Birthdays….
Generally, I’m not a fan of my birthday and as this year is a big milestone I am looking even less forward to the day approaching.
I know, I know, I should be greatful since so many people are denied the privilege of growing older. But damnit, I don’t want to face the reality of being “old”. My own mortality scares the shit out of me.
Now that I’ve ranted and you’ve stayed with me thus far, let me say that I am going to try my damn best to be positive this year. Yeah, I’m turning 40, but I’ve got great kids, great husband, a great poly partner and an awesome metamour. While I refuse to grow old gracefully, instead opting to raise a little hell, I can at least be thankful for every thing that I do have and for that….. I SMILE A LITTLE WIDER
