under his breath, barely able to contain himself from pounding his cock deep inside you. He grips his cock and lines it up at your entrance, rubbing the tip against your folds teasingly before pushing himself inside of you.ย
"Shit babyโฆ you're so tightโฆ" He grunts out, a bit surprised by how tight you were. You were a twitching mess. He was barely even halfway in and he filled you so nicely. Every move he made made another moan fly out of your mouth shamelessly. "Hold onโฆ" He huffs out as he grabs your hips and pushes you all the way onto his cock, making you take him all in at once. You gasp out, your thighs trembling at the feeling of having him wedged deep inside of you, leaving no please unexplored by it. After giving you a moment, he starts to thrust his hips slowly into you, capturing your lips into another kiss as he slowly made love to you.ย
"A-Ahโฆ Jonghoโฆ" You moan out against his lips, his hands gripping your thighs as he slowly picked up the pace.ย
"Y-You're so fucking good for me babyโฆ I want youโฆ to be mine." He grunts out between thrusts, his forehead pressed against yours as groans and huffs fall from his lips. You moan out, your arms wrapped around his neck to keep him close to you. "Y-You're going to fucking make me cumโฆ" He pants out, kissing you breathlessly as his thrusts became more rough and desperate. You continue to let out little whines and moans, your body trembling with need. He takes a moment to move you so he was hitting your G-Spot dead on, which immediately made you sob out in pleasure.ย
"Are you going to cum again baby girl? Cum for me." He huffs out, his breath heavy as he was also desperate for his own release. His eyes shut tightly as he thrusts deeply into you, his pace even faster as he felt you clench around him, another climax hitting you even harder the second time. Jongho follows soon after, his thrusts becoming uneven as he spurts cum inside of you, lacing your insides with webs of cum. He pants out softly, staring down at you with a comforting smile. He quickly pulls out of you and walks to the bathroom to grab a damp rag. When he came back to you, you were barely awake.ย
"Did you have funโฆ?," He asks, his voice soft. "Yeahโฆ" You hum in response, watching him as he cleaned you up. "Are you willing toโฆ be my girlfriend?" He asks, trailing off due to not being sure if you were going to give a good answer. "People have fucked the moment they met before, so I guess dating after only two weeks doesn't seem all that far fetched." You giggle out. Jongho chuckles as he tosses the rag in with the dirty clothes pile before climbing onto the bed with you.
"Sorry you had to deal withโฆ this shitty way1 of confessingโฆ" Jongho mutters, his arms wrapping around your waist as he spoons you. "Waitโฆ so your entire intent was to ask me out?" You laugh out, only to earn a huff from Jongho. "Yesโฆ you have been helpful to me after allโฆ" He mutters before looking at you expectantly.ย
"Yes I will gladly date you. Now let's sleep okay?" You hum. Jongho nods before falling asleep with you.ย

















