Boredom

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Molly lyfe too real

It's late, I can't sleep and this fever is making me it's little bitch so I'm gonna just go nuts with typing. I've put in my two weeks notice and I'm moving to New York at the end of the month to remove myself from all the bullshit that's gone on in this redneck, black hole of a state. Not only that, but I've got something that I'm not sure what to call it going on with someone who is very dear to me despite only knowing for a very short few months. There's already a lot of uncertainty with our ideas of what relationships should be. I'm fucking terrified at the prospect of starting this new life but I know that if I don't just fucking do it, I'm going to be stuck here living with family for the next few years at least because I lack the self control and motivation to damage my comfort. I'm going to miss some people for sure, but my best friend will be following me up shortly after and I've already got two wonderful friends that are up there as I type this. It's going to be a whole new lifestyle for me, for sure and one that I'm not sure (actually really doubt) that I'll be able to meld with but I want to try. And I'm going to try. So goodbye those of you that do read this and if you really want to, let me know if you'd like to hang out before I leave because I'm not quite sure when I'll be returning. Chances are not for a while. Please wish me luck. I sure as fuck will need it.